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9months that's how long you and taehyung have been dating. You felt happy as ever but one problem taehyung doesn't exactly love you. The only reason you are even dating Taehyung is because his parents likes me and wants me to be the girl for their son. These past 9months hasn't been much of a relationship he's usually out with friends or he just isn't home. You try to show your love to taehyung as much as possible. You would cook for him and wait for him, you would always try to make little conversation with him when he's home but he's always tired so it doesn't last that long. He doesn't really see me as a person. I might not be your tall, skinny, and beautiful girl but I still love him even when he sometimes makes me feel insecure about myself because I'm not what you call " his type ". You were watching movies when you heard keys jiggling and knew it was taehyung. You smiled and got up to go greet your boyfriend.
" hey, are you hungry "
" no, I'm tired "
" okay well then I'll clean up and then we'll go sleep "
" do what ever you want "
He walked past you and you felt hurt but you still try to mange keeping a smile. You went to clean up and went to your room, you and taehyung don't share a room we have separate rooms. You slowly opened his door to his room and he was already fast asleep, you came in and pulled the blanket to cover him and admire his sleeping figure. You wished that he would once love you as much as you love him. You closed his doors and went to your room and laid down. the next morning you woke up and taehyung left already and today was Saturday his day off but of course he wouldn't want to spend that with you. You stayed home all day by yourself, it started getting dark and you made sure you made something for taehyung to eat. You ate alittle and decided to just watch movies, the clock strike 3am and taehyung wasn't home yet and you started getting worried so you called his band mates.
PHONE CALL
" hello "
You heard a raspy sleepy voice
" hey jimin sorry to wake you but is taehyung at the dorm with you guys "
" no he left a long time ago after practice "
" he did "
" why is he not home yet "
" yeah and I'm alittle worried "
" I'll call him if you want "
" can you, thanks "
" no problem "
END OF PHONE CALL
you walked back and fourth around the apartment waiting for taehyung to return home. 4am when you heard taehyung coming home and you ran to the door
" where have you been, I was worried sick "
He came in stumbling and smelling like alcohol.
" did you go drink "
" leave me alone "
" taehyung "
He couldn't even walk properly
" at least let me help you "
" I don't need your help "
You try holding him up and you could smell perfume on him and you sure know it wasn't yours. You looked at his neck and it had red lip kiss on it. That broke your heart knowing he probably went out with girls. You helped him to his bed and took off his shoes
" I'll change myself I don't need your help y/n "
" why did you drink so much "
" that's none of your business, now get out "
He pushed you out of his room and you dropped down to your knees and your tears steaming down your face. You don't know how long you could mange through this relationship with taehyung. You went to your bedroom but you couldn't sleep at all. It was 7am and you didn't sleep the whole night, you got up and went to the kitchen to make some hangover soup for taehyung. Later you heard him coming out of his room, his hand on his head
" are you feeling okay "
" I'm fine "
" you were a bit to drunk last night so I made you some soup "
" just leave it I'll it later "
" okay "
2 week later
Taehyung has been acting weird lately he keeps coming home late at night and some nights he would come home drunk. You were also worried that he might be cheating on you because he would smell like perfume or have random lips Stain on him or he would always be texting. You couldn't take it anymore with this coming home late. You wanted to talk to him because you didn't want to feel hurt anymore. Tonight taehyung came home alittle earlier. You wanted to talk to him
" hey can we talk "
" I don't want to "
" please "
" fine, what "
" I wanted to ask you something "
" what "
" are you seeing someone else "
" yes I am "
Your were pretty surprise at how straight forward he was with his answer.
" but we're dating "
" dating "
He chuckled at that, he started walking closer to you.
" just so you know I've never once considered you and me dating I only did it because of my parents "
" so your saying you pity me "
" I never once pity I just thought of you as desperate "
You felt your tears already rolling down your face
" desperate "
" yes, and I don't like girls who looks like you chubby and short "
" so why didn't you tell your parents that you never once liked me on the day we started dating "
" then should we break up "
" y/n for us to break up there have to be something for us to break up about "
" then I guess I'll leave then "
" do whatever you want "
He closed his room door and you stood there with his words echoing in your head. You felt like your heart has just been shattered. You were out at a little cafe and sat down at a booth drinking your coffee when you heard a familial voice, you turned to look and saw taehyung but he was holding hands with a girl and not just any girl his ex-girlfriend. Your tears foaming in your eyes. They were doing everything you wish you could do with him. You were already packing your these ready to leave soon but  You later then got a call from JIMIN
PHONE CALL
" y/n "
" jimin what's wrong "
" taehyung went to the hospital "
" WHAT WHY "
" he went drinking with some friends and got into a fight but he got a sprained wrists and a few bruises "
" okay I'll come get him "
END of PHONE CALL
you took taehyung car to the hospital and you couldn't believe how irresponsible and careless he is getting into a fight. You came to the hospital and taehyung was laying down with his foot already being wrapped and his face all covered in bruises. You ran over to him and touched his foot alittle
" taehyung are you okay "
" I'm fine "
You went to find the doctors and they said it was okay for taehyung to go him. You helped him to the car and drive home and helped him inside.
" the doctors said you should rest for a while and not go anywhere "
He came and sat down on the couch and you came over and brought the first aid kit.
" let me clean up the bruises "
" I'm fine, you don't need to "
" I have too "
You came and sat next to him and started cleaning his face. He moved alittle when I dabbed the alcohol on his cut.
