TAEHYUNGS POV

I shook my head, refusing to believe that my baby girl, my princess, had just been taken away from me for life all because of a mistake I made. I tried my hardest to concentrate on my surroundings but the tears in my eyes made my vision blurry, how was any of this fair? Some made up God does not get the fucking right to take away my one and only true love. And if it did, then who the fuck gave it that right? Give me their address, I just want to 'talk'.

An oncoming car honked its horn at me and I swerved out of the way, swearing under my breath. I was an emotional mess, never mind the fact that I was slightly drunk too.

*5 HOURS LATER, WHEN THE TWO OF YOU WOKE UP*

I opened my eyes and yawned, "Good morning, sleepy head." My voice was groggy and my face was puffy but that was okay if it means waking up to see the girl I truly love. Y/N kissed my cheek and smiled, causing my face to turn a little pink.

"Morning, Tae." She mumbled, with a hint of mangoes on her breath. Probably from the smoothie I made for her last night, before she fell asleep. "What?" My face must have looked a little odd. All I did was smile, causing Y/N to raise her eyebrow.

"You smell like mangoes." I chuckled. "I love you, Jagi."

"Yeah, yeah. I love you too and all that shit." I kissed her cheek. This is what I live for, I was born to wake up and make millions of people happy. I was born to wake up and see Y/N's beautiful face. I was born to try and change the music industry and oh my god will I try. I'll try even harder because I have Y/N with me, and no matter what happens, if I lose her, it will be all of my fault.

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*NOW*

I looked back at her body, just laying there... all twisted and broken. Not just physically broken but mentally too and it's all because of- "Sir? Sir, do you know this woman?" I looked up the warm-faced medic.

I slowly nodded my head and stood up, "S-she was... my girlfriend." I said, stuttering a little. The medic pulled me into a hug and let me cry into her shoulder. You see, losing someone, or seeing someone you love a lot in a state like this can haunt a human being or months. Even years. For me, seeing Y/N's body in such a mess... that image will never ever leave my head. It can't and it won't because it was my fault. I turned around when I heard my name being called, it was Lisa. Anger and sadness bubbled up inside me, the two creating a deadly reaction.

"Tae, are you-" I shoved her away from me, causing her to let out a gasp. "What the fuck?"

"This... this is your fault. Your fault! You shouldn't have kissed me, you knew fine well that I have- or had- a girlfriend but you still did it!" Tears stung my eyes. I came onto her.. but I won't say that. I refuse to.

I blushed when I saw Y/N, I have loved her for years and today... today was the day that I was finally going to say it. "I- Y/N... can I, say something?" I asked, quietly. She looked a little confused but nodded, "I know this is kinda odd but I really like you... so much I could even call it love. I have felt this way for years, you're not like other girls. You don't plaster yourself in makeup, you don't wear revealing clothes. Everything about you is perfect... so... will you be my girlfriend?" The room was filled with the silence.

Y/N leaned forward and kissed me, "Of course, dummy." And I kissed back with passion.

I gripped my hair and began to pull, I didn't care whether I pulled it out. That memory.. that was today eleven years ago. "Get out... Get out!" I began to sob and scream all at the same time. "Get out my fucking head! This is your fault... your fault! Y/N could be dead and it would be your fault Lisa." I looked over to my left and saw a pipe, I picked it up and charged at Lisa. "YOUR FAULT!"

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YOUR POV

Is this what death feels like? If so, it doesn't hurt as much as you thought it would. It's... peaceful, sort of. Imagine that your floating, in the sky, but there is nothing that can catch you if you fall. Yet, when you fall, you land on a cushion. You don't really believe in heaven and hell but if you did, you would call this heaven... there is no fire, no burning or screaming. Just an empty void.

Others would call this hell though, there is nowhere to go, no one to talk to and nothing to do. Isolation basically.

Empty.

Alone.

Darkness.

Silence.

If this place was so isolated, then how come you never wanted to leave?

TAEHYUNGS POV

I just drove, I didn't stop for a moment. I know, I'm such a pussy for running away but I had to. I needed to. I wasn't running from the pain, I was running towards it. Who knew what was going to happen...

It was inevitable really... I looked at the red light and looked at the gap I had to get to the other side. No, unlike a normal human being, I didn't slow down. Instead, I floored it. I closed my eyes and waited for the impact. And there it was, the car hit the side of mine like a bullet train. I let go of the wheel and hit my head on the other door, blood poured from my head wound, making me smile.

I could be with my baby again.

Black splotches covered my vision and I saw them, inside the other car with a shocked face.

At the end of a story, it would be a normal thing to say that a stranger ended my life that day, but that is not the end of this one.

Instead... it was my best friends. My six best friends.

I closed my eyes when I heard Namjoon call my name, "What the fuck have we done..."

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HI guys!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I know it's late but I've been busy celebrating my birthday pmsl i'm one step closer to death.

I FINALLY HAVE MY LAPTOP BACK I CAN WRITE PROPERLY AGAIN HA YES