1year that's how long you and jimin have been dating. Things are great so far he tries to show you love as much as he can but at some point I feel like it's fine out of pity. You were the one to actually confess to him and sometimes you felt like he only accepted your feeling because he felt bad for you. But either way you are dating him and popular idol. But because he's an idol he does a lot of collaboration with people and mostly girl groups. He told you he would be doing their next collaboration with the popular group red velvet. You had nothing against it. It's just your afraid he will leave you for them because those idol girls a way out of my league and are everything a guy would want. You didn't tell him that you were afraid of that because you didn't want him to worry. You were up late working on your homework assignments when you heard the door bell and went to open it seeing jimin holding a box of pizza.
" surprise "
You smiled and let him inside
" what are you doing here, it's so late "
" well I can't just let my girlfriend starve "
" your the best "
" I know I am "
He kissed your cheeks before going to the couch and settling down.
" let's eat "
You walked to the couch and you and jimin both finished the whole box of pizza.
" are you full now "
" yup "
He came closer to you and held your hands
" I know I've been spending a lot of time at the studio practicing and I haven't been giving you my full attention "
" it's okay jimin, your here now and as long as you love me it's okay "
" of course I love you "
He cupped your cheeks and pecked your lips. You spent some time with jimin before he had to go back. You decided to finish up your homwork. For the past couple of days jimin has been shutting you out you get that he's an idol and all and have lots of things to do but it wouldn't kill him to give you at least 5min of his time. He ends your phone call short and when he does come he usually only stays for like 10min. Jimin was coming today and at the same time you were exited but you weren't. You opened the door seeing jimin and you hugged him tightly missing his embrace.
" I've missed you "
" me too "
You both were watching movies together while cuddling. You turned around to face jimin and he smiled at you
" what's wrong "
" nothing it's just, I want to "
Your couldn't get your words out
" is there something you want to ask me "
" is there something you want to tell me "
" not really "
" are you sure "
" is there something wrong y/n "
" no "
" then why are you saying this to me "
" I just wanted to know what's going on lately because you know I haven't see you in a while "
" it's fine "
" oh alright "
You broke eye contact with jimin and he cupped both your cheeks making you look at him.
" hey, I'm sorry okay I really am it's just because the comeback for us is soon and I know I've been slacking off at being a good boyfriend "
You have him a smile to notify him that you were okay but inside you were alittle bit upset.
JIMIN POV
I got a text from one of the girls from selgui
" hey where are you coming we are all waiting for you "
I looked at the text before texting back.
" I'll be there soon "
I put my phone back in my pocket
" hey y/n I this isn't what you wanted to hear but I kinda of have to go "
" already "
" I know I'm sorry "
" it's okay, go "
" I love you "
" I love you too "
I kissed her forehead before heading out to practice. I came to practice seeing my group and the girls already practicing. Seulgi ran up to me holding my arms
" oppa your here "
" yeah "
We all started practicing until midnight. It was getting late so everyone was leaving already. I stayed behind because I sill had to get my things. I heard a knock on the door
" seulgi your still here "
" yeah "
" it's late you should go and rest "
" yeah but I much rather do something else "
" like what "
She came up to me really close
" I like you jimin, ever since we started working together "
I felt her touch on me and it some how was having an effect on me. It was like I was urging more for her touch. She whispered in my ears
" I know you like me too "
She got close to my lips and suddenly kissed me but I didn't pull back I kissed her back. Pulling her closer to me tasting every bits of her lips. That's how it all started I ended up dating seulgi secretly without telling y/n. I know this isn't right but I also liked her. I was with seulgi tonight I told y/n I was busy and couldn't come. we were sitting in the practice room she started kissing up to my neck but I stopped her.
" not there "
" why not "
" because she would get suspicious "
She made an annoyed sound and crossed her arm
" when are you going to break up with her "
" just give me some time, I'll tell her soon "
" but I really hate knowing that you still belong to someone else "
" don't worry I'm all yours only yours besides she is nothing compared to you, you have everything that I love "
" do you really mean that "
" yes "
I pulled her closer and kissed her
Your POV
this is already the 5th night jimin has ditched you or not answering his calls or text. You were starting to feel alone and having second thoughts about this relationship. He did warn you about dating an idol but at that time you didn't think it would be as bad. All you wanted was for jimin to be here with you. You sometimes even cried to sleep because you missed him. You felt like he didn't love you no more and it really did hurt you. You didn't want to think badly even if he's working with those pretty girls because you want to be able to trust him. You picked up your phone and dialled jimin's number it rang four time before he finally picked up making you smile.
