Living on your own trying to make money to go to college isn't exactly easy. You spend all day trying to find jobs that pays well. You applied for a job but didn't get hired. You came home to your tiny apartment and plopped right down on your bed. You really needed to find away to Make money for your next rent. You having a hard time in life at the moment. You fell asleep not even changing because that's how tired you are. You woke up the next morning and took a shower and got dress to go for another round of job hunting. You were walking when you came upon this flyer.
" care taker NEEDED immediately
Pays well "
You grabby the flyer and called quickly. Being a care taker isn't your first choice but what can you do, you desperately needed a job now. The phone rang twice before someone picked up.
" hello "
" yes this is y/n and I was calling about the flyer about the care taker "
" ahh yes "
" I would really take your offer on this job "
" that's great, when can you meet us "
" tomorrow morning "
" great, thanks for answering our flyer "
" no problem "
You finally felt happy that you might get a job. You made sure to pick your outfit carefully. You woke up the next morning and headed to the address they sent you. You came to this really big mansion. They seem to be really rich. You rang the door bell and they buzzed you in. You came inside and a middled aged man escorted you.
" right this way "
" thank you "
You looked around never seeing or being on a house this big before.
" ms. Jeon is waiting for you "
" thank you "
You stepped inside seeing a middled aged woman. She smiled at you with the sweetest smile.
" hello ms. Y/n "
" hello "
" shall we start "
" yes, of course "
She started off with asking you with a whole bunch of questions. After the interview she stood up and shook your hand.
" when can you start "
" umm anytime "
" how about now "
" right now "
" yes "
" of course, And I promise I'll be a good care taker for your husband "
" husband ? "
" yes "
" I think you must have been mistaken, it's my son "
" son ? "
" yes "
" sorry for the mistake "
" it's alright, come on I'll introduce you to him "
You followed her into a room, you could hear loud music blasting from the room. Ms. Jeon came to turn the music off.
" mom I told you to leave me alone "
" don't be rude Jungkook, I want you too meet someone "
" I already told you, I don't need anyone to help me "
" stop being rude "
You waited and he turned around using his wheelchair. He was absolutely gorgeous. The way his brown hair swept across his forehead. The way his eyes sparkles.
" meet y/n your need care taker "
" yeah, whatever "
He turned around and faced out side the big window by his door.
" I'm sorry for his behaviour "
" it's alright "
" it's just that he hasn't been himself since the accident "
" mind if I ask, what happened "
" he got hit by a car 3years ago trying to attend work and after that he was told he would be paralysed and never did anything but state outside this window, he hired about 6 care taker for him but they always end up leaving "
" don't worry, I will do all I can "
" thank you so much "
She left leaving you alone with Jungkook. You walked over to him and sat next to him.
" how are you, I'm y/n "
He didn't answer you but kept looking outside.
" so umm, what do you like to do "
He still didn't answer you making you feel awkward.
" so I'm guessing- "
" don't you ever know how to be quiet "
" sorry, I didn't mean to annoy you "
" well you are so please just leave me alone "
" alright then "
You came too look around taking you coat off. You heard the door open and came in a tall handsome man.
" hi, you must be y/n "
" that's me "
" I'm Taehyung, nice to meet you "
He seems to be much more nicer than Jungkook.
" I'm his brother and I come in to check on him from time to time "
" oh that's great "
" are you the new care taker "
" yes I am "
" well, maybe I should give you some schedule about how to do this job "
" that would be great "
Taehyung took out a schedule with lots of information about how too take care of Jungkook.
" thank you, this would be so helpful "
" also, don't mind Jungkook much sometimes he can be alittle too much "
" it's okay "
" well I should be going, I'll be back later "
" alright "
He left and you looked at the schedule. It was time for Jungkook to take his meds. You went to the cabinet to find the one Taehyung told you to give him. You walked to him feeling about afraid.
" umm it's time for you too take your meds "
" I don't want to take them "
" why not "
" I'm not going to get better so why even take them "
" well, you never know that "
" yes I do "
" look, life doesn't always come out what you expect but if you really want to be better you need to appreciate all the people around helping you and doing what they can to help make you better "
" fine "
He opened his mouth for you put the medicine in his mouth. You brought the cup up to his lips and he drank it.
