Jungkook was the shyest boy I had ever gone out with. We met in middle school and then started going out during high school. It took all the courage he had within him to ask me out though. I still remember it as if it only happened yesterday.

There was rumours circulating around about Jungkook having a crush on me and I definetly had a thing for him.

He had came up to me one lunch time, his hands were shaking and he couldn't even look at me. He stuttered over his words before sighing heavily and just walking off. He couldn't do it but I knew exactly what he was going to say.

I decided to give him some time to cool off before meeting him at the library later that day. I waltzed in all happy and then asked if he wanted to go out sometime. He of course agreed and we went out on a date.

He felt guilty that he hadn't been the one to ask me out so he made every effort to make it the best date I'd ever been on. He sent flowers to my house and got his best friend, Jimin, to drive us to our date location.

His confidence grew a lot since then over these past few years but he was still extremely shy and nervous over certain things. His cheeks would go really red whenever I kissed him or hugged him but it was nothing compared to when he was asked if we'd ever "done it" before.

I found him utterly adorable, despite his muscular and masculine appearance. The only time he really came out of his shell was around me when we were alone together or when he got jealous.

I was pretty well known around the school and had a few guy friends. Jungkook would always end up coming over and wrapping his arms around me to warn the others off. I always found it sweet and even did it on purpose sometimes just so I could feel his warm embrace around my body.

It was a nice day and we were just finishing class as it was now the winter break. I always got extremely excited around the winter break because Christmas was my favourite holiday. I had asked Jungkook to wait for me after class, a bit pointless because he always waited whether I asked him or not anyway.

I wandered out and there he stood waiting by the lockers. He had his earphones plugged into his phone and a large coat around his body.

He hadn't noticed me so I crept up on him and then wrapped my arms around his torso. He jumped slightly in surprise as he turned to see who it was. His expression instantly softened and a small smile appeared on his face when he noticed it was me.

I moved around to face him as he removed his earphones from his ears to give his attention to me.

"Ready to go?" He then asked as I interlaced our hands together and swung them around gently.

"Yep, are you?" I asked in return making him nod happily in return.

He then pulled me along the corridor and outside as we made our way to his house. He was going to spend the night at my house but he needed to pick up his stuff first. The air was comforting as well as the atmosphere as we made our way down the street.

"What did you do in class?" I asked happily looking up to meet his gaze.

"Not a lot, Taehyung kept getting ink everywhere and Namjoon broke a paintbrush" He said rolling his eyes.

I laughed at what he said, he always had a funny story to tell after his art class. I knew quite a few of his friends and we all got along well. I did have a feeling that Jungkook didn't like me around them though. They made inappropriate jokes around me and Jimin was a pretty flirty guy, especially with me.

"Did you finish your drawing you had been working on?" I then asked remembering he had spent weeks drawing something he wouldn't tell me about.

His eyes lit up and an even bigger smile formed on his face

"I did" He said back fiddling with my fingers in his hand. I jumped up in excitement and tugged at his arm slightly.

"Can I see it!?" I asked looking up at him all hopeful. He chuckled and squeezed my hand tighter.

"When we get to yours I promise" He said making me squeal in excitement and began picking up my pace in order to get home quicker.

When we reached his house we walked in and entered his bedroom. His room was pretty organised other than the array of sketchbooks and art supplies which were scattered around everywhere. It was always difficult sleeping over at Jungkook's without feeling a pencil dig into your rib during the middle of the night.

Jungkook always said he preferred being at my house anyway, he said it was a lot nicer than his. He wandered in and grabbed a backpack from underneath his bed and began looking around for his stuff.

"Can I Help?" I asked eagerly jumping onto the bed and sitting up on my knees.

He chuckled and then handed me another backpack.

"You can pick out my clothes if you like, you're always good at that" He said smiling.

I sat up and wrapped my arms around him pecking his lips lightly.

"Okay, I'll be back in a second" I said before trotting off into his large wardrobe.

Jungkook's cheeks instantly lit up red but he brushed it off quickly and replaced it with a warm smile. He loved how caring and affectionate I was.

After I picked out his clothes, and of course something for me to wear too, I made my way back into the bedroom. There was a pile of sketchbooks sat on the bed and Jungkook was trying to organise everything into his bag.

"Do you really need all of that?" I asked laughing as he turned to face me, his eyes widening at the fact I had his other backpack stuffed to the brim with clothes.

"Did you really need to pack that many clothes, I'm only with you for one night" He replied back to me in the same tone I had used with him.