PHONE CALL
" jimin "
" y/n "
" hey can you come over tonight I really miss you and want to see you "
" ohh okay sure "
" I can't wait too see you I lo- "
he suddenly hung up the phone, your smile going down. He usually says I love you before ending the call. You looked at your phone seeing your lock screen. It was a picture of you and jimin when you two were still happy together. You couldn't help but let a tear drop landing on your phone.
" I love you too "
Later that night you did some cleaning. Your heard a knock on your door and ran to quickly open it seeing jimin before jumping into his arms and hugging him.
" I really missed you even if it's only been a couple of days "
" yeah me too "
That broke your heart alittle he sounded like he didn't even want to he here with you.
" do you want to watch a movie "
" we always do the same thing "
" well what do you want to do "
" I want to do something different "
" I know but I just don't want your image to be ruined if we go out "
" alright well just watch a movie then "
He walked into the living room and you were trying really hard to holding in your tears. You came over to him and looked at him
" how are things at practice "
" stressing and hard "
" I know this won't help much but I just want you to know that I'm proud of you for working this hard and keeping it together "
You have him a smile before turning back to the movie. You both were watching when he said he had to leave. You didn't want him to leave but you knew he had too.
" I'll see you later "
" yeah "
He hugged and pecked your lips before leaving and something about that hug and kiss felt all wrong. You were putting things away when you almost tripped over something and it was jimin's duffel bag. He probably forgot it when he was leaving. You decided to bring his bag to him. You went to the company and workers there know who you were so they let you in. You held the bag while smiling but you heard laughing and giggling. You were a bit afraid to look. You closed your eyes praying it wasn't jimin. You opened your eyes seeing selgui sitting in his laps while giggling and kissing him. The same lips he kissed you with and hour ago. You lightly opened, he saw you and quickly pushed selgui off his laps.
" y/n it's not what you think "
" really because it's looks like it's exactly what it looks "
You there his duffle bag at him before running out with him chasing and calling your name. You didn't care anymore you couldn't believe he did this to you. He finally caught up and pulled you by the arm. He pulled you in a hug but you were crying and trying to pull away from him
" LET ME GO "
" no not until you listen to me "
" I don't want too "
You finally got off of you
" I HATE YOU "
" I'm sorry y/n "
" how could you do this to me, I loved you gave you everything and you LIE and do this behind my back "
" I know I'm so sorry y/n I really am "
" you are the worst PARK JIMIN "
" y/n please listen to me "
" NO "
" I know I did wrong but at the same time I did it for a reason "
" what reason "
" I did it because y/n you don't show me affection and we do the same thing everyday I just wanted something more "
" oh I'm sorry for not thinking about you first for not putting your happiness before mine, this is so my fault I guess "
" no it's not y/n, I know I messed up badly I'm sorry "
" I thought you actually loved me "
" I did i really did but I know why I did this and i know it was dumb but I feel like maybe it's time we break this off " you really are the worst "
" look I didn't want you to find out this way "
" whatever jimin if you want to throw away a year and half worth of love for a girl who your barely knew them go ahead "
" I'm sorry y/n I really am "
" well you weren't sorry enough because you still hurt me and what hurt me the most was I stupid to be caught in a lie with you "
You walked away not looking back at jimin and knowing that this was it because of him the one person you love the most is now out of your life. You came home and started crying your eyes out not even caring how puffy they will be the next day. The last couple of weeks you felt like trash and jimin and selgui made their relationship public and that hurt you even more. He didn't even care about how much he hurt you instead he decided to do this.
5months later
It's been 5months without the one person you loved. Jimin and selgui broke up after 2months but who were you to care he had no value meaning to you what so ever. You were fine now you felt glad that you moved on. You looked in the mirror seeing you all dolled up made you feel proud of yourself. You were going out with your friends and you felt confidence about yourself and body. You came to the party and you could hear the loud music the strong smell of alcohol. You saw some friends and took a couple of shots and started to feel a bit tipsy. You felt someone grab your waist
" hey beautiful want to dance "
" sure why not "
You started dancing and grinding on the guy feeling so free. You felt him grab your bum but you didn't say anything. You stopped when someone grabbed your arm pulling you away.
