" sorry for mistakes I sorta rushed myself "

3years ago
You were walking to the library where you worked. You were carrying books But it was so heavy and so high stacked you couldn't really see. You accidentally bumped into someone making you drop all the books.
" I am so sorry "
" it's okay "
You both started picking up the books. You finished picking them up you looked up to a very tall brown hair handsome man. He smiled at you handling you the last book. Your hands accidentally touched his. Your could feel your face feeling so red and heated.
" sorry again "
" it's okay "
He waved at you before leaving, you touched your face trying to cool down. He was seriously handsome he was just your type. After that little incident he would come to the library every day to study. You would look at him an chance you get. You were stacking the books when your felt someone tap your shoulders. You turned around to be faced to face with him.
" hey, haven't I met you before "
" uhh yeah, I accidentally bumped into you the other day "
" oh right, so uh what's your name "
You were so nervous that you pointed to your name tag making him chuckle.
" ahh y/n "
" yup "
" so, um where do you keep your sci-fi books "
" row 3 "
" thanks "
He was about to leave but stoped and called your name grabbing your attention again.
" y/n "
" yes "
" do you want to go to a party Friday night "
" I would love to "
he came back writing you the address and handing it to you.
" I'll see you then "
You were actually screaming on the inside.
FRIDAY NIGHT
your best friend bora didn't want to go to the party with you because she recently just broke up with her boyfriend. You never met her boyfriend ever but she recently just broke up with him and she was devastated. You couldn't just leave your best friend like this. You were thinking really hard whether to attend or not. In the end you ended up not going but staying with your best friend. You comforted her trying to console her. The next day out came into work seeing him again.
" hey y/n "
" hey uhh "
" Jungkook "
" hey Jungkook "
" so uh I didn't see you last night "
" sorry, my best friend just went through a bad break up with this guy and I stayed to comfort her "
" ohh really, I know how she feels I just broke up with my girl friend as well "
" ohh "
You never knew he had a girlfriend but you weren't surprise he was really gorgeous and so good looking.
" but since you couldn't come let's hang out later "
" okay "
" great I'll see you later "
" yup "
5months later
Jungkook finally asked you out and you said yes. He confessed to you and so did you. You guys were now finally dating.
3years present day
You and Jungkook ended up going to the same college and finished there together now your both living in an apartment together. Your best friend was coming to visit you today. You were going to introduce her to Jungkook she has never met him before. You were cleaning up the apartment. You finished making your bed plopping down while laying down. You suddenly felt the bed sink down on the other side. Jungkook grabbed you by the waist pulling your back against his chest.
" your back "
" yup "
You turned around to face a tired sweaty Jungkook.
" was practice hard "
" a little bit "
You kissed his forehead and he smiled at you
" I'm proud of you Jungkook, I'm happy to have such a hard working boyfriend like you and don't forget that I love you and I'm always rooting for you "
" I love you to y/n thanks for always supporting me "
He was about to kiss you but you stopped him
" shower first and then we'll see if I want to kiss you "
" seriously "
" yup "
" fine "
" my best friend coming over for to"
" okay "
Jungkook went to go buy some pizza for later. After 2hours of waiting you were finally going to see her again. The bell rang you rang to to get the door.
" BORA "
" Y/N "
We both hugged each other tightly
" I missed you "
" I missed you to, so where's the lucky man who's dating my best friend "
" oh he went to buy pizza "
" OUHH he's a keeper "
You both laughed and it felt good to have your best friend around again. You both talked catching up in things in your life. You heard the keys jiggle that means Jungkook was back
" he's back "
You rang to the door
" your back "
" I brought pizza "
He went the kitchen to put the pizza down.
" I want you to meet my best friend "
I held his hand dragging him to the living room. He suddenly stopped and his eyes widen and so was bora.
" she's your best friend "
" yeah bora, why "
" uhhh "
" what's going on "
" y/n don't be mad okay "
" why would I be mad "
" well uhh me and Jungkook used to you know "
" date ? "
" yeah "
You looked at them both feeling the strong awkward tension.
" ohh, okay well let's eat pizza then "
The tension was really awkward and you didn't like it at all.
" look y/n you don't have to worry about anything we're totally over each other "
" ohh of course "
" I should probably go "
" okay, I'll see you tomorrow "
" okay "
You hugged her once before she left. You turned to face Jungkook who looked scared to look at you.
" why didn't you tell me "
" tell you what "
" that you two dated "
" how was I suppose to know she was your best friend "
You crossed your arms not wanting to look at him. He walked closer to you pulling you closer.
" don't worry, I have no feeling for her and your the one I love "
" how do I know that "
" would I still be with for this long if I still liked her "
" well, I'm let this go because she's my best friend and your my boyfriend and I don't want to lose you both "
He leaned down to kiss your lips.
" come on let's go to sleep "
1week later
It's been a week after the awkward situation but somehow Jungkook and bora seems to be fine. They started communicating more and more. You had nothing against that because she's your best Friend and you trusted Jungkook but you didn't like all the time they have been spending. Bora would come over and then they would discuss things from the past. You weren't the jealous type but when someone gets to close to your boyfriend you tend to get jealous. You told Jungkook you were going to run and do some shopping. He had to finish his practicing so he stayed.
JUNGKOOK POV
Y/n went grocery shopping but I couldn't go because I had to go to practice soon. I watched a little bit of tv before I was going to go soon. I heard the door bell thinking it was y/n. I opened the door and saw bora at the door
" umm is y/n home "
" no he went grocery shopping, but you can stay here until she gets back "
" alright "
She came in and sat on the other couch. We actually have been talking more and more to stop the awkwardness since we're going to be seeing each other often.
