"Mrs Jeon, you have been diagnosed with lung cancer. Unfortunately, you have arrived too late for us to operate on you or create any further changes so." The doctor paused before continuing his speech.

"Mrs Jeon, you have 5 days remaining. Please make your last days special, don't regret them."

I nodded in response, as the doctor walked away.

Tears exploded everywhere.

I was going to die?

I couldn't tell Jungkook, could I?

No, I would spend my last days with my loved one, Jungkook.

I'll make my last days with him special, I'll make his time worth it.

~ Timeskip to the next day ~

"Hey Jungkook, do you want to go out today?" I ask, forcing a small smile on my lips, trying my best to convince him.

"Sorry, got work." He snaps quickly which events in me frowning.

Darn.

"Oh, it would of been nice." I mumbled, hopefully speaking loud enough for him to hear.

"I make money to put a roof over our head, the least you could do is complain." He yells at me.

"You're right."

~ The next day ~

I woke up and saw that Jungkook had already left a note.

Business trip for a week, I can hardly make calls or texts. You know what to do. 

- J.JK

I burst into tears again, why did fate have to arrive like this?

By the time he came back, I'd be dead.

The only way was to message him and hope he'd reply.

Y/N:

Jungkook

Y/N:

Jungkook

Y/N:

Jungkook

Jungkook: 

What the hell do you want? Didn't I say I was busy? I'm in a meeting, stop wasting my time. It's just a week.

Y/N:

Jungkook I have lung cancer, I'll be dead by the time you come back.

Please check your internet connect or retry.

Y/N:

Jungkook

Message failed to send, please try again soon.

I yelled in frustration and through my phone at the wall.

I was going to die in three days and I'd be alone, not even with my lover.

Smirking, I grab a piece of paper and write a note to Jungkook.

Explaining everything I knew.

~ Day 5 ~

This was my last day and I smiled.

There was no point anymore so I might as well accept this.

I mean, if I didn't, this would of just kept repeating, right? 

Lying on the bed, I start placing the note beside me.

I dressed myself in the wedding dress I married Jungkook in as well.

Everything was perfect.

All I had to do now was close my eyes and go to sleep forever.

And so I did.

~ Timeskip to it being a full week ~

JUNGKOOK'S POV

I arrive home and mentally sigh.

That was a week full of immaturity. Kids, kids and more kids. Ugh.

"Y/N~" I sing my second wife's name, giggling at my childish tone.

"I hope she isn't sleeping again. What a lazy-" I pause when the bedroom door opens and it reveals Y/N sleeping in her wedding dress.

Goosebumps crawled on my skin when I realized her lips were blue.

Is that normal?

There was a note beside her that I decided to pick up and read.

Dear Jungkook,

By the time you read this I am already dead. I knew I was going to be dead 7 days ago.

When you left for your 'business trip.'

How's your second wife going btw?

Oh, and your fifth girlfriend?

Do you like kids? You should of just asked me.

Jungkook, I saw everything happen.

But you know what? I stayed quiet, because I loved you.

Even though it hurt me, I still believed in our relationship.

I believed in you.

Remember when you promised to never leave me?

I told you, "Please don't make a promise unless you mean it"

You said, "You know I mean it."

Look at you now.

On your 2nd wife and fifth girlfriend, basically 7 people you used.

Do you feel accomplished with yourself Jungkook?

Do you feel proud?

I feel proud that I didn't tell you about my lung cancer that was on the highest level.

I feel proud that I didn't receive any treatment.

I feel proud that you didn't notice when I'd tremble out of nowhere.

You think I'd do it for attention?

Look at me now.

Dead.

Maybe you take my lung to the black market to feed your families.

Do whatever you want just know you're still being watched.

- Lee Y/N

"W-What.." I trail off, lost of my own words.

She was dead?

This has to be a joke.

"Very funny Y/N, wake up."

I lie beside her.

She stays frozen.

"Wake up." I repeat, softly pushing her shoulder.

"Wake up please." I plead, placing my hands on her shoulders.

"I said wake up!" My voice yells, but she doesn't flinch. I cry even more.

"WAKE UP!" 

She can't be dead, she was my wife, she was my lover, she was the best.

"Why why why why why why?" I ask myself, how could I let this happen?

"WHY GOD WHY!?" Screaming, I throw our furniture against the wall.

All the books fall off. 

How could she leave me like this? How could she have been so selfish?

Now she's gone.

And I didn't even know she was going to die.