4years that's how long you've been dating your lovely boyfriend jimin. He's such a loveable person that you can not love him. You dated him way before he was an idol. You supported him everyday. He finally is now a successful singer in a popular boy group you couldn't be any happier but lately things have been a bit lonely. He has been going on tours and doing concerts. You hardly see him anymore and you really miss him. You two agree to buy an apartment together which wasn't far from his dorms. You would wait for him to come home but when he does he's to drained out and tired to talk to you. You were sleeping on your shared bed with Jimin. You turned around to look at the empty spot where jimin would sleep every night. You missed him so much. His pillow even still had his fresh scent on it. He's been so busy you guys would only talk on the phone for like a minute. You grabbed your phone looking at the time.
1am
He was probably gone with his concert already. You decided to call him. You pressed his name and waited for him to answer. The fifth ring he finally answered. He sounded a bit tired
" hello y/n "
" hey, sorry did I wake you "
" no "
You wanted to cry just hearing his voice. He sounded so tired and drained out.
" I miss you "
" I miss you to "
" when are you going to come back home "
" I don't know because with all this comeback stuff I've just been really busy "
" I really want to see you right now "
" me to "
" but when are you coming back from your tour "
" maybe another 1month or so "
" I really can't wait any longer to see you "
" I'm sorry for making you miss me so much and I'm sorry I couldn't be there 24/7 "
" that's okay as long as you're coming back to me I'm happy "
" I love you y/n "
" I love you to "
" well I should probably get some sleep "
" yeah you should, you've been working really hard and I'm so proud of you "
" thank you, goodnight or should I say good morning since it is 2am "
You chuckled through the phone
" goodnight or morning to you to "
He ended the call while you still looked at the empty spot. The next morning you woke up doing your normal routine. You heard a knock on your door running to see who it was.
" hey y/n "
" hey, Casey come in "
Your best friend decided to come and visit you.
" how you been "
" I've been great "
" so, how's life without jimin around for a while "
" it's been boring, lonely, and quiet "
" have you been talking to him "
" yeah, I just talked to him last night "
" that's good "
" but I still miss him so much, we only get to talk for a couple of minutes throughout the whole day "
" I know you feel, you know with brad "
" yeah "
You chatted with your friend for a while before she left. You decided to call jimin again but he didn't answer you. You spent the day just binge watching Netflix. It was already 10pm you didn't notice the time. You suddenly got a call from Casey.
PHONE CALL
" hey what's up "
" you didn't see it did you "
" see what "
" the article "
" what article "
" I'll send it to you "
You started getting scared and nervous. Your friend sent the message and you clicked it instantly.
" BTS park jimin in a relationship "
You felt tears streaming down your face. You saw the picture he was holding her hand and kissing her lips. You couldn't believe what was going on right now. You grabbed your phone calling Jimin. He picked up from the first ring.
" look, I know what your going to say and I'm so sorry "
" how could you "
" it wasn't my idea, they thought that this would be good for publicity "
" y-you kissed her in the picture "
" I had to "
" why didn't you tell me "
" I know I'm sorry about that, but I have something to tell you "
" what "
" I'll be home next week, they decided to change the dates for the next tour "
" really "
" yes, please just forget any of that ever happened I'll be hole next week to be with you "
" okay "
" I love you "
" I love you to "
You weren't so sure about this whole situation. You really wanted to trust jimin but you were also afraid. But the good news is he's coming back early. You decided to go to bed to sleep this off.
1WEEK
Jimin was coming home today and you couldn't wait to see him but lately you've been seeing so many article about him and that girl. He also hasn't been answering your calls but he said not to worry about it so you tried to not to. You cleaned the house made dinner for tonight. You got a text from jimin
" I'll over in ten minutes "
You were getting nervous but also feeling excited. You heard the door bell and rang to open it seeing Jimin. You smiled and jumped to hug him but something was off.
" what's wrong "
" I have to talk to you "
" what "
He dragged you to the couch, holding your hand.
" I'm sorry y/n "
" what your scaring me "
" remember the article about me and that girl "
" yeah "
" I was lying to you "
" what do you mean "
" we at actually seeing each other "
You froze for a bit feeling like everything about you was broken. You tears rolled down your face dripping down from your chin.
" I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to do that to you "
" yes you did, why else would you have done it "
You moved away from him
" I really did love you, but when I was away from you for so long I felt so alone that I guess I just, I don't know "
" you felt lonely, did you ever stop to think about how I felt "
" I know I'm sorry "
" your not sorry because you cheated on me "
" I didn't mean to "
" I don't care anymore Jimin you left me for 3months for a tour then come back and tell me you've been cheating on me this whole time "
" please, I'm so sorry y/n "
" I don't care "
" we should probably break up "
" I think we should "
He looked at you before leaving the apartment. You were finally able to release all your tears and cry. You cried for about 10min before getting up to walk to your room. You turned on the light looking at all the picture of you and Jimin on the wall. You looked at it and cried. You walked
to the bed and laid in Jimin's spot. You cried feeling so heart broken. You never thought Jimin would be this type of person but you thought wrong. You ended up falling asleep from all the crying. You woke up the next morning with puffy eyes. You heard a vibrating noise from your phone. You picked it up seeing Casey's message. He already made their relationship public. You really didn't want yo cry anymore but you did. You promised yourself you wouldn't be near or close to him ever again.
