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Cherry blossoms are blooming
The winter is ending
I miss you

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"Hobi! Lets play!" you yelled at your 6 year old playmate, Hoseok.
He was your sunshine since you were in diapers, your parents were very close friends. You were busy playing and having fun with him when your mom told you that you had to go. You were both clueless of what was about to happen.

You had to move to America for business purposes, for 8 years. Now is your flight back to Korea. You've waited for this day for so long.

"Y/N, wake up!"
Your mom yelled taking your blanket off. You remember that it is the day you'll finally go back to Korea!

-after 13 hour flight-

You arrive at the airport. As soon as you got out, you feel the cold air brush your face, the smell of your original country. The place you were born in. Winter was about to end, and cherry blossoms were starting to bloom. The same weather when you last played with your first love.

You got home at 1:50 AM, you hurried to your room and went to bed.

You slept the whole morning. You only went out of your room when it was time for lunch.

You took a shower and got dressed. You went downstairs and walked towards the dining table, still lazy and wanting to just sink in bed.

"Y/N?" your dad looked at you.
"I and your Mom's friend are coming over with his family for dinner tonight. Get dressed nicely. You should dress kinda formal," your dad spoke as you continued eating.

It was 6 PM so you decided to get ready. You go through your closet and the clothes were just transferred from your luggage by your mom yesterday night.

You didn't notice because you were fast asleep. You decided to pick a black knee length dress and paired it up with 2 inch heels because you were too tired to wear high ones, in fact, you were only gonna be in your house.

Your maid calls you down saying that the visitors just arrived.

You go downstairs after fixing your hair and putting on light make-up. You were surprised to see Hoseok's parents, you tried to look around to find him but he wasn't there. You greeted them and sat down.

"I'm not sure if Hoseok can come, we can start eating without him," his mom read a text which you believe was from Hoseok.

After eating dinner and a few talks about America, you decided to get some fresh cold air from outside. You sat down at your terrace and admired the cherry blossom plants that you had in your garden since you were four. They are almost in full bloom, every first day of spring, you remember your last playtime with him.

You sigh as you began to tear up, realizing you had never loved anyone other than him, and that you think he has probably forgotten you. The fact that you still love him even though the last time you saw him was when you were kids just makes you tear up. You always thought about how he was doing back in Korea and how he would look as he grew up.

You always tried moving on and finding someone, but it never really worked out. You wished that you had said goodbye properly, thinking that in that way, you might have had the courage to move on.

You gaze at the beauty of the first day of Spring, as the wind blew, and a cherry blossom fell. You heard the gate open but you ignored it. You decided to go up to your room but you slipped because of a stupid rug but.. someone caught you. You fell on his arms and as you looked up, you saw a familiar face, you weren't so sure if it was him. You stood up and wiped your tears, you hated it when someone saw you cry.

You were looking down when his hand held your head up. And this time, you were sure it was him. Your tears fell once again. He cupped your cheeks and wiped your tears with his thumb and stared at you. You felt your cheeks get hot, a feeling you have never felt in a while.

(ok so there are two endings..)

| Ending A |

"Y/N?", he said as he smiled sadly.

"I'm sorry for leaving, Hoseok. I know you probably have someone now and you probably forgot me and just remembered me this time—"
"There wasn't a single day that I didn't think of you," he smiled.
You sigh in relief and he pulled you into a hug.
You hugged back, ever so tight, you never want to be away from his arms again. He rubbed your back with his one hand and the other caressed your hair, he knew how to calm you down.

"Hobi.." you pulled away and looked at him.
"I love you since we—", your vision turned black and you fainted

Hoseok was surprised to see you bald, with tubes attached to your mouth and nose. You were lying peacefully. You were wearing a wig the whole time.

"Hoseok-ah, she's dying. It was her last day today. We asked her for one last wish. She wished to go back here. To see you," your dad smiled bitterly and turned to glance at your body.

Hoseok felt like the world was against him, a heavy weight pulling him down, a heavy weight on his shoulders, and his heart breaking into pieces, shattered.

He also waited for this time, to see you again. His tears raced down his cheeks. He went inside your room and stared at you.

You woke up as he held your fist and kissed it. He was tearing up so much. You reached out for his face and caressed his cheeks.

"I love you, my hope" you managed to say it even though there were tubes attached to your mouth.

"I love you too, I always did.." he sobbed.

"But I don't want to see you suffer anymore. I'm letting you go, now sleep, my angel", he smiled sadly as he caressed your hair and his other hand holding yours.

You were gripping his hand the whole time.
-11:10-
He felt your hand lose its grip and he saw your eyes close.

Time of Death: 11:11 AM

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Although you left
There hasn't been a day that I have forgotten you
Honestly, I miss you
But now I'll erase you
Because that will hurt less than resenting you

I'm blowing out the cold you
Like smoke, like white smoke
I say that I'm gonna erase you
But actually, I still can't let you go

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| Ending B |

"Y/N?", he said as he smiled sadly.
"I'm sorry for leaving, Hoseok. I know you probably have someone or you probably forgot me and just remembered me this time—"

"There wasn't a single day that I didn't think of you," he smiled.

You sigh in relief and he pulled you into a hug. You hugged back, ever so tight, you never want to be away from his arms again. He rubbed your back with his one hand and the other caressed your hair, he knew how to calm you down.

"Hobi.." you pulled away and looked at him.

"I love you my hope", you smiled at him and hugged him again.
He pulled you away and pecked your lips. "I love you more, my angel"

You saw both of your parents looking at you.
"When is the wedding?" your mother said and both of your mothers chuckle.

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You know it all
You're my best friend
The morning will come again
Because no darkness,
No season
Can last forever

Past the end of this cold winter
Until the spring comes again
Until the flowers bloom again
Stay there a little longer
Stay there

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