Yoongi POV
With a dull expression, I stared longingly at the happy couple in my phone. The girl had an adorable, shocked look on her face, while the boy had sneakily planted a soft peck on her cheek. The moment was captured perfectly, making it seem unreal.

How magical it felt to be teenagers, young and in love. It was a heavenly, euphoric feeling, that is, until reality seeps into the cracks and delivers you a harsh slap in the face. Sometimes, I can't decipher what pains me more, the bittersweet memories I spent with her, or the happy man I used to be.

How could she do this to me? I thought we were the perfect pair, we were supposedly the two peas in a pod, inseparable for life. But I guess there's no such thing as a happily ever after in the novels I read. Nothing hurts more than the fact that the person you thought could never hurt you, does.

Y/n.. Where are you, darling? How could you leave me in such a time of misery? I miss everything about us. I miss the fact that you aren't a morning person, and how you hate sharing your food. I miss your small, baby-like hands trying to compare with mine. Hell, I even miss when you nag at me for the littlest things.

Jimin came in my room unexpectedly, and I flinched unknowingly. I quickly wiped away the tears that were staining my pale cheeks. I wasn't in the mood for any visitors right now, especially now that I was almost at a mental breakdown from heartache.

"Ever heard of knocking?"

I mumbled out sarcastically, looking away at his pitied expression. I didn't need all that BS right now. I tried to maintain my cold facade, but Jimin obviously wasn't buying it. Not even myself.

I plopped back down on my bed, already giving up, while Jimin made his way to my bed, sitting down beside me. We both sat in a comforting, peaceful quietness, neither of us having motivation to speak first.

"Come on Yoongi. I think it's time to move on. It's been what, six years? You have to try and forget her?"

I scoffed, glaring at him.

"Yeah, well easier said than done. I can't move on. That's the thing. Everywhere I turn, I see her. When other girls look at me, I only see Y/n's face morphed into it. She will come back to me. She just has to. If she left without saying a word to me for six years..."

I drifted into deep thought, having no heart to continue the dreaded sentence. I have been convincing myself for 5 whole years that she will come back to me. What makes this year any different than the rest?

"Ok fine fine. But you are going out with us."

I groaned out dramatically, and dug my head deeper into my soft pillow.

"But I don't want to go~. Seriously, who would rather go out instead of being in the comfort of their own home in their bed?"

"Well, that's the exact reason we're making you go."

Jimin retorted back at me. I drew my blanket over my head, but sadly cold air greeted me when I felt the soft blanket being dragged off my body harshly. I glared at Jimin again, but he held his ground, crossing his arms over his chest defiantly. He's just not giving up, is he?

"Okay fine jeez. I'll come, give me 10 minutes to change."

My eyes rolled for the 100th time today, while Jimin smiled happily, clapping his hands. He gripped my wrist and literally dragged me to my bathroom to get ready. Before closing my bathroom door, I mumbled an inaudible, "fuck you" under my breath.

Maybe today won't be as bad as I think.. Right?

(Time Skip)
Never mind. I take back my words I said previously. I stared at the place that they took me to with my jaw dropped to the ground. They were all cheering, clearly excited to be taken to eat. While me? I just stood there, motionless. Jimin slung one arm around my shoulders, grinning from ear to ear.

"You like it? We are taking you to eat, just like our old trainee days!"

A real smile creeped into my face at their thoughtfulness. I could forget about her for just one night and just spend some much needed quality time with them.. Right?

As soon as we entered through the huge double door, memories wafted around the room. This was where it all began. Where I met all my best friends for the first time. We shared a brotherly bond, and it was just this small, humble restaurant to thank for all this.

We all sat down at our assigned table. Since Jin agreed to pay for everyone, all the maknaes made sure to order like it was their last ever meal they were going to eat. I was pretty sure Jin would be broke after this meal fit for 7 kings, so I slightly sniggered to myself.

When the food came an hour later, I almost grew nauseous when I saw how much they actually ordered. Plate after plate was brought out, and I wanted to crawl into a hole when many questionable glances were coming our way.

The maknae line probably couldn't eat a quarter of how much they ordered. Their real intentions was to act like little brats and piss Jin off. I looked over to them; they were whispering to each other, loudly, making sure to annoy Jin further.

"Guys! Aren't you soo excited to eat this meal? Especially if we aren't paying for it?"

Jungkook practically shouted out, looking at Jin's direction with no fear in his eyes. Jin didn't seem to notice his tone, as he already began stuffing his mouth with food. Hoseok and RM laughed to themselves, finally getting it after a whole eternity.