" so when's she coming back "
" I don't know "
She noticed the sweater I was wearing and looked at me
" hey, I remember that sweater "
" ohh yeah "
" I bought it for you "
" ohh right "
We ended up talking and laughing about old times. She came and sat next to me and we started talking. She was really close to me but I didn't even notice.
" remember that one time we had a flour fight and you slipped in the kitchen "
" ohh yeah that hurt "
She laughed while holding her stomach
" that was funny "
She accidentally dropped her phone and we both reached for her phone and looked up. Her face was so close to mine. We stared at each other for a while. I don't know what came over me but just seeing bora and talking about old times just took over me. I cupped her cheeks and kissed her and she kissed me back.
" Jungkook "
I pulled away seeing y/n drop the grocery bag while tears foaming in her eyes. Me and bora pulled away from each other
" y/n it's not what it looks like "
" ohh really well it looks like my best friend and boyfriend are kissing each other "
" listen please, I didn't mean it and it was a misunderstanding "
" I hate you Jungkook "
Y/n ran out and I chased after her. I pulled her arm making her look at me
" Y/N PLEASE "
" how could you do this to me "
Seeing her cry breaks my heart a lot.
" sorry, I told you it didn't mean anything I don't know what happened "
" I trusted you both so much but you both do this to me "
" y/n you have to believe "
She was crying so hard her voices cracked a little and it hurt my heart.
" why Jungkook "
She walked away crying and I tried stopping her but she wouldn't stop.
Your POV
You couldn't believe the two most important people in your life did this to you. You were crying your eyes out feeling so hurt and heart broken. You came to the park and sat on the bench crying your heart out. You looked at your phone. You kept getting text messages from Jungkook and bora. You ended up turning off your phone. You finally cried your heart out and went back to the apartment. Jungkook saw your and ran up to hug you. But you didn't hug him back and pushed him away. You looked at bora and Jungkook you felt disgusted.
" baby, please listen to me "
" how could you bora "
" I'm so sorry y/n "
" I trusted you both "
" baby, I'm so sorry I really need you to listen to me "
Jungkook tried grabbing you but you took a step back.
" I need some time to think, so you two please leave me alone to think "
You kicked them both out leaving you alone to cry your heart out. It was nonstop calls from Jungkook. You had 43 messages 20missed calls 10voicemail. You had 30messages from bora 15missed calls 5voicemail. You ended up turning off your phone
JUNGKOOK POV
I stayed at one of my friends house last night.
Jimin: " why did you do that to your girlfriend "
" it was a mistakes okay "
" how is it a mistake "
" we were just caught up in a moment "
" she must feel really heart broken "
" why do you keep making me feel bad "
" I'm just saying that you really need to find a way to fix this "
" I will "
I decided to call bora to meet up with me.
" you called "
" look about last night I want you to know that it meant nothing "
" I know, it was a mistakes and I just wish that had never happened "
" but I don't know how to tell y/n "
" look Jungkook we both did wrong and we hurt y/n so we need to fix this because I can't let my best friend suffer because of us "
" but I don't know how to get her to talk to me "
" I have an idea "
Your POV
You heard the door bell and went to the little peep hole to look who it was.
" Jimin what are you doing here "
" I just want to talk "
" is Jungkook with you "
" no "
" your lying "
" I'm not seriously he's at practice "
" fine "
You opened the door seeing Jimin
Jimin: " I'm sorry y/n "
" what "
Jungkook walked into the apartment and you tried to stop him. You tried to close the door but he was stronger and opened the door. You started hitting his chest to stop him
" I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU "
You started crying while hitting his chest. He wrapped both his arms around you trapping both your arms from hitting him.
" let go "
" no not until you agree to listen to me "
" fine "
He finally let go but you didn't want to look at him.
" listen, I'm sorry y/n "
" too late for that "
" no it's never to late I'll do anything for you "
" you messed up big time "
" I know I did I feel so stupid and mad for Doing that to you but please just listen to me "
" fine "
" about that thing that happened with me and bora was a mistakes and I don't like or love her at all, I love you y/n "
" well it definitely didn't look like it "
" okay I'll admit maybe during that time it just happened to happen okay it didn't mean anything "
" why did you do it, do you still  alittle bit of feelings for her "
" no, I don't I have no feelings for her what so ever "
" you really hurt me, you broke my heart "
" I know I'm so sorry "
He started walking closer to you but this time you didn't move.
" I love you so much that if I lose you I would die, and if I didn't love you would I try this hard "
" I don't believe you "
He suddenly grabbed the bottom of your chin making you have eye contact with him.
" I'll show you "
He kissed you on the lips, you didn't kiss back but he slipped in his tongue making you respond back to the kiss. His hands roaming your body leaving love makes on your neck. He lifted you up to the room.
" I love you so much y/n "
" I love you to Jungkook "
3days later
You met with bora to try and make things up.
" y/n I'm so sorry, please forgive me "
" I don't know if I can "
" I don't love Jungkook anymore okay, and I know he loves you every time he talks to me it's always about you and only you, I also don't have feeling for him anymore I just want you to believe me please "
" I don't know "
" so I guess I'll leave then "
Bora started walking to the door but you couldn't just let your best friend go like this.
" wait, I might not be able to forget what you did but I think I can forgive you "
She smiled and hugged you tightly
" your the best "
" I know I am "
You hugged her back missing your best friends embrace. You came home to Jungkook already waiting for you.
" Netflix? "
" sure "
You sat next to him watching a movie. You took out your phone suddenly seeing something on your neck
" what's this "
" my love mark "
" how can you give me such a big purple one "
" to show everyone who you belong to "
" your like a vampire, my poor neck "
" should I give you another one "
You lightly punched his chest making him laugh
" I'm kidding, I love you so much y/n "
" I love you too Jungkook "
He kissed your lips making sure you knew he was serious.