Y/N's POV 

It has been a month of promoting our debut and so far we receive a lot of positive feedback and support. Today is going to be the last day of us performing in the music show. We are ready to go on stage to perform our title track for the last time. 

"Okay girls this will be our last performance so let's do our best alright?" I put my hand in the middle to do our cheer before going upstage. One by one the girls put their hand above one another. 

"BTY!" I announce the start of our cheer. The other girls all look at one another to give their support by eye contact. 

"Hwaiting!!" we cheered together while pushing our hands down. I took a deep breath before going up to the stage to go to our starting position. I always have this habit of not putting one of my in-ear before I go on stage and would only wear it when I am in position. I love hearing the cheers of our fans and their screaming. It gives me the motivation to perform the song knowing that they love it. 

After we end our performance, we go back to the dressing room to rest before the ending part of the music show. So far we have not been nominated for first place in music shows but today on our last day we are nominated to be in the first place.  

When we reach back the dressing room, we are surprised by the boys. All of them are there waiting for us. I am actually shocked that they are there. I mean this morning when I texted Jungkook, he said that they will be busy today.

"I thought you say you are busy at the studio today?" that is the first thing I say when I see him there with the other boys. 

"Well, I said I am busy but I didn't state what I was busy with. Why did you assume that I will be at the studio Baby?" he gives me that smirk he always gives when he knows that I can't answer back. I just sigh in reply instead since I really can't answer him back. 

He suddenly stands up and pulls me out of the dressing room leaving the girls and his hyungs. He pulls me to a quiet corner where nobody can see or hear us. His expression changes into a serious one as soon as we stop at a corner. 

"Y/N, I have to tell you something..." he starts in a low voice. My mind starts to think negatively. Usually, when his expression is serious, he is going to say something bad. 'Are we going to break up?' That is the only question that is in my mind right now. I don't know why I am suddenly thinking of this question. I hope it is not going to happen. I mean we are okay and not even fighting or arguing. Everything is well except for the fact that we are not spending much time with each other due to our busy schedules. 

"I still have to go back on stage for the ending. Can you tell me later?" I ask him back trying to avoid what he wants to say for now. I don't want my mood to be ruin by whatever he is going to say. 

"Okay Jagi...Take my car later alright? I will tell you then..." He states slowly and walks back to the dressing room while holding my hand tightly. My heart is really feeling uneasy right now and my mind is everywhere thinking all the negative things that he might say later on. 

As soon as Jungkook and I reach back the dressing room I was informed that it is time to go back for the ending stage for the announcement for the first place.  The girls and I made our way back to the stage. I clear my mind and try to not think about any negative thoughts for the ending stage. 

"Now let's see who will be the first for this week" The MC announce and the screen shows the breakdowns before slowly totaling up the results. I am nervous for the results but excited at the same time. The screen suddenly shows our group name and confetti pop making me jump a little. 

"CONGRATULATION Bangtan Yeojadan!!!!" the MCs wish us congrats and hand us the trophy and flowers. I took the trophy and the mic to say our thank yous. 

"Ah really thank you to our fans, our Sunbaenim who wrote this song for us and lastly our CEO for making our debut possible. This really means a lot to us and I am thankful to be with my members and winning our first win together today. Kamsahabnida! Saranghae!" I end my thank you and pass the mic to Jin Ae Unnie who is beside me. She said her thank you followed by our maknae who is the last one to say thank you. I really and honestly did not expect us to have our first win today but still thankful for it. 

We celebrate on stage and also showing our love to our fans. We sang the song in the most cheerful and cute way.  We say our final goodbyes and thank you to our fans before leaving the stage to head back to the dressing room to take our group photos to be posted on twitter. I also take a selca to post on our shared twitter account. The boys congratulate us on getting our first win as well. I finally change back to my casual clothes. Jungkook was waiting for me outside the dressing room to go back together in his car. 

