|Words: 2668| (A) - angst| non-famous au| Warnings: none|

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I remember how I use to look at you when we were kids. How I loved hanging out with you no matter where we were. Becoming closer and closer every day. Not wanting to leave you when I had to go home.

Every time we were separated it broke my heart seeing you leave. But it was even more fun to see you at school. How excited I was to see you there. Knowing you would sit next to me in class even if the teacher hated that. Letting you hold my hand secretly under the lunch table. Keeping secrets with each other. Whispering whenever the teacher was not looking at us. Seeing the way you would look at me just the way I would look at you. You just were so perfect in my eyes. Having my heart race too quickly. You were very special to me. I thought I was special to you too. But now everything is different. You changed, not me. You forgot about me. My existence was invisible to you. I loved you. I wasn't the one that separated us, it was you.

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Do you ever wonder why you meet someone? Like it was supposed to happen? How we meet would always bring back memories right? The way we would laugh at each when we did something stupid together. The way we would keep our secrets, always doing pinky promises. Do you ever wonder how it would have been if you didn't leave? How would it have been if we stay together for all those years? I'm not the only one that wonders that, right? Oh yeah, you wouldn't know. Cause you don't even care. Or could I say, don't even remember your own mistakes?

It's not like I can forget everything has happened to us. Is it just a dream right? Yeah right, only I have nightmares. They aren't even that bad anymore, they could be worst. But you don't even think of me anymore. I try not to let it bother me. It's not even that much big of a deal. Its okay, I'm fine...

Such lies...

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"Taehyung-ah, you need to learn how to share your toys." The teacher told me as I played with the car toys. I couldn't help but shrug while racing cars on the track. No one even dares to come to me anymore. I don't have any friends. It's normal for me to play by myself. Once I left the cars, others ran towards them and took them.

"But no one talks to me.." Everyone is scared of my imaginary mind. That everyone thinks that I am a weird person to talk to. That I'm acting like a four-year-old. Well I am only six, close enough right? I might look different for having brown hair but that wouldn't make him look weird.

"Don't worry, you will make friends. Trust me." She patted my head as she walked away. Looking over at the 'sonsengneem', she was talking to a noona and a boy around my age.

His black hair covered almost his eyes. Bunny teeth that would show off his smile. His eyes that were dark as night. His short body that could easily be thrown. He was definitely a little shorter than Taehyung. But his smile, it was actually really cute.

Like super cute..

The sonsengneem whispered to the noona while looking at me. I cocked my head to the side, giving her a confused look. Maybe she was telling the noona to watch out for me. For the boy to not talk to me. I headed towards an empty table, taking out some sheets of paper. Maybe some drawing will take things off my mind. I grabbed one of the crayons then started to draw a dinosaur. It's gonna a t-rex! I'll show it to eomma when I get home. She would be proud of my drawing, maybe I'll draw myself into the drawing t-

"Can I sit here?" I lost my train of thought. My eyes met the boy with the cute smile. My cheeks burned all of a sudden, turning my direction back to my drawing. I nodded. He pulled out the seat, sitting very close to me.

"What are you drawing?" He peaked over, placing his head on my shoulder. I shrugged at his question. Wasn't it obvious that I was drawing a t-rex?

"Hyung, my name is Jungkook. Jeon Jungkook." I nodded. How did he know I was older than him? I glanced at him, seeing him pull a piece paper towards him. Drawing out something. He was writing something in red crayon. H-His name?

"Hyung say it with me, Jeon Jung-kook.. Jeon Jungkook." He kept pointing at the paper while smiling. I pushed the crayon away, I got it the first time. I didn't need him to repeat it to me. He must be really persistence. The paper laid there, asking for me to take it. I took it, writing my name is green crayon this time.

"Kim Tae-Hyung. Kim Taehyung." He smiled at my sudden mocking. I couldn't help but blush. He pulled back the paper, flipping it over. Drawing a small flower, extending to bigger flowers. My eyes were drawn to the drawing. I couldn't keep my eyes off of it. Its like he was meant to be an artist.

"Jungkook-ah, eomma is going to work, arraso?" He nodded as he got up, running over to his eomma giving her a hug. Making me just a little jealous because I didn't get a hug. But we did just meet each other so it didn't bother me. Oh, I know! I will introduce myself to his eomma. She seems like a nice woman, it won't be weird.

