I found lots of blankets and we chose places to sleep. I gave up my bed, and after some protesting, we told Jungkook to use it as he was the youngest and most tired. I found some spare PJ's he could borrow and he washed up before going to sleep.

As i had one of those couches that goes round the outside of the room, three people could fit on it, so i gave Taehyung, Jimin and Jin blankets and my other pajamas to use. They also settled down.

Hoseok and Namjoon made a den in my room and used some sleeping bags i found in the cupboard under the stairs. They wore some of my shirts and tracksuit bottoms, so they were really comfortable and warm.

Everyone was happy and confortable, and once i was sure everyone was settled, I found my notebook and sat in the kitchen working on new lyrics for a second song. I originally dubbed it "shotgun", but in the end, the words changed the title to "We are bulletproof"

It was fun imagining each member singing or dancing to the parts - everything was coming together.

I fell asleep at the table...

-The Next Morning-

The next morning, I woke up before the others and made some pancakes and got out the lemon juice, syrup and other toppings suitable for breakfast. I also made a plate of toast in case any of them didn't like the pancakes or we ran out.

First to wake was Jin, who sat and chatted with me about my music until Jungkook woke up.

We tried hard to contain our laughter as the youngest member came out of the bedroom with his hair looking like it had been struck by lightning, but we failed.

"Whats so funny?" Jungkook asked, confused as he had only just awoken and was still half asleep.

"Uh... your... hair..." Jin struggled to speak as he was laughing too hard. He still sounded like a windscreen wiper in my opinion.

Jungkook managed to gain control over his hair after I lended him a comb.

Namjoon and Hoseok were awoken by our laughter, and soon after, Jimin also came through to the kitchen.

"Guys... go and look at Taehyung quietly!" He whispered, laughing.

We all crept through to where he was asleep and nearly died of containing our laughter, trying not to wake him.

Somehow, in his sleep, he had sandwiched himself underneath the couch pillows, squashing himself between the couch frame and the pillows. His hair was as crazy as Jungkook's and he was hugging the cushion i had originally given him to rest his head on. He was so funny!

Just as we were about to leave him to sleep, he groaned and rolled over, falling off the couch in a cascade of pillows. He hit the floor with a thump and sat there, dazed and confused about who he was, where he was and what he was doing on the cold floor.

"Oh." He said sleepily. "Okay then."

We all collapsed on the floor with laughter at his actions, but he just watched us, confused.

Once he woke up, I fixed up the couch while Jin warmed up the pancakes and everyone else got dressed.

We all sat down to eat.

"I still can't believe we are going to debut!" giggled Jungkook.

"I know - i've always dreamed of this! What do i dream about after?" Jin asked.

"Now I know why Yoongi called the song 'No More Dream" Taehyung smiled.

"You realise, if we do debut, it's only going to be hard work after - don't get too excited!" Jimin chuckled.

We ate and, when the time came, left for the dance studio. We showed off our song to Keone Madrid (our choreographer), and he was blown away.

Using the recording on my phone, we began to choreograph a few moves with him.

It was really emotional for me - finally seeing my song come alive, and the boys teased me when i was grinning like an idiot.

Then lunchtime came, and I went to the vending machine to get a sandwich and a drink, but guess who was already standing there, sipping a can of coke? My best buddy Jaejoong!

"Well well well -  if it isn't Suga!" He taunted. I sighed and went to put my money in the machine.

Before i could, he snatched the money from my hand and threw it at me.

He moved his foot and swept my feet out from under me.

He looked down at me before i could get up.

"So... how is your debut going loser? Oops! I forgot - you messed it up and-"

"Don't you have any other lines?" I interrupted. He had said the same thing before!

"Shut up loser." He said, kicking me.

I was getting angrier and angrier. He was acting like he owned me - controlled me.

I tried to get up, but he laughed and pushed me back down.

I growled and kicked his shin, making him stumble.

We fought, but i was much smaller and weaker than he was, and ended up with a bleeding nose and sore bones before our choreographer found us and dragged us apart.

"HE started it!" Jaejoong said, pointing at me, but both of us were sent to the office, like we had misbehaved at school and were being sent to the head teacher to recieve our punishment.

The man inside the office was one I recognised from the trainee day.

"Tut tut tut..." He sighed. "What are we? School children? Grow up both of you!" he said. "Why are you fighting?"

"He-" I began, then realised how childish it sounded, and bit my tongue.

"He just attacked me! I don't know whats wrong with him!" Jaejoong lied, but before i could protest, the man behind the desk took out some papers.

"I heard your group was going to debut soon Yoongi?" He said calmly, and I was wondering where he was going with this, so simply nodded.

"WHAT?" Jaejoong growled.

"SILENCE KIM JAEJOONG!" he snapped, making us jump. "So, when was the date?" he asked.

"Uh...a...a months time sir..." I stuttered.

"A months time hmm? Well, this accident clearly proves that you are too immature to debut doesnt it?" he said. I froze.

"B...but-" I tried.

"Silence -" he snapped again. "Your groups debut will be postponed. You will not debut for 6 months yet. You need to learn to grow up before you enter the world." He said.

Tears lined my eyes.

Jaejoong smirked.

He dismissed me and i left the office, but walked slowly past the practise room, where through the glass door i saw my friends laughing and joking. I sighed and went outside to the garden and sat on the bench.

I had ruined everything for them. We couldn't debut for half a year all because of a stupid fight that wasnt my fault.

Why was my life never lucky?"