8months later
You moved out of your apartment to a different apartment far from the dorms where Jimin was. You've finally recover from your break up. Well not all the way because you would lie if you said you didn't still love Jimin. You were volunteering for a music festival. It's an event where all the popular groups or solo singers would come and do a little concert for people. You were volunteering the event helping pass out flyers. You didn't get a chance to look at the artist who are going to be participating in the event today. You were busy passing flyers out to people who had already checked in their ticket.
" Y/N "
Casey called your name getting your attention.
" what's up "
" one of our members from the other team is sick and can't help guide the artists, can you do it "
" oh yeah sure "
She handed you the lanyard with the card on it giving you access to go in.
" thank you so much "
" no problem "
You went out back to see all the artists. You saw so many groups and singers that you loved that it was so hard to contain your feels. Another car arrived you looked at the car waiting to see who was the last group. It was his group and more importantly it's him. He looked different he his hair was a different color then before. He looked so different. You were looking at him and memories of 8months ago still broke your heart. He turned to wave at his fans but you quickly turned around making sure he doesn't see you. You walked up to the front guiding the artists. You were handed the schedule for the artists. There were so many artists that it was split up among us. I had to deliver four of them and one of them was BTS.
" wait can I switch with someone "
" no we have to hurry, let's go "
You were really trying to avoid Jimin but this is going to be harder. You started walking to find the right groups. You were sorting the schedule when you accidentally bumped into someone making you drop the papers.
" I am so sorry, let me help "
You started picking up the papers when he handed you the paper.
" y/n "
You turned around and quickly tried to run but he grabbed onto your arm.
" wait "
" you didn't want to face him at all "
" how've you been "
You yanked your arm away from him.
" here's your schedule "
You handed to him but he stopped you again.
" hey, why aren't you talking to me "
" I'm sorry but I have to deliver other schedules "
You walked away from him feeling your heart Beat so quickly. Seeing him makes me think about the bad memories. You finally finished your job and finally took a break.
CONCERT
It was time for the concert and everyone was rushing. First went on the solo singers then the groups. Jimin's group was last. Finally it was time for them everyone screamed. You sat in the back of everyone because to be honest you also wanted to see him. You watched him perform and he really has improved so much. After watching them perform. Everyone was now leaving and it was time to clean up. You had to clean up the front of the venue. You grabbed trash bags and started picking up trash. Someone grabbed the trash bag out of your hand.
" let me help you "
" it's okay, we wouldn't want and idol to clean up any trash "
" it's okay "
" I really think you shouldn't I don't want any rumors "
He dropped the trash bag grabbed your wrist pulling you somewhere
" hey let go "
You struggled to get out of his hold. He came to this quiet park and he finally let go.
" what's wrong with you "
" i just want to talk to you "
" yeah well I don't want to "
" no please I just want to talk "
" what's there to talk about "
" us "
" there is no us, the last time I checked we already broke up like 8months ago "
You were about to walk away
" I missed you "
You stopped walking away and listening to him
" I missed you so much y/n, do you know how crazy I am with out I honestly thought that breaking up with you would be a good idea "
You turned around finally facing him
" why would you think that "
" because I knew I was hurting you and this was the only way I could stop you from feeling lonely "
You chuckled walking closer to him
" you thought that breaking up with me would not hurt me that I wouldn't not feel lonely "
" I'm sorry "
" well you thought wrong, after you cheated on me I was heart broken I felt lonely and upset "
" the cheating part I didn't mean for that but the part about breaking up I'm sorry as well, I don't know why I thought that was a good idea "
" well you hurt me and broke me "
He walked closer to you tried holding you but you stopped him
" just because you cheated on me I don't want you cheating on her "
" we aren't dating y/n, I broke up with her the night you and I broke up "
" why would you do that for "
" because after I broke up with you things weren't right I felt so dumb that night, I regretted everything so much "
" well you never came back for me "
" I know I'm so sorry, I just want us to talk to each other and work things out "
" you think you can just walk back in after 8months and think I would just forgive you "
" I know I probably don't deserve your  forgiveness but just please please talk to me about this "
" I don't know if I can, I don't if I can ever feel the same way I did "
He held your hand pulling you closer and closer to his lips.
" well, let me prove it and if you still don't then I'll leave you alone forever "
" w-wa "
He pulled you in for a kiss and his lips were warm. He started moving his lips in sync with yours. You didn't realize you kissed back. His lips moving so well with yours that you felt a strong connection again. You felt everything back the very first day you two met and instant fell in love. He pulled away looking at you
" I don't think I felt anything "
He looked upset after you said that and broke eye contact. You held his hands making he look at you
" I don't think I felt something because I know I felt something "
He smiled and hugged you so tightly
" I missed you so much y/n and I promise I'll never ever leave you again or break up with you again "
" hey hey, just because I said that doesn't mean I forgive you yet or that we're back together "
" ohh okay "
" you have to earn my trust back "
He smiled holding your hands
" I will definitely do anything to get your trust back "
" anything "
" yup "
" well I can really use some food right now "
He interviewed his fingers with yours.
" pizza it is "
You smiled feeling happy then ever.
" but wait "
" what "
" before we get pizza "
He puckered his lips for you.  You chuckled while looking at him.
" nope "
" ahh come on just one "
" no "
" okay one on the cheek "
" fine "
You learn in to kiss his cheeks but he turned his head on time with your lips on his.
" now we can get pizza "
" yah PARK JIMIN "
He pulled you in for another quick kiss before pulling away
" I just really love you "
" I love you to "