After that, we all started digging in to the delectable meals eagerly, sparking some light conversation in between.

When the huge meal was finally finished, Jin gawked as the 2 foot long receipt was brought out. His nostrils were flared, and his face was turning red at an alarming rate.

The rest of us were snickering under our breaths. I knew that he was figuring out ways to murder us later, but no one seemed to take him seriously. In the end, we all felt bad, so eventually, we all gave up our credit cards and helped pay for the humongous bill.

I desperately wanted to go back home, but sadly, no one seemed ready to end the night just yet.

"Hey! How about we go to amusement park!"

Jungkook stated, thrilled at the idea. My eyes widened at the stupid suggestion.

"Are you crazy?! We just had a 2,000 dollar meal. If we go on one ride, I know for a fact that we are all going to throw up the meal. And I am not about to clean up your chunks. Let's do something calming. I volunteer home!"

I pointed out, but they all shook their heads at me. Yes, I'm a party pooper I know. But I ate so much, I feel tired now.

"Same Yoongi we've all known. Nice try Motionless Min. How about since its a beautiful night out, let's go to downtown Korea and explore. I heard that it's beautiful there and has everything you can imagine. Beautiful paintings, a cherry blossom park to explore, and multiple late night food stalls."

Everyone excitedly nodded at Rm's idea. It didn't seem too bad right? Just 7 best friends hanging out in town at night. All 6 of them pouted and stared at me expectantly. I hesitantly nodded, not wanting look at their glittery eyes.

"Yoongi hyung agreed! Let's go!"

After a crap ton of walking, we arrived at the night market. I was in awe, staring at the gorgeous sight. It was bustling with business. Bright lights were shining in every direction you turn, and an aroma of street food filled the crisp, night air, enticing us further in.

Everyone seemed equally as amazed as me, taking in the cheery atmosphere. In my head, I silently thanked Namjoon for suggesting this lovely idea to us. All 7 of us were thinking deeply about where to go first. I knew that every single one of us were thinking about separate stuff to do or go.

"Hey let's split up? And first do our own stuff for 45 minutes? Then we can meet somewhere together and then hang out together?" I suggested quietly, looking at the ground.

"Sure! I like his idea. I'm sure we all want to go different places right?"

We all nodded our heads at Hoseok, agreeing with him.

"Great! Let's meet at that restaurant over there at 7 PM sharp okay?"

I nodded quickly, already wanting to leave and see more about this night market. Everyone seemed to have their thoughts in tune, as we all rushed to go in our separate directions.

I decided to keep on walking forward, until I found something I liked. My eyes wandered to a huge sign, and I glanced over the words.

"CHERRY BLOSSOM PARK."

I looked at the park. It seemed endless, like a pale pink and white forest. A gush or memories poured to me. Again, she took over my thoughts. Cherry blossoms.. They're her favorite flower.

How her face lit up whenever she received or looked at them instantly put a smile on mine. I never understood what she thought was so beautiful about them, but now that I stepped foot into the park, I noticed how innocent and aesthetic they were, similar to Y/n. That must be the reason she loved them so much.

I kept walking along the path, watching in awe of how they all looked. So gorgeous.. If only she were still by my side to see them with me to this day.

I kept walking further down, when another girl was walking toward my direction. Wow, even that girl looks exactly the same as Y/n. I'm way too lovesick right now to think they are the same. Wait a second.

I rubbed my eyes, and looked at the girl. That is Y/n! To make sure my brain wasn't playing tricks on me, I slapped my face to get me out of it. I glanced at her small frame again, THAT WAS Y/N!

I walked faster to get to her. Excitement and nervousness were running through my veins, but my adrenaline kept telling me to get to her. What was going to be her reaction when she saw me? Happy, shocked, scared?

When her eyes glimpsed over to my figure, she stopped dead in her tracks, mouth gaping open. I expected her to come rushing in my arms, repeating how much she loved and missed me, but of course, reality was a bitch, and she frowned. She acted the total opposite of how I thought she would react.

To my sadness, she turned around and ran far away from me. NO! I've been looking for her for 6 six years, and now that I finally see her, she's slipping away from my hold. I chased after her, determined to at least figure out why she left me like that.

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Hey! I hope you enjoyed this chapter. I'll publish the other part(s) whenever I have some time, cause this chapter is getting a bit long hehe. What do you think is going to happen? 😉