You felt tears sting your eyes as you made your way home, you and Jimin only had a month left. This was like the day where you had to say goodbye to Y/B/N, only you weren't saying goodbye yet... just the pain of the goodbye is already here. You loved Jimin with every inch of your heart and just knowing that you weren't going to see each other for a really long time is definitely enough to make you cry.
Your phone buzzed in your pocket, you took it out and answered the phone. "Hello?" You sniffed.

"I know you're not going home, where are you?" Jimin asked, "You can stay with us for the night, it's okay." He said in a soothing voice, you stopped walking and looked at your reflection in a puddle.

"Jimin... I don't want you to leave, but I'm not going to stop you either." You muttered, Jimin sighed, "I'm probably overreacting and all that, but I just-"

"You're not and I understand.. I don't want to leave you here all alone either but I gotta." He sighed, "Are you coming back? We can have Pizza if you want,"

"I'm coming back yeah... but not pizza, I don't want that right now." Jimin hummed in response, "If I'm not back in thirty minutes, call again."

"Why-"

"I love you." You put down the phone and turned around, not in the direction of the guys' house, or the direction of yours, but the direction of the Lake. The lake at this time was a really nice thing to see, especially with the sunset. You hummed 'Butterfly', it usually helps when you're in a bad mood, and of course it does now.
You sat down on a bench that was facing the lake when you got there, you looked at the water and the reflection of the Sky. A small smile spread onto your face, the colours on the sky made t look like the water was also the sky.

You had no idea how long you were there, but you felt someone tap your shoulder. You turned around at a fast pace but relaxed when you saw Jimin, "I had a feeling you'd be here, after all, this is your favourite place to be."

"Mhmm, you didn't need to come out though..." You trailed off at the end. You knew that pushing him away but make the goodbye easier but baby, you could never.

"No, I didn't need to... I chose to because I wanted to see you." Jimin said, looking out over the lake. "I can understand why this is your favourite place, I really do."

You smiled, "It's where I come when I'm feeling too many emotions to deal with, before I met you, I practically lived here." You chuckled and Jimin sighed.

"Damn... how come you were feeling all those emotions before you met me?" Jimin asked, "You don't need to say anything either."

"Because people picked on me, my mother has just died and my father became abusive.. I taught myself not to flinch every time someone raised their hand because that got me into trouble," You said with a shaky voice, "I was suicidal, I self harmed but then I met you and the guys, and I finally felt like I had somewhere to be..."

Jimin wiped away a loose tear, "That's.. that's really sad." He said, the two of you stayed silent for a minute, "Y'know I'm glad you held on and pushed through all of that pain, Y/N."

"I am too..." You smiled and then frowned, "I dreaded the day I had to tell you this, because I thought you'd find out about my scars or I'd come to you with an unknown bruise."

"I've never seen your scars, but then again, you do always wear hoodies and sweaters the majority of the time," He sighed, "I'm okay with either though, you're still my girl no matter what you have on you."

You and Jimin stayed at the lake for about an hour or two, when you finally decided to leave, it was extremely dark and cold. You shivered slightly and did up your jacket, Jimin took hold of your hand and you immediately felt warmer again, he just had that power over you that no one else did. And no one else will. "Thank you Jimin."

"For what?" He asked, while looking at the sky. "I haven't done anything that needs to be thanked."

"Yes you have, you didn't walk away when I told you why I go to that lake. You didn't walk away when I told you I was suicidal and self harmed, you stayed with me through it all, ever since the beginning even if you didn't know what I was going through." You said, "So yeah, maybe you don't think that you've done anything worth a 'thanks' to me, you've done everything you possibly could... so thank you." Jimin stopped walking when you said thank you.

He looked into your eyes, you noticed that he was crying. Instead of asking why, you pulled him into a kiss. He was shocked at first but then kissed back, this was all you've ever wanted.
The perfect boyfriend, the perfect kiss, the perfect time for it. That time? Under the moon and starts.

