A COLLAB WITH THE AMAZING -jeonvy

Yoongi

"Yoongi, why are you so quiet all the time, especially when Taehyungie talks." Jimin chuckles, causing the rest of the group to burst out laughing except Taehyung, who looks at me with a sympathetic smile. I shrug. "Do I always have to talk? I've got nothing to say, Jimin." They silence for a second before slowly easing back into their old conversation.

"Jungkookie and I are going to a fancy restaurant tomorrow for Valentine's Day, what are your guys' plans?" Namjoon and Jin exchange glances, Jin blushing under Namjoons smirk. "We were planning on going away the whole weekend." He says the whole sentence without breaking eye contact with Jin. Gross.

Hoseok giggles and excitedly says, "We're going to go visit my family for the holiday!" That gains a few "Aww"s from the other members but it just makes me roll my eyes. Taehyung shrugs and looks at me. "What are you doing for Valentine's day?" I chuckle and shrug back. "Obviously nothing. I don't have cheesy dates like the rest of you."

This causes a few laughs from some members, but I and Taehyung's eyes lock. My heart pace speeds up and I feel the fire on my cheeks. I have to look down at my feet because I can't handle him anymore. He's too much for me.

Jimin clears his throat and stands up, grabbing Jungkook's hand. "We're going to head to bed. Night!" Namjoon and Jin leave next. Hoseok says he's going to go shower and Taehyung stays down for a little bit longer.

"Before I go up to Hoseok," My heart breaks a little when he says it. "I wanted to make sure you were alright."

I nod. "I'm okay," my voice cracking towards the end. He frowns, but nods. "Okay, I'll be going to Hoseok now." My heart breaks again. Aish. Why do I have to have feelings?

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I stare up at the ceiling. It's 3 am. Why am I still up? My mind wanders back to Taehyung and my heart breaks a little again.

I can't do this anymore. I've got to tell someone, but, who?

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"Jimin! Come on, we're going to be late for our reservations and plans!" I look at the clock. 8 am. I groan. I wanted to sleep in until noon.

I get up, groaning with every step I take. "Yoongi? Are you okay?" I jump, hearing Jimin's voice from behind me. I look behind me, the weight of the conversation I had with myself at 3 am last night hitting me then.

"N-No, do you have time to talk, Jimin?" He frowns and looks down the steps towards Jungkook. "I'll be down in a minute, Kookie. Yoongi needs my help." Jungkook nods and smiles. "Take your time, Hyung." Jimin turns back to me and motions towards my room.

"So, what's up?" I sigh, plopping down on my bed. "I, I um, I think I might like Taehyung." His eyes widen and he smiles. "You, like, Taehyung? Like, like like Taehyung? Like you have feelings for Taehyung?" I nod, sighing exasperatedly. "Yes, yes! You don't have to repeat it."

Jimin smile widens and he pats my leg. "You should talk to hi-" I cut him off before the last word could make its way out of his mouth. "No! I can't! He's with Hoseok, that would be a dick move." Jimin laughs and sighs, exasperatedly.

"Hyung! Your feelings need to be heard! Go. Talk. To. Him!" I sigh. "I'll try, I guess. Now, get. You have a boyfriend waiting for you downstairs." He smiles, standing up. "Talk to him!" He shouts one last time before walking out of the room and down the stairs.

Not even 10 minutes after I hear the front door open and close again, Hoseok appears in my doorway. "Hey, Yoongi. Uh, so, something urgent came up with my family and I have to go alone. The only thing is, is that Taehyung is still sleeping and I need you to talk to him and tell him why I need to go. Is that okay?" I nod.

"Of course, I can, t-talk to him. Of c-course." Hoseok smiles. "Thanks. I'm going to head out now. See you when I get back!" I smile, waving at him. "Bye~"

Talk to him. Okay. Yeah. I can do that.

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"Hyung?" I jump, hearing a small voice behind me. "Taehyung-ah? Is everything o-okay?" He nods, frowning. "Hoseok, already left, didn't he?" I nod, patting the seat next to me at the island.

