#66 | ksj
"Mommy, ice cream, please!", she smiled at me, her whole face resembling his father.
"Aww, my little angel is so cute, but you've had too many sweets today, Jaejin," you pouted.
"Last one, please! I won't eat any sweets tomorrow," she pouted back with some aegyo.
"Alright, alright," you searched through your sling bag for your wallet but she was already off at the ice cream booth.
When you found your wallet you walked up to her and saw her holding a cone with strawberry ice cream.
"Oh, sweetie, who bought you that?", you looked down at her and she pointed at a tall guy paying the vendor.
You bowed at the figure and mumbled
"Kamsahamnida."
You then saw his face and eventually recognized his eyes. He was wearing a mask but you were very very sure that it was him.
You avoided his eyes and took Jaejin away. "Let's go Jae," you held her small hands and started to walk away.
"Wait." You stopped but didn't look back. You didn't wanna meet him and disturb his career.
"Hyunjae." The familiar voice called out.
"Jae?", your daughter walked towards him, as you hesitantly turned to him.
You raised an eyebrow and you hands started to shake. 4 years ago, you had Jaejin. But 4 years ago, you also ended your relationship with Jin.
Whenever you recall those memories, you just hear glass shattering and it just makes you cover your ears and cry.
You watched as his back disappeared, holding onto the edge of the table, making the glass fall off when you moved. Your ears were deafened by the sound of the shattering glass.
He came closer as Jaejin held his left hand. He took your hand as you looked everywhere but your eyes, fighting the urge to cry, as you heard the sound of the shattering glass again.
He pulled you into a hug as you just stood there, and closed your eyes as tears finally rolled down.
His body against yours was a warm feeling, but knowing it won't last too long just makes you want to run away.
"Mommy, why are you crying?", your angel looked up at you.
Jin quickly pulled away and looked at your eyes, cupping your cheek with his hand.
You held his hand that held your cheek and gently kissed his palm.
"Wae geurae?", you whispered.
Tears still streamed down your cheeks but you couldn't fight the urge to hold him. It's just for a while, you probably won't see him after this so you just did.
You slowly took off his hand from your cheek but he still held your hand.
"I'll be playing at the playground, mommy," she ran off as you yelled, "don't go too far"
He pulled his mask down a little, then leaned closer and kissed your forehead.
"Jeongmal bogoshiposo,"
Trans: "I really missed you"
He mumbled without pulling away.
"How long is this gonna be? Tell me... Tell me!", you cried, afraid to lose the moment. You didn't want to have another moment that you know will never leave your mind. Moments with him always invaded your mind. Throught the four years, you barely forgot about him.
"Why didn't you tell me.. I've been trying to find you all these years the moment I knew about her..", he said softly.
"W-who told you?", you stuttered.
"Can we talk at your apartment? I don't want fans to see me," he whispered.
You hesitantly nodded your head and called out for your daughter.
"Jaejinnie, come," you held your hand up signalling him to come as she did.
"Who is this oppa mommy?", she pointed at Jin.
He kneeled to reach Jae's height and whispered in her ears.
"I'm Kim Seokjin"
"Daddy!", she exclaimed.
Jin carried her in her arms as you started walking to your apartment. Deep down in your heart, you felt happiness seeing them like that. But he'll leave again, you worry more about your daughter than you. You don't want your daughter to recognize his father and then seek for his presence always, not knowing he can barely see her.
You finally arrived at your apartment with the two of them trailing behind you. They plopped down on the couch and was amazed when he saw your apartment full of pink toys, pink playing mat in the living room, and some figurines of Princess Peach.
"Oh, Jaejinnie, you like Princess Peach? I like Mario!", he grinned at the child.
"Yes! Jaejin loves pink too!", your little daughter excitedly spoke.
"You're daddy's little princess," he kissed her forehead. Everything about her is from Jin, so how could you forget about Jin?
She kissed his cheek and hugged him. He stood up and carried Jaejin until she easily fell asleep. That's the only thing she got from you, she loves sleep.
He went up and explored upstairs as you let him do so. You were too busy cooking at the kitchen. He went inside the pink room, which was clearly Jaejin's room. He placed her down on the bed before kissing her forehead once again.
You heard footsteps coming down from the stairs and said, "Did Yoongi-oppa tell you?", you trailed.
You felt a pair of arms wrap around your waist. You sighed. This familiar scene you always had when he was still your boyfriend.
"What are you doing..?", you stopped.
"I promise I'll make it up to you," his voice was music to your ears.
"I'm sorry for not telling you, I just wanted you to be successful with your career. I knew I was a burden, how much more with my—our baby girl..."
You turned to him and hugged him.
You asked yourself why you were being like this after everything. Your mind says "it's done." But your heart says "try again." You lowered your pride, took down your guard, as you realized, it never changed.
"I won't leave, I'm sorry for letting you break up with me before. I shouldn't have let you go, look, I missed out on seeing a beautiful angel grow up."
"She is everything you are, everything about her reminded me of you..", you both chuckled, not pulling away from the hug as you look up at him.
"Did you miss me?"
"Idiot, of course. I wanted to watch her grow up with you but I also wanted to watch you become successful with your career." He chuckled at your reaction as you furrowed your eyebrows.
He carried you up on the counter and turned off the stove. He cupped your cheeks as you leaned down and kissed.
You missed his plum lips, it's been a while.
"Do you want her to have a sibling?", Jin smirked and you hit his arm.
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It was a Monday, Yoongi told you that they had a week off and were staying at the dorm. They weren't allowed to go out of their dorm at the moment. You decided to surprise them at their dorm with Yoongi knowing.
You knocked on the door with Jaejin holding your left hand.
"Taetae oppa!!", your daughter ran to Taehyung as soon as Yoongi opened the door.
"Yah, Jaejinnie what about me?", Jungkook playfully pouted and Jaejin also hugged him.
"How are you Jaejin?", Namjoon said in English. "I'm fine!", she kind of struggled to speak in English. She's been learning English with Namjoon for the past 2 years.
She then went to Hoseok who was already opening his arms out but surprisingly earned a kiss on the cheek from Jaejin.
"Jaejin~ what about uncle?", Yoongi opened his arms to Jaejin as she ran and gave him a hug.
"Jagiya, You're here!", Jin just came out of the bathroom.
"My sexy dad," you teasingly smirked at him as he playfully squinted his eyes at you giving you a suspicious look.
"Yah! What about daddy? Why am I last?", Jin pouted as you sat next to him on the bed.
He earned a hug and a lot of kisses on his face by Jaejin.
"Because I love you the most!", she didn't come off Jin's lap.
It was a pretty long bus trip from your apartment to here, you were both exhausted.
She went off Jin's lap and went to Taehyung's bed where Tae and Kookie were sitting on.
Taehyung's bed was full of pillows and whenever you came here, she always slept there.
She sat on Tae's lap as Jungkook sang her to sleep.
How is it like this? His career and his family? Well, you and Jin had your own ways ;)
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