" sorry did that hurt "
" yeah it did "
" so, since your in this condition I promise I'll leave after you feel better "
" you don't have too, you can just go "
" but I want to make sure you feel better first "
" do whatever you want "
For the past 2 days you were nursing taehyung. His cut hasn't gone away so you still kept cleaning it
TAEHYUNG POV
I couldn't do anything for myself for the next couple of weeks so y/n was taking care of me and to be honest I kinda of liked that. She always came back with a smile of her face and started cleaning my face. I was looking at her and she actually kinda of looked beautiful She has some cute features on her face like her smile. I kept looking at her while she cleaned my cuts and I felt alittle bit bad that I've been so mean and rude to her but yet she still tries to smile and is always so kind to me.
" okay all done "
" thanks "
She looked alittle surprise
" why do you look so shocked "
" it's just you never said thanks to me before and it just makes me happy "
She walked away to put the first aid kit away and I smiled a little bit. She went to the kitchen and started cooking dinner. I followed her to the kitchen and sat down on the kitchen table and watched her.
" are you going to watch me or something "
" well it looks that way because I hava nothing else to do and I can't really do much for myself with this cast around me "
" okay "
I watched her cut vegetables and wash them. I've never seen her cook before she always had dinner waiting for me but I never ate it. She looked kinda of looked cute just watching her. The food was done and she set the table for the both of us. I was trying to eat with using my left hand but I couldn't. She stopped me and grabbed my spoon and scooped up food on the spoon and brought it too my lips
" it's okay I can feed myself "
" no I'm the one taking care of you "
I looked at her and ate the food and it was really good. I can't believe I've never ever ate her food before. After dinner I really needed to wash my hair and y/n came to help me.
" I'll help you wash your hair "
She smiled at me and that made my heart bit a little just seeing her flash me quick smile. I laid back while she washed my hair and I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. She really looked beautiful. After washing my hair she blowed dried it for me, she was standing in front of me and I could feel my heart getting racing faster and this is something new to me.
" all done "
She looked at me and I looked at her
" why are you so nice to me "
" because I'm just nice to everyone "
" but I've been so mean to you "
" it doesn't matter if you do good things then good things will come your way "
I looked down a little not looking at her. I felt really bad that I was so mean to her when all she done was nice things for me. I never notice how hard she works and how much she loves me. It's been a week and I'm starting to heal and these weeks spent with y/n has been so pleasant. I learned a lot about her things I've never knew or noticed. I notice she always smiles and how she always smells good and that she likes to talk a lot and the way she laughs is so cute. I'm barely just starting to notice these cute little quirks she has. She was going to leave after I feel better but I really regret it and didn't want her to leave. I woke up looking for y/n she was in the kitchen trying to find something to cook with.
" good morning "
She turned around too look at me
" good morning "
She still shuffled around the fridge
" should we just go out for breakfast today "
" sure "
We both put on our shoes and went out to eat breakfast instead. It was actually really fun hanging out with her in public. We decided to go the park and walk around and I really wanted to hold her hand.
" I'll be back I'm going to find the restroom "
" okay "
YOUR POV
these past few weeks have been fun with taehyung and to be honest you really don't want to leave him but he doesn't even want you here and the only reason your still here is because you were helping take care of him. But you have to admit it has been fun with him these past few weeks. You are doing things that you have never done with him. He left to go find the restroom and you waited for him.
" y/n "
" Alex "
You went to hug him he was your old friend back in high school
" long time no see, how you been "
" I've been great, how about you "
" really me too "
" it's great seeing you again "
" you too "
" so, if you aren't busy do you want to go out sometimes unless your busy it's fine "
" no I'm not busy I would love too "
You were going to exchange numbers with him but someone grabbed the phone.
" taehyung "
He came and interwind his hands with yours and you could feel your heart racing 100 times faster.
" sorry but she is busy and she is actually with me and please don't call her ever again because we are dating and I'm her boyfriend so goodbye "
Taehyung started dragging you away from him.
" what was that taehyung "
" I'm sorry I don't know what came over me "
We both started walking home and you were still curious to why he did that. taehyung finally is now all better and this means you were to leave soon because you promised you'll only stay until he felt better and he already has.
TAEHYUNG POV
I'm going to be starting to go back to practice now. I came to the living room and she looked a little bit upset
" what's wrong y/n "
" nothing, but now that your all better I should probably be leaving right "
" what why "
" because you never even wanted me here to start with Anyways and it's better if I get out of your way "
" like don't have too "
" no I have to "
" alright then I'm going to leave now "
I left the house and I really wanted to walk back inside and hold her and kiss her and tell her to stay with me but I couldn't. I went to practice and I wasn't really paying attention. All I could think about was y/n and how hard I fell for her. I never noticed her until now and I regret everything I've done to her. I couldn't just let her leave I left practice and I didn't even care about then others calling my name. I drove back to the house and she was about to leave but I came on time.
" taehyung "
I looked at her and got out of my car and started walking towards her I pulled her by her waist and cupped her cheeks and kissed her soft lips. Our lips loving in sync
" I won't just let you leave me like this, I know I probably don't deserve you but I fell hard for you y/n and I don't know why I never noticed you but you are my type you are perfect your body your face everything I love It all and I know a jerk like me don't deserve a second chance but I want to start all over again with you "
Her tears rolling down her face with a smile.
" I would love to taehyung "
" I love you y/n "
" I love you too Kim taehyung "
I leaned in and kissed her soft lips again and it felt so perfect with mine.