[ okay this fanfic came out longer than expected but I like this one ]

Park Jimin, how do you even being to explain him. To start off he is your best friend from way back in freshman year of high school and now you guys are 22. You had a crush on him since forever and you can come to say that you loved him so much. Being the best friend you are you have been best friend with him seeing him go through many break ups many girlfriends come and go. He had a girlfriend her name is minji she was absolutely gorgeous and you can see why jimin fell in love with her. They started dating when they were 18 and they met at a frat party. You have never seen him so in love with someone before.
" park jimin you are 22 but yet are still so picky about your food "
" you should know me already "
You laughed at your childish best friend. You were at his apartment who he shared with his girlfriend. After you guys ate you both sat down watching TV and he laid his head on your shoulders
" hey jimin I'm Ho- "
" jagiya Your home "
" oh y/n your here "
" yeah I was just here to see jimin "
" oh okay, well umm jimin can I talk to you "
" yeah "
You went to the bathroom and came out and heard jimin and minji talking.
" I don't like you hanging out with her so much, your my boyfriend not hers "
" don't worry she is a good friend from high school, you know I love you too much to ever leave you right "
" yeah okay, I love you too "
Hearing jimin say you are just a friend really hurts you. You came into the living room where they both were.
" hey so I'm going to head home, I'll see you guys later "
" wait y/n I thought we were going to have dinner all together "
You looked minji and you already knew she didn't approve of it
" no next time okay jimin "
" okay I'll walk you out "
" no it's okay I can go alone "
You got in your car and drove home and all you could think about was his words " she is just a good friend from high school " that really upset you but you knew that you were just a friend to him and nothing more. For the last week you have been ignoring jimin because you didn't want to come in between him and his girlfriend. You felt bad that you we're doing that but you had to because you knew his girlfriend didn't you two hanging out so much already. You were coming home from you late night classes when you spotted someone waiting for you but your door.
" jimin what are you doing here "
" yah where have you been for the past week "
" sorry class has just been really busy "
" do you know what kind of week I went trough when you didn't answer your text or calls, don't ever do that again, next time if your busy or need help you know where to find me "
" thank you "
You opened the door to your apartment.
" y/n let's watch movies all day "
" best friend movie marathon "
" yup "
You smiled at him and went to go pop some popcorn already. You brought over the popcorn and of course jimin being the childish person he is throwing the popcorn at you and not even paying attention to the movie.
You guys stopped and watched the movie but both ended up fall asleep on the couch. You woke feeling someone arms around you and you woke up to jimin and looked at the clock on your wall Seven O'clock am. Your yes widen remembering jimin was still here
" JIMIN WAKE UP "
" what what what "
" it's 7am and you fell asleep here "
He quickly got up and and took out his phone saw that he has 26missed calls and 34text messages.
" I'm in so much trouble "
" you should hurry and go home "
" okay well I'll call you later and make sure you pick up this time "
" yeah yeah yeah just hurry and go home before she gets more mad "
He grabbed his sweater and went home. You sat down on the couch and was still feeling tired and fell asleep for a while. You heard your phone ring and picked it up
" hello "
" y/n "
" jimin "
" yeah so "
" was she mad ? Did you get in trouble "
" yeah so much trouble, she's mad at me "
" I'm sorry this happened I feel like it was my fault "
" it's not your fault, it's mine i should've been more careful it's just that I'm so used to staying there when we were still roommates "
" it's fine, so where is she "
" she isn't talking to me at the moment "
You could hear her call jimin name through the phone
" I have to go "
" yeah go "
" okay bye "
" bye "
End of phone call
You couldn't take this anymore you really wanted to tell him how much you love him but you knew that this would take a wrong turn if you did.
Later that nigh you heard a loud knock on your door at 2am in the morning and you wonder who would knock on your door this late. You went to go check and saw jimin.
" jimin what are you doing here "
" she cheated on me "
" what, come inside "
He came inside and you hugged him
You started comforting him like you always do
" she cheated on me "
" how do you know "
" she told me, and I just couldn't listen anymore and I came here "
" are you okay "
Jimin started crying and hugging you and you have never seen him this upset. You seen him go through so many break ups already but this by far is the worst one. He stood in front of you and looked at you
" I'm sorry I'm such a bad best friend"
" not your not jimin "
" I feel like such a burden to you that I'm the worst best friend ever "
You stopped him from talking and cupped his cheeks
" listen to me jimin you are not a bad best friend and you are not a burden don't you ever think or say that okay you and I are best friend and I will always be here for you "
He looked deep into your eyes
" your so good to me that I hate myself even more I don't even deserve you "
It hurts you hearing him say those words, you felt your tears forming in your eyes
" stop jimin don't say that you know I'm always here for you "
You wiped your tears
" I don't know why I'm crying "
He just looked at you and leaned in and kissed you but you stopped him
" wait jimin no don't "
" but I want to "
" no you don't your just heart broken and you might regret this later "
He stopped and went to sit on the couch
" you can stay here for tonight I'll go get you some pillow and blankets "
You went to grab him pillow and blankets. You went to your room and started crying you couldn't take this anymore you had an opportunity to tell him but you didn't.