"Unnie, I will be going back with Jungkook Oppa in his car. Can you help me tell Junki Oppa for me so he wouldn't wait for me and follow you all instead?" I didn't manage to tell Junki Oppa since he already went off to our van when we are still on stage. Jin Ae Unnie nodded and tells me to be safe. I walk out of the dressing room to meet Jungkook. My mind starts to think of all the negative thoughts all over again and my heart starts to beat rapidly. 

Jungkook holds my hand and walks me to his car. We walk in silence but his grip on my hand is strong. It is like telling me this will be the last time for us to hold hands. I enter his car followed by him entering the driver's seat and starts the engine. 

"Jagi..." he calls me in a low tone. I look up at him. I gulped looking at his teary eyes. 

"Why are your eyes teary? What is wrong?" I try to hold back my tear from filling up my eyes as well. I can't see him being teary like this.

"Jagi...I need to tell you this but I don't want you to blame yourself or thinks that it is your fault alright?" I just stayed silent and look at him while my eyes are welling up with tears. 

"Let's bre-"

"No...Don't say it please" I cut him off knowing what he wants to say. I don't want my negative thoughts before this to be true. I start to shake my head and tears starts to roll down my cheeks. 

"Jagi I am sorry...I really am...We can't go on like this baby" 

"Why? Just why?" I try not choked up while asking him.

"Let's break up" Jungkook simply state and look forward. I start to break down and question myself 'Why must this happen? I thought we were happy? Why is he asking for a break-up?' I unbuckle my seatbelt wanting to get off his car but he stops me. 

"Let me send you home. There is still something for me to tell you" I give in knowing that the girls have probably gone off. Throughout the ride home, only my sobbing can be heard. Jungkook suddenly pulls up at the side of the road and turn to me. 

"Please don't cry...it makes me feel even more guilty Y/N..." he wipes away my tears but I continue sobbing. I just can't understand why he wants to break up.

"I thought we were happy? I thought we were fine? Why do you want to break up? What did I do wrong? You don't love me anymore? After all these years we have been together, you want to break-up? Why Oppa? " I ask him the questions that I have and that makes me sob even more. 

"Y/N...I told you to not blame yourself. You didn't do anything wrong and I still love you Y/N. I cherish all the time we had together. It is just that we will get busier after this and I feel like I would just be in the way for you to achieve what you want" Jungkook eyes start to tear up again. 

"And your solution is to break-up? Jungkook...I don't want us to end. I can't leave you...Jungkook please don't leave me...Why did you even think that you would be in my way in the future?" I stop sobbing but my tears are still rolling down my cheeks. I look at him straight in the eyes waiting for his answer. 

"I don't know Y/N...I just don't want us to argue or fight in the future for not spending time with each other. We might not be arguing or fighting now about it but I am afraid we will in the future. I know I am not being reasonable and matured about it but please don't make me feel guilty about this...I really still love you and I didn't want this to happen as well...Trust me Y/N I even ask Jin Hyung for advice...Y/N lets trust in fate for this? If we are really meant to be, we will be together again when the time is right...okay?" Jungkook starts to cry a little and I cry again. I nod my head although I don't want to. Jungkook calms himself down before wiping away my tears again and starts driving back to my dorm. 

"Y/N...can I call you Jagi for the last time and kiss you for the last time?" I slowly nod my head but looking forward instead of him. 

"Jagi lets believe in fate okay? Jagi I love you. Jagiya...look at me with that beautiful smile of yours for me please" I turn to him slowly with tears in my eyes and gives him a sad smile.

"Jagi please don't cry. Jagi I can't see you cry. Jagi I will always love you. Forever and ever even if fate isn't on our side" He lean in and gives me the last kiss. I could taste his salty tears. My tears are uncontrollably flowing down my cheeks. I don't want this kiss to end. I want it to last forever. He kisses me passionately and deepens the kiss not wanting to break away from the kiss. He slowly breaks away from the kiss with tears in his eyes. Tears keep flowing down my cheeks after he moves away.  