I rolled my eyes and walked over placing the backpack onto the bed.

"It's all necessary" I replied back making him raise his eyebrows at me.

He grabbed the backpack and quickly unzipped it before I could stop him.

"What do I need 3 different hoodies for?" He asked chuckling and holding one of them in his hands.

"I need something to wear too!" I said back quickly snatching it from his hands and throwing it into the backpack again.

He laughed and wrapped his arms around my chest before dipping his head into my hair.

"Can't you just pick one, I swear you already have like 3 others at your house already" He said lifting his head back up and turning me around to face him.

"That's like me telling you that you only need one sketchbook for drawing, it's not possible" I said making him laugh even more.

"Fine, okay, but I will need them back at some point" He then said making me smile and turn back around.

"You can have them if we ever break up" I said back simply making him chuckle.

"Guess I'm never getting them back then" He mumbled to himself but I heard it clearly.

I smiled knowing he never wanted us to break up with each other. I leant my hand down to pick up one of his sketchbooks when his hand quickly pulled it away.

"I got it don't worry" He said quickly with a tone of nervousness in his voice.

I raised my eyebrows up at him curiously.

"Why what's in there?" I asked trying to tease him.

"It's just private stuff" He then said making me frown.

"Since when is there anything we haven't shown each other?" I asked now feeling a little upset.

I knew it was kind off stupid but one thing me and Jungkook never had In our relationship was secrets and I hate that he's hiding something, even if it is just in a sketchbook. He noticed my saddened expression and quickly came over interlacing our hands together.

"Look, there just personal things I draw okay, I'm not hiding anything I just don't like showing them" He said trying to reassure me.

I nodded at him but felt a little down still. He noticed and leaned forwards pressing our foreheads together.

"Do you want to see the drawing now?" He then asked, my expression instantly lighting up again.

"I though you wanted to wait" I said a little confused but excited.

"It doesn't really matter whether I give it to you now or later" He said pulling away and grabbing a large tube from the corner of his bedroom.

"It's for me?" I asked a little bewildered by his statement.

He walked back over and sat down on the bed pulling me down with him.

"Of course it is, it's a gift" He said looking at me all amused.

"3 year anniversary remember" He then said making my eyes widen and my heart drop.

"Oh...um...Jungkook I-" Before I could finish he began laughing.

"I'm joking don't panic, it's just a gift, I don't need a reason" He then said making me smile.

He handed me the tube and I opened it up pulling out a large piece of paper. When I unrolled it my eyes instantly widened and began to fill with water. It was a large pencil drawing of a polar bear stood in the snow.

"It's amazing" I said as I admired all the intricate details of the picture.

"I thought you could put it on your wall" he said reminding me on what I had told him weeks ago.

I had re-painted my room and was struggling to find a picture to put on my wall above my bed. Jungkook knew how much I liked Polar Bears too, I talked about them non-stop most of the time.

"I love it" I then said pulling him into a tight hug.

He responded and wrapped his arms around my waist. I pulled away a little allowing me to connect our lips together. He responded back after hesitating letting or lips move together in a small by passionate kiss. I pulled away leaning my hand against his cheek admiring the red stain now plastered on them.

"Thank you" I then said gazing into his eyes.

"don't worry about it" He said in response as his eyes wandered around the room to try and avoid mine.

I chuckled before pulling away completely and standing back up.

"Let's hurry so I can go put it up on my wall" I then said excitedly as he stood back up and continued throwing stuff into his bag.

When he had finally finished he grabbed my hand and we rushed back to my place. I was a bit of a surprise when we walked in the door and my brother was there though. He was stood in the kitchen eating a bag of jelly babies.

"What are you doing here?" I asked walking into the kitchen, Jungkook's grip instantly tightening in nervousness.

Hobie turned around to face me and smirked leaning his back against the counter top.

"Mum and dad are away for the night and asked me to babysit" He said smugly as he looked down and noticed mine and Jungkook's hands together.

It was no secret I had a boyfriend, I mean we've been dating almost 3 years. But Hobie loves winding me up about it at every chance he could get. Surprisingly Hobie and Jungkook actually got on really well but Hobie always put his protective brother attitude first before being friends with him.

"What are you kids planning on doing?" He then asked raising his eyebrows up.

"Jungkook's staying over for the night" I said sternly to him.

It wasn't the first time Jungkook had slept over but it definitely was the first time without my parents in the house.

"Really?, that's great I just bought a new game but I need 2 players-" Before he could finish I cut in with a harsh glare.

"He's my boyfriend and he's hanging out with me!" I said frowning at Hobie.