NEXT MORNING
you woke up hearing jimin on the phone with minji
" this doesn't change anything you know that right "
" I'm coming home right now "
" yeah I love you too "
Hearing those words just stung you hard. You walked into the living room
" hey I'm sorry about yesterday "
" it's okay just go she might be waiting for you "
He walked out of your apartment and you leaned against the door and felt like you wanted to cry again. That night you drank and drank and drank until you were drunk
Jimin POV
I came home and minji was waiting for me. I opened the door and it looked like she didn't sleep all night
" jimin I missed you please I'm sorry "
" I still can't believe you did this to me "
" please I'm sorry I'll never do it again "
" I want to know why "
" I'm sorry "
" tell me why "
" it was the night you weren't ' here and I slept with another guy "
" so you just went and f*** another guy "
" well you weren't here with me I just felt lonely "
" I can't believe this "
" please jimin lets just forget about this please "
" I won't ever forget this but I'll forgive you this time "
Later that night we both fell asleep and I could hear my phone ring and I reached for it and the flash was so bright I squinted my eyes and it read y/n
" hello y/n why are you calling me this late "
" jimin ah I wanna talk to my best friend "
" are you drunk "
" nope I'm fine "
" yeah your defiantly drunk "
" jimin do you love me "
I stayed quiet from that question 
" why such a random question "
" because I know I probably won't ever be brave enough to tell you this when I'm sober but I love you jimin "
" I didn't even know you love me "
" sometimes I feel like I'm a burden to you and I feel like you hate me "
" do you really think that way "
" yeah I'm sorry for calling and just saying this "
I climbed out of bed quietly trying not to wake minji and walked to the living room.
" you know I used have a crush on you back in highschool "
" you did for how long "
" for a long time "
" do you still love me "
" I do, you were my first love and I don't think that'll ever end "
" you do "
" but I also love love minji and I can't just leave her "
I didn't hear her anymore after that
" y/n you still there "
" I'm going to say this to jimin I love you PARK JIMIN and I don't think I'll ever stop loving you I am deeply in love with you.
She hung up after saying that to me and I couldn't believe it.
" was that y/n "
I turned around when I heard minji feeling scared she must've heard the conversation
" y-yeah "
" so do you love her "
" yes, but I love you minji and I didn't even know she loved me "
" jimin wake up! can't you see that girl is madly in love with you that she gets upset every time she sees you and me "
" I don't know what to do I love her but I also love you and if I lose the both of you I don't know what I'll do "
" jimin at times like this you have to be selfish and think about yourself "
" don't think about what we think, think about what you want "
" but I don't want to ever lose you two the two most important people in my life "
" sometimes you can't always have it both ways, I want you to really think about who you want and I'll stay at my friends house so you can think "
" you don't have to "
" yes jimin I have to "
Through the rest of 2weeks I sat down and thought and I didn't contact y/n either.
Your POV
You felt so embarrassed when you remember what you said to jimin. You guy haven't talked in two weeks. You felt like he didn't want to ever see you again. It was a Saturday and you stayed home just eating ice cream all day. You heard a knock on your door and you thought that was your pizza that you ordered. You opened the door and saw jimin but closed it but his feet blocked the door
" we need to talk "
" I don't want to talk "
" please "
You slowly opened the door and let him in.
" look about what happened the last 2 weeks we need to talk "
" look jimin I'm sorry I did that if your here too tell me you don't want too see me anymore I think it was best if you didn't come "
" would you please just listen to me "
" I don't want you to feel bad "
He stopped me from talking so much when he kissed your lips but you pulled away
" please jimin please stop sending me mix signals "
" listen to me "
" okay "
" about what you said I also love you but I also love minji too "
Your smiled instantly faded away
" but I've been thinking the last two weeks "
" I'm not going to say that I still love you completely but I do love you and I had to chose between you both "
" please jimin please don't pick me out of pity "
" Listen, I thought about how if I chose the other I lose one of you and I thought about a life without minji I probably won't be able to live "
" look if your here to say you pick her please just say it "
" you didn't let me finish, but I thought about a life without you and it was terrible I don't think life would ever be the same if you weren't here "
" sure I love minji but you and I have a connection that I want to always have so I thought about it and I chose you y/n "
You were smiling now feeling happy
" but please don't pick me because it's out of pity "
" didn't I just make a full speech on why I chose you "
You were super happy now
" we can build the love and trust as we go "
He pulled you close and kissed you and this time you weren't going to pull away because you knew it was just going to be you and him together no one stopping us.