Requested by: Markgyuv

"Love, are you awake?"
You heard the familiar deep voice whispering to your ear.

"No," you teased, a small smile forming.

"I'm going to the studio, we have to practice," he kissed your forehead.

"Okay, drive safe, love," you opened your eyes and waved at him.

He was still in the clothes he changed into last night.

Is it that urgent? You thought.

The days were always like this, Taehyung was not around.

That's why you treasured every second you share with him.

You washed up, and then you realized something.

"Ugh, I missed my period!"

You went to the living room.

Your home was quiet, like always.

Dull quiet.

You looked out into the huge window behind the curtains. It was a high view of the city of Seoul.

It has been a year since you and Taehyung lived in his condominium.

You suddenly felt hungry. You looked through the kitchen and found gummies.

"I don't care if it's morning," you muttered to yourself, shoving a handful of gummy bears inside your mouth.

You sighed when you finished the whole pack of gummy bears. You still felt hungry.

You microwaved the leftover pasta from last night. You waited for it while eating a few— or a lot, of chocolate bars.

You didn't know why you felt so hungry.

The glorious sound of the microwave rang as you quickly took out the pasta.

You gazed at the pasta with heart eyes.

And then, in five minutes, you finished the whole bowl.

"I'm so hungryyyyy," you whined.

You took the telephone and ordered pizza.

You swore you were so hungry and it felt as if you were never full.

Your head started to hurt as you waited for the pizza. It was not too far from your condominium, so it didn't take too long.

In twenty minutes, the doorbell rang.

"For Park Jiyoon?"

You nodded as you handed him the payment. Your head started to hurt once again and your vision was blurring out.

You tried to take the pizza but everything just went black.

| H |

You stretched your arms out but then hit a cold metal thing.

You fluttered your eyes open and realized that you weren't home.

"Miss Jiyoon, you're awake."

"Uh, what happened?" You asked.

"The pizza guy took you here, he said you fainted," the nurse explained.

"Oh. Where is he?"

"He went off, he said he had to work."

You frowned when you couldn't thank him.

"Anyways, how are you feeling?" The nurse asked.

"I'm.. alright.. just cramps.."

"Would you like to talk to the doctor instead?" She asked and you nodded.

A middle-aged woman in a white coat entered, a warm smile embracing her lips.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine, like I said, just cramps.." You held the lower part of your stomach.

"Is there anything wrong with me?" You said, worries starting to get into your mind.

"Did you miss your period?" She asked.

"Yes, how did you know?"

"There's nothing wrong with you, but I have good news," she smiled slyly.

"What is it?"

"Congratulations Miss Yoo, you're pregnant~"

| Home |

You didn't know if you should be happy or worried.

"Taehyung is an idol, I mean, it might ruin his career," you mumbled.

But he loves me.

But his career.

"How am I going to tell him???"
You screamed internally.

| 11:49 PM |

You couldn't even sleep, so you decided to wait until Taehyung comes home.

But actually, you had been yawning a hundred times.

Finally, the front door opened.

"Taehyung," you hugged him, but only received a forced smile and pat on your back.

"Love, can I tell you something?"
You nervously stood there as he made his way into the bedroom.

"What is it?" He said while taking off his necktie.

"Uhh.." you pursed your lips.

He licked his lips, "hurry up, I'm sleepy."

"I'm pregnant." You half-heartedly smiled, but behind it was your very very very nervous heart.

He stopped what he was doing and smiled. "Are you kidding me?"

But it was a sarcastic smile.

You shook your head.

"N-no. No no no. This can't be— I used a..!!—" he ruffled his hair while walking around.

You started to become scared.

"You-- ugh! Please tell me you're joking." His eyes burned in anger.

"It's true.. I'm s-sorry," you stepped back as he stepped closer.

"Pd-nim was right, you're just— ..G-get out of my life!"

| 3 years later |

"Uncle!" Taeya and Jihyung ran to Chanyeol.

"The twins grew fast," he said as he hugged the two.

"Uncle, g-gummy," Jihyung pouted.

"Uncle, blueee," Taeya played with Chanyeol's blue hair.

"I have.. gummies!" Chanyeol took out two packs of gummies from the paper bag.

"Yaaay," they both cheered as they sat down on the carpet.

"Say thank you to uncle," you said.

"Th-Thank you uncle," Taeya couldn't speak straight yet.

"Thank youuuuu," Jihyung said in his whiny voice.

"They look like us when we were young dongsaengie," Chanyeol laughed.

"I know, especially when they fight!" You chuckled as well.

"I booked you guys a ticket for the awarding show tonight," Chanyeol handed you three tickets.

"You didn't have to book us to sit in the VIP, you know," you smiled.

"But I want my nephew and niece to see me perform, I bet they'll be an idol like—" Chanyeol paused.

"..Like me!" Chanyeol knew that you weren't planning to tell them about their father.

"But what if BTS is there?"

"Of course they'll be," Chanyeol sighed.
"I'm sorry I didn't think about that, you can just not go if you want."