"Jungkook, can I hug you and call you Oppa in a loving way for the last time too?" He nods and I try to calm myself. 

"Oppa~ I will believe in fate and wait for the right time. Oppa~ I love you too forever and ever. Oppa~ I promise you that I will never forget or remove these feelings for you. Oppa~ let's not be awkward. Oppa...I want to see your bunny smile for the last time" I look at Jungkook and he gives me the most saddest bunny smile I have ever seen. I hug him tightly not wanting to break away from it. 

After I don't know how long, I slowly break away knowing that I have to leave and get ready to reveal the fandom name with girls in a Vlive. 

"Oppa~, don't cry and drive home safely okay? I love you Oppa~" I get ready to get out of the car. 

"Jagi-ya, don't cry as well and I will drive home safely. I love you Jagi-ya. I love you Baby" He took my hand and pecked it for the last time before I went out of the car. I walk to the lobby of my dorm. I turn around to see Jungkook drive off and eventually breaks down again while walking to my dorm. 

Before I enter the dorm I wipe away my tears and then enter. Jin Ae Unnie and Angel are in the living room. I try to avoid them and go straight to my room which I share with Angel but unfortunately, they turn around and realise my red eyes. 

"Y/N are you okay? Why are you crying? Did Jungkook do anything to you?" hearing his name makes me break down again. Jin Ae Unnie is always the one who takes care of us. She is our substitute mom in the dorm and group. 

"We...broke up," I say it in an inaudible voice. 

"Why?" Angel asks this time shock by the news. 

"I think we should get ready to announce the fandom name. Y/N let everything out to us straight after we end our Vlive okay? Please don't cry now, I am sure you don't want our fans to be worried right?" Jin Ae Unnie tries to calm me down. She wipes away my tears and I nod my head. Angel went to call the others out. I went into my room to apply some concealer to conceal my puffy eyes and put on some eye drops to reduce the redness. 

We organize ourselves and make sure the camera is able to see us all. We start the Vlive and put the title of the Vlive as 'Fandom Name Reveal!!!!'

"2,3! Fly! High! Annyeonghaseyo Bangtan Yeojadan ibnida!" we start our live by our introduction. 

"We like to thank you all for letting us win our first win today! YAYYYY!!!!" I thank our fans again. I look at the comment section and many of the comments were 'Omg we are getting a fandom name already? YASS' 

The others continue to say their thank you and the ones that didn't manage to say their thank-you at the music show just now is taking their time to say their thank-you. 

"So are you all curious about the fandom name?" Sarang asks our fans. The rest of us imitate our fans by whisper shout 'Yesssss' and chuckling after that. 

"Should we reveal it now?" Chung He turn to us and asks since she is sitting at the very end. 

"I guess we should. On the count of 3 alright?" I inform them while smiling. 

"1....2......3!" I count. 

"Lovin!!!!!" We say the fandom name by calling it out to our fans. 

"Wahhh congrats Lovins!" We wish our fan congratulations on getting the name. 

"Lovins means that you are our love who we can rely on and also our Lovins will be our bulletproof vests as well," Minah told the meaning behind the fandom name. 

"Lovins you will always be our love and we would never forget you!" Ji Eun says this time.

"Bangtan Yeojadan will always love you, Lovins!" VN says while smiling brightly. 

We end our Vlive after wishing our fans congrats again on the fandom name and also saying that we love them. Finally, the fandom name is out and the live has ended.

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Author's Note: 

This chapter is so long and it is the longest chapter I have written so far. I can't believe I actually cried while writing this chapter at the part where Jungkook and Y/N broke up. I am such an emo kid HAHAHA. But anyway, this isn't the last chapter. I wanted to make this the last chapter but it will be super long if I fit everything in this chapter to end it. I hope you like this chapter although it is super long to me.

Do comment if you cry while reading this chapter too hehehe

Sorry for any grammar errors or typos.