Hobie was about to off on me until Jungkook quickly intervened.

"Just one go, it will only be a few minutes, right Hobie" Jungkook said to me as Hobie nodded in response, Jungkook's hands tightly clasped onto mine.

Jungkook always wanted to make a good impression on my family and knew the only person who would ever get involved in our relationship would be Hobie. It was smart to get Hobie on his side but it was incredibly annoying for me. I sighed heavily and shrugged at him.

"Fine, but only for a few minutes" I said making him smile before Hobie quickly ran over and stole him from me.

"Don't wait up sis, I'll call you when I'm finished with Kookie" He said making me glare into the back of his skull.

"YAH!, Only I'm allowed to call him that!" I yelled whining at him.

Hobie just ignored me and carried on shoving Jungkook towards the living room. I huffed before grabbing the bags and heading upstairs into my bedroom.

An hour later and I still didn't have Jungkook back. I frowned and made my way back down the stairs. Jungkook was on the couch and Hobie was sat on the floor surrounded by pillows. Hobie was so engrossed in the game he hadn't even noticed me when I walked in.

"You said you'd only be a few minutes" I said as I sat down besides Jungkook.

Jungkook kept his eyes fixed on the screen and just nodded.

"I promise just a few more minutes" He said as he frowned at the fact he had just been killed in the game.

Unfortunately for me it was one of those no-realistic games where you re-spawn and magically come back to life. I huffed and leant my back against the back of the couch and waited. 5 minutes, 10 minutes, 20minutes and still I was here waiting for this stupid game to end.

I crossed my arms and glared at the back of Jungkook's head. He was still sat on the couch but he was sat further forwards, his arms leaning in his knees so he could focus more.

I was about to walk of in a strop, knowing it would get Jungkook's attention, but suddenly a better idea popped into my mind. I pushed my body up against Jungkook's back and wrapped my arms over his shoulders. He didn't say anything but I could feel the muscles in his back begin to tense up at the suddenly contact. I smirked to myself before leaning my head into his neck making sure my lips brushed past his ear.

I watched excitedly as his grip tightened on his game controller. I then leant down and pressed a kiss against the base of his neck making him instantly drop the controller and stand up quickly.

"I'm kind off tired Hobie, I'm gonna call it a night" He said as he wiped the palm of his hands onto his t-shirt trying to get rid of the sudden clamminess.

I smiled to myself before standing up and grabbing his hand.

"Let's go" I said smirking up at him.

I knew he would be pretty annoyed at me, it wasn't like we hadn't made out before or anything, but he hated the thought of doing in front of people, especially my brother Hobie.

I dragged him up the stairs before walking into the bedroom. I let go of his hand as we walked in and he shut the door with a thud.

"Why did you do that!?" He then asked, the embarrassment in his tone was evident.

I couldn't help it and laughed at him.

"You said you would only be a few minutes but you were ages, I just wanted your attention, besides you're cute when you blush and get all tense" I said as I sat down on the bed on-top off my knees.

He sighed before walking over and laying his back down onto the bed beside me.

"Stop calling me cute all the time" He then said crossing his arms over his chest.

I giggled and bent down to lay down beside him, our bodies pressed close together.

"Stop being all shy and I won't have to call you cute" I said back teasing him.

He grunted in frustration before sitting up on his elbow to look down at me.

"I'm not shy!, I just don't think making out in front of your brother is really something I'm into" He said making me scoff at him.

"I'm not either, but it worked didn't it!, I got you here" I said back making him roll his eyes at me.

"Next time just ask me, you can't try and seduce me without consent" He said making me burst out laughing.

"I don't need consent for that, besides, if it wasn't for the fact you go all shy infront of others you wouldn't even have a problem with what I did" I said smugly as I attempted to get up.

He sat up and grabbed my arm tugging me back down next to him.

"I'm not shy!" He said making me raise my eyebrows at him.

"Really?" I asked softly as I gently ran my fingers up along his arm closest to me.

He swallowed hard before nodding at me.

"So it's okay if I do this?" I then asked as I moved my body to straddle either side of his thighs.

I could feel his muscles tense from under me but I wanted to see how far I could go with this.

"It's f-fine" He said stuttering as he avoided my gaze. I tugged at the bottom of his shirt gaining his attention on me.

Our eyes met and I could see the sweat start to form along his forehead. I moved his hands to sit at my waist before moving mine up along his chest over his t-shirt. His eyes fluttered closed as I then leant forwards connecting my lips to the base of his neck.

