The next few weeks passed in a blur. We worked and worked, and had three other concerts to attend. Each one was better than the last, and slowly, we gained more and more fans which we dubbed "armys"

I was amazed at how our popularity soared in just a few weeks, and within only a few weeks, our album had over two million downloads on ITunes!

We were closer than ever as friends, and relied on one another in everything we did. It was almost inevitable when we all chipped in and bought our very own house to live in together after I sold my old flat.

We called it "the dorm" and there were three bedrooms, so I shared room and closet with Namjoon; Hoseok was paired with Jin, and Jimin shared the biggest room with Taehyung and Jungkook. It worked out nicely!

Jin cooked most, but I helped out now and then when we cooked meat like beef or steak!

There was a spare room, which we had decided to fill with my music stuff. I spent a lot of time in there!

There was a study, a main room and a kitchen, but despite this, the whole House was still rather small for seven of us! It would do for now. At least we were together.

---TIME SKIP---

Today was the day we attended our first fanmeet! It has been 3 months since our debut, and we had all really been looking forward to this day! We could finally meet our fans!

We arrived at the venue and the initial performance went great as usual. We sat down at our table at the front and one by one, the fans came to see us.

I received many gifts, such as food, stuffed toys and shirts! One fan was wearing an Alice band with cat ears on, and she handed it to me.

To tease her, I put them on and put my hands up like a little cat. She giggled really cutely and was sad to move on.

I was surprised how many fanboys we had. We all laughed when one guy gave Jungkook a bottle of alcohol despite the fact he was only 15 and couldn't drink it!

Then I got another fan. She stood in front of me.

"You don't deserve to be in the group - your so boring! Your songs are terrible and you let them all down." She spat.

Those words were like a knife to my heart.

She shoved some of the paper from the table in my face and disappeared into the crowd.

"Hey!" Taehyung shouted after her, as he was sitting next to me and heard everything. He sighed.

"You alright hyung?" He asked. I put on a fake smile and nodded.

I tried my best to please the other fans, but her words stayed in my head all evening...

"You let them all down..."

What if she was right?

I began to doubt myself, and after the fansign I left and returned to the dorm with the others, but said nothing. I just went straight to my room and switched on my phone.

I opened YouTube. This is what I typed.

"Min Yoongi BTS"

The first video that came up was one of me in the recording studio. I clicked on it and scrolled through the comments.

Many were positive, saying how amazing my voice was, but then I found a hate thread...

"He is a waste of space in BTS"
"Kick him out - he has no talent"
"You have no personality! Choose a different career idiot"
"This guy is my least favourite"
"He isn't even good-looking!"
"He doesn't deserve to be in BTS"
"Go away. BTS WOULD BE BETTER WITHOUT YOU"
"Rap up your career - your just making a fool of yourself"

Tears filled my eyes as I read these. Is this really what they thought? What if they were right? What if the boys were better without me? What if-

Hoseok came in and interrupted my thoughts.

"Dinners ready hyung! Jin made some kimbap! Come on or it will- wait... Are you okay?" Hoseok asked, tilting his head.

I quickly turned off my phone and wiped my eyes.

"Yeah! Let's go!" I smiled.

He looked at me suspiciously, but followed me down.

Throughout dinner, I didn't speak. I just ate fast, then excused myself and left the six to eat on their own...

I knew it had always been my dream to get where I was, but what if they were better off without me? If I left would they succeed more?

Probably.

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Poor Yoongi! Don't worry, things will look up! They always do!
Right..?
Find out soon!!!!!
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