" hey let go of her "
" don't you ever lay a hand on her again "
You were now feeling drunk alittle You couldn't tell who the person that was holding on to your wrist was. He started pulling you outside but you were walking sloppy because you were still alittle drunk
" hey that hurts let go "
He still wouldn't let you go
" do you not hear me let me go "
" y/n are you crazy "
You looked at him and it was jimin
" jimin what are you doing here "
" how could you let other men touch you "
" w-why does it bother you, it's not like I'm yours anyways "
You tried to walk away but he stopped you but you pushed his hand away.
" leave me alone "
" y/n I'm sorry please "
You stopped and turn around to look at him
" your sorry "
You brushed your hair back and chuckled at him.
" what a lame way to get me to fall for  your tricks again "
He grabbed you by your waist and pulled you in for a deep kiss. Your tears staining his face, you pulled away and wipe your lips
" YAH PARK JIMIN "
" I missed you y/n please hear me out "
" no, I hate you "
Your tears already streaming down your face.
" I know you do but please, I know you don't hate me your just saying it because your hurt and I was so stupid to do that I just want to know how you really feel "
" you went to know how I feel, I'll tell you how I feel, I feel broken you broke me PARK JIMIN, you made me felt useless and like someone who doesn't deserve to be loved, I hate you because I still love you "
You whispered the last part because you were crying really hard right now while still trying to get sober.
" I hate you for leaving me and I want you to fell how I felt hurt and broken, I waited for you to come back to me but you never came "
He started walking closer to you
" I didn't know you felt that way "
" yeah well I did and I HATE YOU for doing this to me "
You started crying harder he pulled you in for a hug while you started hitting his chest lightly 
" I'm sorry y/n I'm so stupid, I left you for someone I didn't even love and I hurt you, you were so good to me "
" you LIED to me and hurt me so much "
He still hugged you tightly making sure you felt his embrace and you really missed his embrace and touch.
" y/n please give me a chance to make this up, please I promise I won't ever do this again and I'll make sure I have time for you, I'll be around you so much that you would feel sick of me "
He took off his jacket wrapping it around you. You tears still steaming down your face you looked at him with red puffy eyes. You wanted to make sure you were doing the right choice and that you still felt the same way you did 5months ago
" kiss me "
He looked at you for a moment before pulling his jacket making you touch his lips. You loved the way his soft lips felt on yours. His lips moving in sync with yours your cold tears touching his cheeks your eyes closed. Your heart started racing again and you knew you still loved him you didn't know if you were making the right choices but you definitely knew you still love him. He pulled away looking at you
" what does this mean "
" I don't know jimin "
" what do you mean you don't know "
" I still love you but I'm afraid to be hurt again "
" please I promise y/n, just give me one more chance to show you how much I love you "
" I don't know if we could go back to being the way we were but I'm willing to give it another try but if you screw this up this is it I won't ever look at you again "
" so does this mean you give me another chance "
You nodded and he smiled pulling you into another kiss
" I promise I won't screw this up"
2weeks later and jimin is still kissing up to you.
" yah jimin it's already been two weeks you already proved to me that would be good to me now stop kissing up to me already "
He hugged you tightly smiling at you
" I know but I just really love you and I'm making up for lost time "
You laughed at how cheesy he was
" but I'm still upset at you "
" why, what do I do "
" that you let someone touch your booty when you know it's my booty to touch "
You chuckled at him and crossed your arms.
" are you really bringing that up, my butt is not just for you "
" hey watch what you say y/n "
" you are too much jimin "
" you want me to prove to you that only I came touch you in that way "
" what "
He smirked at you before sweeping you up bridal style and going into the room and pulling the covers over you two. You both laid in bed facing each other with no clothes on the blanket covering you both. He moved a piece of hair behind your ears. He pulled you closer pecking your lips
" you are so beautiful y/n "
You couldn't help but blush alittle
" I love you [ full name ] "
" I love you too park jimin "
He kissed your forehead before You both fell into a deep slumber.