"No, we're going," you smiled.

"Really? Well I've got your outfits!" Chanyeol handed you paperbags.

"Wow, seriously?" You looked at the paper bags which contained glamorous clothes.

"Did I get the right sizes?"

| Awarding Night |

"Jihyung, please sit still.." you whispered to him. Jihyung had his own seat but he chose to sit on you.

It's only been thirty minutes out of the whole ceremony but the kids are already bored.

"Mommy, g-gummy.." Taeya innocently looked at you.

"But you already ate— ugh okay, if it'll make you quiet," you took out an unsealed pack of gummies from your bag.

"Me tooooo," Jihyung whined.

"Share," you glanced at Taeya, who groaned but shared.

These kids sure love gummies. You thought.

EXO started to perform, catching the kids' attention.

"Uncleeee?" Jihyung waved his short arms while a familiar rectangular smile was plastered on his lips.

"Yes, it's uncle Jihyungie," you patted his head.

"Uncle..?" Taeya said in a barely audible voice. She was shy compared to Jihyung.

Next to perform was BTS.

"Mommy, w-why t-that??" Taeya pointed at my sunglasses.

"Oh, baby the lights are too bright," you forced a smile at her.

You wore sunglasses for lesser chance of any of the boys to recognize you.

"O-oh ooh woah~" Jihyung sang along, dancing a cute dance that he invented.

He had a lot of similarities to his father. It's even cool how he only danced whenever V was the one singing.

EXO was saying their speech infront since they won an award. The crowd was quiet as they spoke.

Chanyeol stepped in towards the microphone, and then Jihyung embarassed you.

"Uncleeeeee!"
You noisy kid!

"Quiet baby," you tried your best to say it calmly though you were really embarassed since he was the only one who interrupted the silence.

Chanyeol calmly waved at Jihyung with a smile before he started to speak.

"Please be quiet baby," you didn't notice how your eyes were getting wide as you smiled, making you look scary.

In fact, you were about to burst in embarassment.

"Artist of the year... goes to... BTS!"

BTS went up stage and you tried to avoid their eyes, but somehow, you felt a pair of eyes staring at you.

"ARMY!" Taehyung exclaimed.

"Thank youuuuu!" It reminded you of how Jihyung says thank you.

Lastly, he pauses.

Your eyes met and, "I love you!"

"— ARMY!" He looked away at the same time you did.

You grew worried thinking that he recognized you.

Well, he really did.

"Mommy will go pee, stay here and behave, arasseo?" You looked at the two of them, who nodded innocently.

"Don't go anywhere."

You came back after fixing yourself. You rubbed your eyes, not believing what you see.

A stranger, no- a man, was talking to them.

You walked closer and recognized him.

"Taehyung?"

"H-hey."

"What do you want?"

| Backstage |

"What? Hurry up because we're going home."

"Jiyoon, I'm s-sorry."

"S-sorryyyy?" Jihyung innocently asked.

"Hi," Taehyung kneeled down and smiled at the two.

"Jihyung, Taeya," You heard Chanyeol's voice from the other end of the empty hallway. The kids ran to him.

You felt like he did that on purpose so you could talk to Taehyung alone.

"What do you think you're doing?"
You asked, raising an eyebrow trying to be cold but your heart was aching a little bit inside.

"I know it's not easy but.." he stepped closer.

"Please, forgive me." He hugged you.

Tears started to well up when you felt his embrace which you missed so much.

"I already did, now please, if you're done—"

"I'm sorry, love." He was also crying.

"Don't call me that—"

"Please forgive me, I love youuuu, I regret wasting you.." He pulled away, letting you see his tear-stained face.

You tried to look away since it hurts to see him cry, even back then.

He cupped your cheeks and pecked your lips. "Please."

"I told you, you're forgiven."
You were having difficulties in keeping your walls up. Even his face brings back a million memories.

Both sweet & bitter ones.

"Come back to me," he muttered.

"It's not that easy, Kim Taehyung."

"Oh yeah." He pinned you on the wall, leaning close to your face.

"Aish stop it, some fans will see—" he shut you up by putting his lips on yours.

He then dragged you to an empty room where a couch was.

He pushed you down hard on the couch.

It felt like you were paralyzed, you couldn't even speak.

"Taehyung—"

You gulped when he was hovering on top of you.

"You look beautiful tonight."

"Thanks." You said while rolling your eyes.

"Are you hungry? Because I am."
He pressed his lips onto yours, as you stayed still.

He didn't stop until you couldn't hold back. You kissed him back, placing your arms around his neck.

He pulled away, smirking, "you lost."

"Tss, you're only good in bed." You scoffed.

"This isn't even a bed but— that's true," he winked and then layed next to you.

"I hate you." You mumbled.

He smiled warmly and tucked in a strand of your hair, "I love you."

And you lost.

You sighed. Sorry pride.

"I miss you." You said as you caressed his cheeks.

| A.N |

omg i'm sorry if this is uhm trashy ksjskdj my brain isn't functioning well