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Your last few weeks with Jimin and the boys were fun yet painful, you weren't expecting a month to go so fast, you looked in the hallway at all the suitcases and took on the stairs, fighting back tears. You jumped when someone from behind you pulled your close but relaxed when you knew it was Jimin, "Don't cry... please don't cry."

You smiled, "I can't help it-" You choked on a sob, "I'll miss you..." Jimin made you face him, he wiped away a tear and kissed you.

"Baby girl, I'm leaving in an hour... that's sixty minutes to do what you want with me." He smirked, sending over a sexual image. "Sexual or not, I don't mind." He whispered in your ears before taking your hand. He took your upstairs and into the room with you, before closing the door behind him.

You sat down on your bed and chuckled, "I don't know what you want me to do..."

"Put these on." He handed you a bag with a pair of underwear in it, you raised your eyebrow but he just smirked. You shook your head, stood up and walked into the bathroom that was joint alongside his room.
You slid them on after sliding the ones you were wearing off, you came out and sat down on Jimin's bed again. "And now what...?"

He kissed you and flipped a switch, you felt a vibration between your legs. You kissed back, "Jimin I swear-"

"I got my way.. I promise you'll have fun too."

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After 'Me Time' with Jimin, the time had come for you to all go to the airport. You helped the boys with their luggage and sighed when you sat down, "Don't be sad Y/N, we promise to bring you back a gift from every country we visit!" Tae said, happily.

"No, no, that's okay! You don't-"

"We're going to, whether you like it or not." Yoongi chuckled and Jimin kissed the top of your head.

"Thank you guys, really." You said, smiling. The car ride was short and sweet, but you wanted it to be longer. As every second passed, it dawned on you that you're not going to be waking up to breakfast, or waking up in Jimin's arms. You're not going to have really deep conversations with Yoongi, or pull pranks on people with Tae. You're not going to candy stories with Jungkook, or having a joke contest with Seokjin. You can't even go to the library with Namjoon or bake with Hoseok... not now.. not for a while.

Don't cry!

You stood in the lobby and looked over everyone, they all seemed happy ... so why aren't you? "Boarding flight to Japan." The woman who was talking into the speaker phone said, your stomach dropped but you stood up at the same time as the guys did.
You were fighting back tears when each member hugged you and said goodbye.

"Jimin I-"

"I know..." He said, he looked into your eyes with teary ones himself. "I'm coming back, don't worry... I love you."

"I love you too..." You wiped away a tear.

"I'll Skype you everyday, I promise." He hugged you and kissed you again, "I need to go now, but I love you so much and if you ever need something, just Skype us!"

You waved goodbye as they smiled at you, once they were gone and their plane flew out. You made your way home and cried silently on the way, it was like the day you had to say goodbye to Y/B/N, just a little worse.
You missed her so much, and you could already tell that you were going to miss the boys even more.

I'll sleep it off, that'll work.

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When you woke up, it hit you in the face like a bullet train. The house was so empty and quiet, it's like the whole world around you just disappeared and you're the only one left. You walked around the empty house, well... it was fully empty. Bandit was still here with you.
You sat down on the floor and Bandit came and lay down on your lap, you smiled to yourself. "They'll be back baby boy, I promise you."

A month and a half passed a lot quicker than you thought it would, of course it didn't surprise you. The boys did try and Skype you everyday, Jimin even Skype you on his own a few times. Sometimes they were too busy to Skype, but you understood that. So, it's okay.

You received a message from Jimin while reading a story online.

J: Hey, how've you been?

Y/N: Alone but I have Bandit so it's fine, wbu?

J: I miss you but I'm having a lot of fun, so far we've been to four countries and you have four gifts (so far)

Y/N: Aww

J: It's your birthday in a week right?

Y/N: Yeah why?

J: I have a surprise for you :3

Y/N: You have seven days!

J: I'll make it work, I have to

JIMINS POV

Seven days is enough, I don't have a concert on in seven days. In fact, we have a break for a few days... so I'm prepared.

In seven days, I'll see her again.

In seven days, I'll finally kiss her again.

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