" so, maybe we should get to know each other "
" I don't like talking to people, and I especially hate girls who talk a lot "
" alright then I'll just be over here "
For the next couple of days it's been the same thing over and over again. Coming to work just sitting down do nothing. Giving his meds when it's time help feed him when it's time. You came looked at the photos on his self. It was pictures of him and girl. It must have been his girlfriend. You saw the frames all broke So you decided you should fix them. You found sole glue and glued everything back together. Jungkook came to see what you were doing
" WHAT ARE TOU DOING "
" oh I was just fixing some of your things "
" don't even touch my stuff "
" sorry, I just saw this and thought I should help you fix it "
" well I don't want those fix "
" you know you don't have to be so rude, I'm just trying to help "
" well I don't need your help "
" I'm just here doing my job "
" well what if I don't want you here "
" well, it's your mother who hired me not you do unless she says she doesn't want me here, I'm going to stay here and do my job "
He just looked at you with stunned eyes.
" just leave them there "
He went back to starring at his windrow. It was time that you were leaving and you just couldn't wait to go home. The next morning you came and sat down. He came over to you
" I'm sorry about yelling at you yesterday "
" it's okay "
He went doing what he does everyday. You walked over to him and sat next to him.
" not to he rude or anything, but who was that girl "
He didn't answer you for a moment
" she's my first lover "
" really what happened "
" she left me "
" ohhh I'm sorry about that "
" she said she didn't love me anymore because I was like this "
" well, he lost because you seem like a nice man "
It was quiet for a moment, this is the first conversation you two ever really had.
" hey, I have an idea "
" what "
" let's go out for a walk "
" I don't want to "
" ohh come on let's go "
" fine "
You rolled him outside and it was nice to come out for some fresh air.
" isn't this nice "
" I guess it is a little nice "
You stopped for a bit and sat down on the bench while he sat across from you.
" tell me about yourself "
" well umm, I'm actually living alone trying to make money to get into a college "
" there got to be more "
" ohh umm, I like the color pink and my dream date is to go to the beach have a nice picnic and watch the sunset with the person I love "
" has that happened yet "
" sadly, no "
" well life doesn't always come out what you expected right "
You looked at him
" are you quoting me "
He chuckled a bit and this is the first you've seen him smile.
" you smiled "
" no I didn't "
" you know you actually look nicer when you smile like that "
" okay, stop flirting with me and let's get inside "
You smiled at him and helped him inside. It was getting late and you already helped Jungkook in bed. You decided to stay alittle later until Taehyung comes to stay with him. You were getting tired but you trek to stay awake. You heard someone screaming and yelling. You came inside seeing Jungkook all sweaty and was crying.
" JUNGKOOK WAKE UP "
He wouldn't wake up and you shook him until he woke up.
" are you okay you were having a nightmare "
You cupped his cheeks making sure he's okay.
" I'm fine "
You sat next by him making sure he's okay.
he seems to be okay now.
" are you okay now "
" yeah I'm fine, but can you please open that window "
You went over to open it and he was looking outside. You sat on his bed next to him. He turned to look at you
" why are you so nice to me "
" because I believe that if you do good things in life then good things would come to you "
" your so different "
" what like good different or bad different "
" just different, I've never seen someone who sees life to positive "
" well if you keep only looking at the bad things, then you wouldn't be happy so thinking positive about the little things can make a person happy "
JUNGKOOK POV
this girl isn't as bad as I thought. She's kind so positive and she's kind of cute in a way. I really want to know more about her. I haven't told her yet but I have a short chances of even still being in this world. To my surprise I want her to be the last person I take effort into knowing more about. She's so positive about life that it warms my heart a little. The next morning I woke up to her sleeping next to me. She laid on next to me while holding my hands. I rubbed my thumb over her fingers. I really wish I could touch her hair and hold her. I felt her waking up as I pretended to be asleep. She woke up and fixed the blanket on me and walked outside. For the next couple of months. We started to get to know each more and more. Each day I get excited to see her. I have taken the chance to have fallen in love with her. I never thought I would have loved anyone ever again until I met y/n and she changed my life. Sadly I got a call from the doctors and tomorrow I had to leave. I have don't have much Time to here anymore. I really didn't want to fall in love again. Because I didn't want to get y/n. I decided to do something nice for her tonight. I had Taehyung help me with tonight. I had him set up a picnic at the beach. I called y/n to Dress nice today. She seemed confused but did it anyways. She knocked on the door and came in. She looked beautiful. She was wearing a red dress that complimented her skin. The way the red lipstick made her lips pop.