"Still nothing?" I asked teasingly as I felt his hands ball up into my own t-shirt.

He shook his head again, this time his head titling backwards as I pressed kisses up along his neck. His arm moved to wrap around my waist as his breathing thickened. I pulled ways and giggled at the breathless expression left on his face.

"See, I'm not shy" He said as he opened his eyes back up.

I nodded and moved my forehead to rest up against his.

"Then why don't you kiss me back" I whispered back against his lips.

He hesitated as his hands tightened around my body. I ran my hands up along his shoulders trying to relive some of the tension coming from him. When I realised he was still contemplating it I decided to take matters into my own hands and press my lips against his. He responded pretty much instantly, letting me take the lead as our lips rolled together.

I could hear his muffled grunts into my mouth as I tugged at the back of his hair between my fingers. Our lips moved together as his hand grazed the skin just underneath my t-shirt. I began nibbling at the surface of his bottom lip before forcing my tongue into his mouth. He didn't complain though and happily opened his mouth wider to allow me to deepen the kiss.

My body was on a high and I wanted to have all of him. I gently pushed him backwards letting his body fall to the bed. His t-shirt had pulled up a bit now exposing the bottom half of his abs. The kiss was continuously getting more heated as my hands ran underneath his t-shirt allowing me to feel every detail to his defined stomach and chest.

I could feel his hands tense up as he wanted to touch me more but wasn't sure where or what was appropriate. I acted for him and pushed his hands downwards and over my covered ass. His hands stood there for a few moments making me frustrated as I wanted him to touch me more.

I brought my lips down along jaw before lapping my tongue at his soft spot on his neck. His hands instantly began grabbing and squeezing my ass over my shorts, trying to relieve himself from the pleasurable feeling. I instantly let out a small moan as the feeling of his hands on me sent me over the edge.

I pulled him back up and eagerly pulled at his t-shirt, throwing it over his head and then onto the floor before doing the same to my own. His eyes looked away from my body as my new bra was completely on display.

By this point he was well aware of what we were about to do and neither of us wanted to stop. It was long over due for him, he was just waiting for me to be ready and of course he was way too timid to ask me about it all. We were both virgins though, but he was a guy after all and I could tell me wanted more than just a 10 minute make-out session in my house everyday.

I pulled him chin up to look back at me and smiled at how innocent he looked. His eyes were strictly glued to mine as he avoided looking down.

"This is going to be a problem if you can't even look at me, what is it, is my body ugly?" I asked instantly making him shake his head at me.

"No no of course not!, your beautiful it's just...I don't want to offend you" He said making me laugh.

"It's a whole lot more offending to not look at me" I said giggling as him lips formed into a small smile.

"I just mean I don't really know what to do, I don't want to make you uncomfortable by staring at you" He said, this time making my heart pool into a puddle and also feel extremely turned on by the fact he wanted to just stare at my body.

"How about I turn off the light that way neither of us will know" I said both seductively and jokingly making us both chuckle.

Me nodded as I got off his lap and then switched off the light. It was pitch black as I then made my way back to the bed, stumbling along the way.

"Where are you?" I asked reaching my hand out to try and feel for him.

My hand then landed on something hard earning a deep moan from Jungkook's mouth.

"Sorry" I mumbled releasing what I had just touched up.

He chuckled before I could feel him moving around on the end to readjust himself.

"Don't worry about it" He then said as I felt his hand grab onto mine.

He carefully helped me into the bed before I could pretty much guess where everything was. I felt his arms wrap around me as he pulled me back down onto his lap.

"Someone's found his confidence" I then said as I felt his lips press up against my collar bone.

He chuckled before placing more kisses along my skin, his hands now eagerly exploring up along my back and stomach. I let my hands claw into his hair as his mouth roamed across my neck.

It wasn't long till my impatience took over and I was pulling his hands around to the back of my bra hinting at him to undo it. He eventually caught on and began fiddling with it trying to get it off. His lips re-connected with mine in a heated kiss as his hands continued playing around with my bra trying to figure the thing out. I tried not to giggle at the frustrated grunts leaving his mouth as he continuously failed to pull it off.

"Y/N help me" He whispered needily into the kiss.

"If you want it off, you need to figure it out yourself" I said back to him making his breathing hitch in annoyance.

I carried on kissing him roughly adding to the frustration within him. It wasn't long till I felt his body tense and his hands rip the back of my bra, tearing it away from my body and throwing it to the floor. I was trying not to laugh considering how annoyed he seemed after the whole thing.