"Hoseok had to leave because something urgent happened with his family and he had to go by himself." His frown deepens and he nods. "Oh, okay. Well, I guess, at least I'm not alone. I have you, Hyung." He smiles a little and my heart squeezes in my chest.

'Your feelings need to be heard! Go. Talk. To him!'

"Taehyung, uh, can we talk?" He frowns. "Sure, what's up?" I take a deep breath. "Well, I, I think I'm,"

Taehyung

I smile. This is it. He's finally coming out. We've all waited for this day. "I think I might be, bisexual. I know I'm not gay, but I think I might be bi." I smile, clapping. "I'm so proud of you, Yoongi!" He smiles, shyly. "Really? All I did was say I was bisexual.." my smile grows and I nod. "Its not easy to admit that, though and you just did that, I'm so proud, Hyung!" He smiles a little bigger and looks at his lap.

"Can I tell you something, Taehyung? Without you getting weird about it.." My smile turns sympathetic, and I nod. "Of course, what is it?"

"I, I have feelings for, uh," I frown. "For, me?" His face goes red and he looks down. Oh. "Oh, um, that's okay, really it is, Yoongi. It's natural for you to have feelings for someone." He looks up, frowning. "You don't hate me?" I chuckle. This is such a common question when it comes to coming out to someone, either about feelings or sexuality or gender or anything really.

"Of course not, Yoongi! You're my hyung. I couldn't hate you. This is just like you coming out to me. I'm just learning another thing about you, except this thing isn't as permanent as your sexuality, although that can change to."

Yoongi

I nod, sighing relieved. "It feels good to finally get that off my chest." Taehyung smile gets even bigger, somehow. "I bet. And I'm sorry I don't return the feelings. You're a great guy, I'm just with-"

I sigh, cutting him off. "Hoseok. I know." He gives me a sympathetic smile and shrugs. "You said you're bisexual, right?" I nod, shrugging. "I have a lady friend that you would like. She's really funny and gorgeous. You'd love her! I can give her a call and you could possibly take her out to dinner tonight, I mean, it is Valentine's Day."

I frown. "I don't know, Taehyu-"

"Sure you do! I'll give her a call, go get ready." As soon as I see how proud he looks when she answers the phone, I sigh and know I can't turn back anymore.

This is going to be, fun?

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I'm finally ready when I hear a knock at the door. I rush downstairs to see Taehyung already talking to her. I awkwardly approach them, already wanting the ground to eat me whole. "Uh, hello. I'm Yoongi." She looked up at me with boldness showing through her eyes. "Hi, I'm Vy" I smile, slightly, looking at the ground. "Um, so, are you ready to go?"  

"Sure!" She grinned so widely that it was almost impossible for me not to smile back. I stand there awkwardly, not knowing what to do with myself when suddenly I feel her hand in mines, pulling me forward, out the door. I didn't know what was going to happen, but something told me that this would be a moment I would never regret.

She pulls me a little more, hand in hand, and silence until we reach the parking lot. "Hey, which one is your car?" She finally speaks, making my heart rate skyrocket. I scan around the lot for my car. I finally find it and point. She starts pulling me towards the car, silence surrounding us once again. When we finally get to the car, I awkwardly open the passenger door for her, avoiding eye contact by staring down at the ground.

Cute giggles fill my ears as I look up to see Vy laughing. I smile softly. "You're a lot cuter than what Taehyung told me" She laughs as she slides into the seat. I quickly make my way over to the driver seat. "What did Taehyung tell you?" I asked, hoping Taehyung didn't reveal anything too embarrassing. "He told me that you were a grumpy old grandpa who always liked to sleep." She chuckled again.

  I frown. "Oh, uh, he said that about me?" Ouch. Just got done confessing to him and he calls me a grumpy grandfather? Talk about having a rough time moving on. She nods, chuckling. I look at the gps and realize we've only got a little bit more to go. All I'm asking is for me to not make a fool of myself and not have her run away in terror just by getting to know me. 

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Some things end before they're supposed to. This is one of them.