" where are we going "
" someone where special "
We both arrived at the beach an I texted Taehyung to turned the lights on. She pushed me from behind with the wheel chair.
" seriously where are we going "
She couldn't stop smiling the whole time.
" here we are "
She looked and saw all the lights she looked surprise.
" SURPRISE "
" you did this "
" yup "
She jumped up and down while hugging me.
" it's beautiful "
" I know "
She sat down and looked at the food
" this is it my dream date "
" I know "
" I didn't think you were listening to me "
" of course I was "
She was eating the food and all I could do was stare at her. After the picnic. We were going to watch the sunset together. She was standing next to me.
" sit here "
" where "
My eyes went down to my lap and she seemed a bit hesitated.
" a-are you sure "
I smile and nodded, she came and sat on my lap. I loved her scent on her.
" what's with you today, why are you doing all this "
" just because, I really should appreciate you more and just incase I want to be the first person to do this for you "
" what do you mean incase "
" nothing "
The sun was setting and it was beautiful.
" JUNGKOOK it's setting, it's so beautiful "
She was so happy just to see the sun set. I was really trying to keep my tears in. All I could see was her in this sunset.
" look at me "
She turned to look at me.
" what's wrong "
I looked at her in the eyes letting her know that what I'm about to say was real.
" I want to tell you something "
" yes "
" I love you "
Her eyes widen and she looked shocked.
" you what "
" I love you, and I don't know how but you came into my life and changed it you are so positive and kind that you make me smile even when I don't want too. You make my heart go crazy for you every time I see you. You gave me another chance at love "
I could see her tearing up while smiling at me.
" I love you too Jungkook "
She leaned in and our lips touched and I my tears staining her cheeks. I thought to myself
" I'm sorry y/n I didn't want it to be like this "
The next day I was leaving and I felt bad because I didn't tell y/n at all. I looked at the place once more time.
" I love you y/n "
Your POV
You came to work all happy ready to see Jungkook. You came inside his room
" Jungkook where are you "
You looked around not seeing him and you got worried. You saw Taehyung come in.
" where's Jungkook "
" umm "
" where is he "
" he uh "
" tell me now "
" he left "
" what do you mean left, left as in he left to go somewhere for a bit "
" no he left this place "
" what "
" he told me to give you this "
It was a letter and you opened it

Dear y/n,
I am truly sorry for the way this turned out. I didn't want to tell you this in person. I'm leaving and I probably won't come back. I have a short chance of living so just think of it as I'm just leaving for a while. I'm really sorry to let you find out like this. But I wanted to tell you that you are such a kind person. I loved that you weren't afraid to show who you are or the way you viewed life so differently. You are so unique that I loved that. You gave me another chance of love and I'm so happy you came into my life. You showed me to appreciate life more. I wanted to make your dream date happen before I left. I wanted to do something good for you. I can't believe you were the one I ended up loving the most considering we didn't come up to a good start in the beginning. Anyways please never forget me, I'll always keep you with me. I'll be watching over you y/n. And don't forget I love you so much

LOVE Jungkook "
You dropped down on your knees and stared crying. You were so heart broken. You couldn't believe this was happening. You had your had on your chest feeling so much pain.
2years later
You decided to visit jungkook. You brought flowers and set down where he was. It's been two years without Jungkook. You still love and miss him like crazy.  But you knew he was somewhere else better.
" hey Jungkook, do you miss me like I miss you. I really wish we had a chance to have a proper goodbye. I really hope your doing okay "
You tears steaming down your face already.
" I love you so much Jungkook "