His hands instantly clamped onto my breasts making me jolt up at the sudden contact. It must have been his anger that took over because I'd never seen him be so dominant before. When he noticed my surprised expression he quickly lightened his grip and moved his hands back down to my waist.

"Sorry..." He mumbled as he pulled away from the kiss.

I rolled my eyes and pushed him onto his back, laying him down.

"Stop apologising, if I didn't like it I would have stopped you" I said making sure to whisper the last part seductively into his ear.

His hands made there way back to my breasts and he gently began kneading them in his hands. I made sure to let out small moans to ensure him that I liked what he was doing. I moved my own hands further down his body feeling him all before clasping my hand over his growing bulge. His body instantly jolted upwards letting out a loud groan.

"Shhh, Hobie is still down stairs remember" I said as I began peppering kisses up his chest.

My hands continued to rub over his trousers till I felt satisfied that he was too clouded with lust to realise what I was about to do next. My hand carefully unzipped his trousers before slipping my hand into his underwear to grab ahold of his member. His hands instantly moved down to grab ahold of my thighs.

"Y/N" He rasped as my fingers ran over the tip of his very hard member.

"Don't talk..." Was all I said before re-connecting our lips again.

This time he instantly responded, rolling me over so he could sit up and pull off his trousers and underwear. I followed his actions and did the same before grabbing his shoulders and pulling him down again.

"Do you have any um...you know, protection, I didn't exactly bring any with me" He then said as he sat upwards.

"It's okay I'm on the pill" I said reassuringly.

He shook his head and ran his hands through my hair pushing it out of the way.

"I just want to be sure, I don't think we're ready for a child yet" He said making us both laugh.

"There's one in my drawer hang on" I said getting up and scrambling over to try and find the packet.

I only had one because...well I wanted to be prepared, we were gonna do it at some point. Once I had found it I ran back over and moved back next to him. I tore open the packet with my teeth before getting ready to put it on him.

"I can do it if you want" He then said feeling for where I was in the darkness.

"I got it" I said quickly as I took ahold of his member an began stroking it again.

Jungkook instantly threw himself back down against the bed, his hands gripping onto the bed sheet as I played with him. After a few moments I rolled the condom down him large member and moved my body back on top of his. Before he could hesitate or stop anything I carefully pushed the tip of him inside of me. My back arched suddenly at the pleasure with coursed through my body, it was so intense that Jungkook had to quickly sit up and keep ahold of my body.

"Slowly" He then said into my ear, nibbling at it slightly.

I let out a small whine and nodded my head in response before slowly pushing his member up into me. His hands stayed at my waist pushing me down to help guide himself fully into me.

I stayed still for a while just trying to take in his size and the adrenaline which was running through me. Jungkook peppered small kisses to my neck in response trying to calm my heavy breathing down.

"I really need you to start moving Y/N" He then said as he tried to keep his own body still from moving inside of me too fast.

I nodded and slowly lifted myself back up before going back down him. He threw his head back in ecstasy as we both began moaning loudly into each other's ears. Gradually I picked up my lace till my body core was slamming down into his skin and the sound of our bodies colliding could be heard easily.

I could feel his member twitch with excitement with each move I made making me even more hungry to milk him completely. I fastened up my pace till I heard a loud groan fall from his lips and I knew he had came.

I carried on moving till I had reached my own high and quickly got off of him. He awkwardly got off the bed and wandered off into the bathroom. Whilst he was gone I slipped on one of his t-shirts and just sat on the bed waiting for him. I

didn't exactly know what to do, my breathing was still quite fast and Jungkook hadn't said a word. I heard the door go and him wander back into the bedroom.

"Kookie?" I whispered through the darkness.

He didn't respond but instead climbed back into the bed next to me. I sat there nervously, my heart beat increasing thinking maybe he wasn't satisfied by me.

My thoughts cut off when I felt a warm pair of lips press against my neck and a pair of arms pushing me back down onto my back.

"Jungkook?" I asked a little confused.

"It's me, don't panic" he said chuckling as his lips made their way back to my own.

I responded before pulling away quickly being completely thrown off at what was going on.

"What is happening?" I asked as I felt the t-shirt I was wearing being pulled back off.

"You don't want to go again?" Jungkook then said raising my eyebrows up at me.

I couldn't help but laugh at his sudden new found confidence.

"Mmm I think I like this new version of you" I said before rolling back on top off him and pushing my lips against his once again.

"Get used to it" Was all he said before we spent the rest of the night swirled around in-between the bed sheets. Sorry Hobie...