"Jungkookie!!" I ran over to him, throwing my arms around his neck, pulling him into a hug. He immediately hugged me back, squeezing me while laughing.

"Hyung! Eomma this is Taehyung. He is my new best friend." I let go of him, looking up to his eomma. She squatted down, patting my head. My body immediately bowed, showing off my bowing skills. She giggled at me as she patted my back. The ends of my lips curved up, showing my smile.

"Aigoo, he seems like a good boy." She smiled at me, making me blush. Jungkook wrapped his small arms around my neck, pulling me close to him. "Eomma he is mine!" He pressed his side of his face to mine, squishing us together. I couldn't help but smile. Wrapping my arms around him as I squeezed him back. He giggled at my sudden movement.

"Arraso! Arraso! Eomma has to go to work now, annyeong!" She gave Jungkookie one last hug before she left. He ran back over to the table. Grabbing the paper then drawing out something. Did I forget to mention where we are? We are at daycare. But Jungkookie came late. His must of just moved here. Eomma and appa work so I come here until eight at night. But I just came from school and it's about 12:30.

Jungkook is turning 5.

Tae is gonna turn 7.

My birthday is in four months. I'm actually gonna be turning seven. That's so old! Like I can do so many things at the age of seven. I will finally be able to call myself a big kid.

"Hyung! Do you go to school?" I flinched at his voice. My head swung over, looking at him, giving him a nod. He smiled at my reply. He kept drawing as he talked.

"Me too! I just started, but eomma told me I have to walk here after school." He smiles suddenly disappeared. My eyes widened. Has he to walk here from school? I already do that! "How old are you Jungkookie?" He looked up at me, showing 4 fingers. Wow, he is younger than me. So he is just started school. Well, private school. He has to be from my school, cause it's a private school and its the only school around this daycare.

"And you hyung?" I showed him 6 fingers. He grabbed my hands while shaking them excitingly. Why is he so excited? It's just an age. Well, actuall it isn't just an age when it's your birthday.

"Ah hyung! You aren't that much older!

"I know."

"Hyung! Can we play a game?"

"What kind of game?"

"Thumb wars!"

My eyes narrowed, staring at his little face. Thumb wars? I'm the best at this. Of course, I will beat him. He pulled my hand away from the crayon, lining up our thumbs. His little thumb played with mine. He chuckled as he started to sing the little song, we eventually starting battling this out. This war seemed like it lasted forever! But eventually, Jungkookie won. But how did this little boy beat me?!

"How did you?!"

"I'm sorry!' Tears sparkled his eyes. My eyes widened as I pulled him into a hug. Patting his back. This is why everyone thinks I'm weird. I eventually raise my voice and everyone hates me. Jungkookie looked up at me, his eyes were all red and puffy.

"Mianhe Jungkookie!" I pulled him back into the hug, letting him cry in my chest. I ruffled his hair, softly tugging at the strands of hair. Considering he is short, he wrapped his small arms around my chest, sinking his head into my chest. I leaned my head over against his, comforting him.

"H-Hyung I'm okay now.." I let go of him, making sure he wasn't lying to me. I wiped his tears one last time.

"Arraso.. Come on let's go play outside." I grabbed his hand, intertwining it. He rubbed his eyes with his sleeves as we got outside. We headed towards the swings. I helped on to one, pushing him a couple times then getting on one myself. We just talked about toys and drawing while I tried not to let him cry.

"H-Hyung, those girls are pointing at us." He looked over, seeing two girls looking at us. They looked younger than me, but what are they doing? They eventually walked over to us, standing by Jungkookie.

"Annyeong I'm Jiyoon and this Is Somi." They bother waved at Jungkook as he waved back quickly, trying to slow himself down.

"H-Hyung!" He whined as he couldn't slow down. I jumped off of my swing as I headed over to him, trying to catch the chains to stop him. Once I got it, he jumped off, jumping into my arms. He gave me a hug before he turned his direction back to the girls.

"Annyeong I'm Jungkook." He bowed before smiling. The girls giggled as they looked at him. He was a little shorter than both of them.

"And I'm Taehyung." I bowed to both of them, seeing them give me confused looks. Yep, they think I'm weird.

