The screams of the other members vibrated in my head as the nightmare finally woke me up. I held my head in my hands trying to find relief from the massive headache I had awoken to. I searched my sweatpants pocket for my medication. After finding it I went to swallow it whole like I always do but for some reason my throat was dry, and I quickly went to find some water.

I knew the others would be asleep, so I snuck quietly down the stairs to the kitchen. I found the cabinet easily being able to retrieve a cup in the dark. I usually would have woken up half the members by now with my loudness, but I didn’t question my success.

As I took the pill, I closed my eyes to swallow. Suddenly I was met with flashes. Jimin looked so scared. Out of fear I accidentally lost the grip I had on my glass of water. The glass shattered across the floor. I cringed at the sound hoping to not have woken anyone up. I stood stiff for a while, but no one seemed to be coming so I laughed at my stupidity before bending down to pick up the shards.

“Shit” I cursed quietly under my breath as I watched the small wound start to spill with blood. Staring at the blood I couldn’t help but feel woozy. I stood up from the floor to try and stop the bleeding by getting a small rag to wrap around my finger. I watched as the red stain slowly seeped through the white fabric. Again, my head swam. I was watching someone from the closet. Jin was listening to music. I had to do this. I watched as the blood soaked the carpet below and he tried to beg me to stop.

I grew dizzy, but I caught myself before I could faint. I placed my hands to my head once more and massaged away the pain. I needed to go somewhere to clear my mind. I crept slowly back up the stairs to the restroom. I was going to attempt to take a bath but as soon as I got to the door I was stopped. I guess Taehyung hadn’t done his bathroom duty after all because the stench was overwhelming.

I quickly held my nose as I closed the door and slid down the wall to sit on the ground beside it. I breathed the fresh air hard into my lungs. I leaned my head up against the wall behind me and closed my eyes willing my stomach not to lose whatever contents it held. Once again, I was met with this feeling of anger. I needed him gone. I saw Namjoon’s face in my mind gagging for air which I refused to give him as I repeatedly pushed his head under. The water splashed on me, but I ignored it.

I quickly opened my eyes as another wave of pain hit me. I decided the best thing to do was go back to bed. I hadn’t slept well in what felt like days. The other members had told me that they thought I had been sleeping too much but my body felt otherwise. I woke up all throughout the night. The nightmares had gotten worse. I couldn’t get a good night sleep for nothing. Just like tonight. It was just me and two other members in the dorm tonight. The others had gone to visit family or at least that is what the notes had said.

That left Hoseok, Jungkook, and me in the house alone. I entered my room and gave the clock a glance it was only 3 in the morning. I walked over to my bed and wrapped myself quickly under my blankets and allowed my meds to pull me under once more.

He was the last, but he was escaping. He knew I was coming. I cursed as I thought I had lost him. I begged him to come out with promises not to hurt him again. He ignored me. I only grew angrier. He was the last and I needed to finish my work. I couldn’t allow him to tell on me. The whole plan would be ruined if he made it out alive. As I searched the hallways quietly, I heard the sirens calling me in the background. It was my turn to run. The idiot had fled just as I had feared. I couldn’t be caught. I used Jin’s guitar by the couch to break out the nearest window.

I ran through the streets of Seoul. I passed by many people who screamed at my appearance. I didn’t worry about the blood covering me. Jungkook had died for a good cause. I had only Hoseok to find but of course he had run from me. I searched all around me for any kind of escape. The cops quickly got me. I cursed and fought but they were too strong. Suddenly a voice spoke to me. “You idiot, how could you get yourself caught?” He was angry I could tell.

I woke once again to the sun shining brightly making my eyes sting. I quickly shut my eyes and tried to shield them as I swung my legs over the side of my bed. My bare feet hit the cold concrete floor shocking me out of my haze. I don’t remember tearing out my carpet. I fought against the bright sun as I squinted my eyes and watched the blurry room come into view finally.

I was shocked to see I wasn’t in my room at all. I was surrounded by ash grey walls. The only window in the room was brightly lit with the morning sun making the silver set of bars covering it shine with an intense gleam. I smelt something metallic all around me. I moved my hands to rub my eyes. I jumped from my bed and screamed hysterically. I glanced at myself. I was covered in blood. It was everywhere. I placed my hand over my mouth trying to keep from throwing up.

As I was trying to calm down my stomach, I heard a loud scrapping in my ear. I followed the sound to see two men standing in uniform surrounded by more bars. “Bout time you finally woke up, Min Yoon Gi.” He said as he loudly pulled a chair up in front of me and sat quietly in it.

“Wh…what is going…going on?” I couldn’t talk straight. I as trying not to have a panic attack. “Where are my brothers?” I questioned as the tears slowly started to fall.

“Did you hear that Mike? He wants to know where his brothers are.” The man in front of me chuckled making the other man laugh with him. I sat there looking between the two confused.

“Where are they?” I asked again only to be met with silence this time.

“Why don’t you show him Jake.?” The man the other had called Mike said. I stared for what felt like forever at this Jake guys face searching for any kind of clue to my many questions. Quietly he reached in the bag beside him and grabbed out a manila folder throwing it at me. The contents spilled all around me. There was a paper. I skimmed the words typed on it.

The 5 victims were all stabbed multiple times and laid to rest in the upstairs bathroom. The only survivor Jung Ho-seok escaped through a broken window causing him harm to his left leg. He reported the incident. He said that the suspect Min Yoon Gi had killed the other 5 dorm mates and was going to find him if police didn’t arrive on scene soon.

My heart raced in my chest. I was at a loss for words as my eyes finally landed on the pictures, my brothers were gone, and these were my proof. “I don’t understand.” I muttered. “They said they were visiting family. How did this happen?” I couldn’t stop the tears.

“What are you talking about visiting family? They never even got the chance to wake up because of you Min Yoon Gi.” His words sounded foreign to my ears.

“I…I saw the notes.” I stuttered.

“What notes? There were no notes. According to Hoseok you all returned home from the concert, you said you weren’t feeling good, so you took your medication and went to sleep. He woke up to you covered in blood standing above him. You told him he was the last and your work would finally be done. Apparently, you called yourself AgustD multiple times and muttered back and forth to yourself. Finally, you left and went down stairs to get a glass of water and went back to sleep. This is when Jung Ho-seok hid in the house, but you woke up shortly after looking for him. That was when he hid outside and called us.” He said. “Let me guess you don’t remember any of this, right?”

I shook my head over and over. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. None of this made sense. They were talking like this all happened tonight, but it had been almost a week since our concert. I knew I wasn’t crazy. “I didn’t do anything, you can ask Hobi if you don’t believe me. Our concert was last week so your story can’t be true.” I screamed.

Jake gathered the papers and pictures around me and held them up in front of me. A wave of nausea hit me again as my eyes tried to avoid them. “Does this look like I am lying?” He said forcing me to look at them anyway. “Admit it you slaughtered your poor brothers and now you are trying to act stupid.”

“I swear, I didn’t do anything.” I couldn’t control my breathing. I was going to have a panic attack.

“You can tell that to the judge, when we decide your court date.” Jake sneered at me.

Come on, Jake let’s go home and leave this psycho to think about what he has done.” The other man said as he and Jake slammed the door closed. I rushed up to the bars and gripped them tightly in my hands.

“What about my rights?” I screamed only to be ignored. I gave up and sat on the bed and rubbed my sore head once more. I laid back and stared at the ceiling of the cold cell. I finally closed my eyes and prayed this was all a dream.

Only an idiot like you would get caught. I would have never allowed it to happen. Should have stayed asleep Yoongi, should have given me full control.