4years back
I was walking to school, I am a college student attending a college that I got a scholar ship too and I moved away from home. I live in a small apartment alone. I have this disorder trichotillomania and it gives me the urge to pull my hair and eyelashes out and everyday I lose confidence in myself and I go to school wearing patches of making to cover up any imperfection. I was walking to school when someone was rushing and accidental bumped into me making me drop my books. He stopped and to help me
" I'm so sorry let me help you "
" no it's fine "
He picked up my books for me and handed them to me. I looked at him he was really handsome he had a brown bowl hair cute with hazel color eyes and a very cute toothy smile.
" again I'm so sorry "
" it's okay "
" so I'm what's your name "
" my name "
" yeah "
" it's min taehee "
He smiled at me and I felt my self just blushing at his smile.
" hello min taehee my name is Kim taehyung "
From that point on you and taehyung got really close and it lead to best friend to boyfriend and girlfriend.
4years later
Me and taehyung graduated today in college and it just felt so great. Me and taehyung have been dating for 4years now and he is such a good person. He is so caring and so wonderful we both love each a lot but he always ask me why I never take my makeup off even when I'm around him. I haven't really had the chance to tell him about my disorder because I was afraid that is I tell him he would leave me or not love me anymore or even think I wasn't beautiful. I want to tell him but I was afraid I have been keeping this from him for 4years and I think that if I ever tell him he might leave me. Taehyung was coming over today for our movie marathon day and before he comes over quickly went to go apply my eyeliner covering up my imperfections. I looked at myself in the mirror feeling my confidence decreasing even more. But with taehyung around he always makes me feel beautiful. I heard the door bell rang and I went to go answer it but nobody was there I thought it was a ding ding ditch but popped up a handsome taehyung making me startled
" BOO "
" yah Kim taehyung "
" did I scare you "
" yeah you did "
You have him a mad looking face and he laughed and came in and hugged me giving me a kiss on the cheek.
" I brought pizza "
You smiled at him and took the pizza from him. He closed the door and follows behind you to the living room.
We sat down on the couch and picked a movie on Netflix. We both grabbed a slice of pizza and ate the pizza after devouring the pizza he grabbed you waist and pulled you closer to him to cuddle. I looked at him and he moved the piece of strand out from my hair.
" you look so beautiful "
I looked down not making eye contact with no more.
" what's wrong "
" nothing it's just "
" just what "
" nothing "
" tell me "
" it's nothing it's just that I really love you and thinking that one day you might leave me makes me upset "
" listen to me okay, I will never leave you I love you so much that if I ever left you I think I wouldn't even be able to do anything "
You smiled at him and hugged him
" thank you "
He hugged you making you feel so secure in his arms. You loved his scent he always smells so good. The whole night you two spent watching movies was just something you wish would never end. You two ended up falling asleep in each other's arms. I woke up and I was wrapped around taehyung's arm and I didn't want to leave but I had to get up before him to fix my makeup because I already knew it was all smeared. I went to the bathroom and took a shower and went to get dress then applied my eyeliner. I went to the kitchen and decided to just cook breakfast for me and taehyung. You cracked opened 4 eggs and started mixing it and cooking it. You felt two pair of arms wrap around you and his scent hit your nose and you just loved it.
" are you being a good wife and cooking me breakfast "
" yes "
He finally left go and sat down at the table watching you cook.
" babe you know you would look prettier without makeup "
You didn't answer him
" I want to see your natural beauty "
I walked to him with his plate full of breakfast
" I don't know I guess I just feel more prettier with makeup "
" but I bet you would look prettier without it "
" come on let's eat "
You felt bad that you were keeping this a secret from him but when the right time comes I will tell him eventually. We finished our food and he had to leave because he had some things to take care of.
" I'll see you later okay "
I nodded and you hugged him and kissed his cheeks and he looked at you
" that's it "
" what "
He smirked at you and pulled you in for a deep kiss
" now I think I have everything "
I started blushing like crazy he makes me fall in love with him everyday.
He left and I decided that since he wasn't going to be here for the whole day I might as well take off my makeup. But before I could take my makeup off I remember I had to do some grocery shopping. So I grabbed my purse and put on my shoes and left the house to do some grocery shopping. After grocery shopping you headed home you carried all the bags inside and closed the door. You went to set all the grocery down and decided that taking my makeup off was the first thing I want to do first. I went to the bathroom and took my makeup remover and removed my eyeliner and the rest of my makeup. I looked at myself in the mirror and smiled. I went out to living room to out the grocery away but the door was open. I forgot to lock the door when I came in I quietly walked to see who it was. I was thinking that it can't be taehyung because he wasn't suppose to be back until later.
" who is it "
" taehee where are you "
I heard taehyung voice and I just took my makeup off he looked at me and I covered my face and went to the room
"hey I forgot my bag and came back to get it and the door was unlock "
" oh okay "
" open the door "
" I can't I'm changing "
" okay I'll wait "
" no you go ahead "
" but I want to see you again before I leave "
" I'll see you tonight "
" please "
" I can't taehyung I can't let you see me like this "
" like what your scaring me open the door now "
I slowly opened the door and I couldn't even face him.
" like this taehyung, I'm sorry I haven't told you but I have a disorder and it causes me to want to pull my hair out and I didn't tell you because I was afraid you'll leave me "
I started crying now feeling like everything was going to end.
" i understand if you want to leave me "
He didn't say anything but he talked towards me and cupped my cheeks making me look at him.
" what did I say to you already I said I love you so much I would never leave you and don't ever say that I want to leave you that hurts me hearing you say those words "
" but I'm not like other people and I'm not beautiful I jus- "
He cut me off with his lips on mine and pulling me closer I started responding to the kiss. He Pulled away and looked at me
" your beautiful mintaehee with or with makeup or even if you have this disorder I still love you and who cares what other thinks "
" but wouldn't you be embarrassed to be around me now "
" it's what's on the inside that matter and I found the perfect one who is sweet kind and loving and she is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with "
I felt my tears coming out again and he wiped my tears away with his thumbs.
" I would never leave you and I would never not remind you that you are so beautiful I love min taehee "
" I love you too Kim taehyung "
All these years I was afraid of him leaving me, not loving me anymore, and not thinking I'm beautiful when I really shouldn't have been afraid of anything. I know he loves me and that he loves me for who I am and I so happy that he feels that way.
[ thank you for requesting this, this is something so different and I'm glad I wrote it ]