"Jungkook-ah, hang out with us for now on!" The one with short hair, with bangs, grabbed Jungkookie hand, trying to pull him away. Jungkook's eyes widened as he looked over at me with pleading eyes. As if they saying "please don't let them take me."

"Hyun-"

"Cooties!" The girls both looked at me, their small eyes widened. They let go of Jungkookie and looked up at me.

"C-Cooties?! Does Jungkook-ah have cooties?!"

"Of course not. I do." I smiled at them, even though I'm lying. They ran away screaming as they ran back inside the daycare building.

"H-Hyung!" He ran back to me, giving me a hug. He is so adorable.. Just like a little bunny. I caressed his hair, my little fingers tangle through it. He snuggled closer to me, making me walk backward. His little studders are so cute. I just can't resist those small giggles he has.

Why do I feel like I need to protect Jungkook? As if he is gonna be very special to me. Like I'm taking care of my own little brother. He seems very important to me even though we just met each other.

"Jungkookie, its okay! Let's just go back to the building okay?" He nodded as he wrapped his arm around mind, keeping very close. We walked in, seeing everyone stare at us. They all parted ways, going back to the reading.

"Want to meet my brother later? Jungkookie nodded with a smile.

My brother Taewon is fourteen years old. He is the only hyung that I know of. Besides all of my cousins and 'friends'. But this is the first time someone has actually called me a hyung. Usually, hyung walks me home but he has been busy with clubs after school lately. So that's why I have been walking myself home this week. Oh! Jungkookie can come over to my house once! Eomma would love to see me making friends.

"I'm sure Taewon would love to meet you!" He smiled as I pulled him into the building, seeing our 'songsengneem'. Right when I was about to go to the songsengneem, Jungkookie pulled me towards him.

"H-Hyung! My b-birthday is t-tomorrow! W-Would you l-like to go to my p-party?" My head shot towards him. The ends of my lips curved up, showing him my smile. I couldn't help but nod with excitement. He wrapped his arms around my waist, squeezing me. I hugged him back, resting my chin on the top of his head.

I have actually made a friend. Someone that is willing to invite me to his own party! Even I get to be a hyung! No more, I'm the younger one. Jungkookie will always be my best friend forever.

The songsengneem came towards us, crouching next to us.

She told us we needed to go home early to problems at the daycare. I looked over at Jungkookie, I couldn't help but fiddle with my own fingers. Very nervous to ask him one simple question.

"J-Jungkookie.. Do you want me to walk you home?" Jungkook looked up and immediately shook his head.

"I'll be alone for a while.. Hyung I'll be scared!" Jungkook wrapped his arms around me, holding on tightly. I couldn't move. He was shaking in my arms. I held onto to him, pulling him even closer.

"It will be okay Jungkookie. When does your eomma get home?" Jungkook looked at his fingers with a confused look. Does he not know how to count that high?

"Uh.. Hyung I can't count that high!" I couldn't help but smile and pull him closer.

"Is it 6?"

He shakes his head.

"7?"

No again

"8?"

No

"9?!"

Jungkook finally nodded, jumping up and down.

"Hyung you count so well!" Jungkook shook my arm, smiling cutely with that bunny smile. Gosh, he is so cute!

He held onto the younger's, hand gripping tightly. Smiling at him.

{11 years later.}

Jimin looked out the window, a pencil in his hand as he tapped it on his desk.

"Jungkook get over it, it has been months." His best friend, Jimin told him as he patted the youngers back. Jungkook pushed his arm away, not wanting to talk to anyone.

"Jimin let him be, it doesn't care." Yoongi grabbed his boyfriend's arm.

"No!"

"No? Jimin grows up, let Jungkook be." The elder grabbed his boyfriends arm, dragging him outside the classroom.

"Jungkook please rest and get over the fact, he left because he wanted to. If he cared he would have never left. It was his choice, not his parents, his. He is 18 he can do whatever he wants to." Namjoon told the younger as he ruffled the youngers hair before leaving.

"Get over the fact that he left me? Yeah fucking right."

Hoseok and Jin sighed as they left the room as well with the others. All Jungkook wanted to do was throw his desk at the window, scream and cry.

"Why did you leave me when you said you would protect me.."

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