Smut chapter🌚 maybe it's just me who's a pervert, but I have been waiting for this.

(And it's long- 👀)
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Namjoon's hands slowly sinks to Jin's hips and holds tightly around them, turning him around harshly.

"You look good today," Namjoon says while closing the distance between their faces so their noses touch.

"I'm still wearing the shorts I slept in, what are you saying?" Jin teases. It is true though, since it's weekend he didn't have the energy to change out of his nightwear.

Considering that his insomnia is almost taken care of completely, he now actually enjoys being lazy and walking around in shorts or pyjamas all day.

"I like you this way the best," Namjoon replies.

"Are you trying to persuade me to do something?"

"Maybe. Is it working?"

"Mmm depends-" Jin wraps his arms around the other's neck, playing a little with his strands of hair.

Namjoon smiles and slowly leans in, letting their lips meet in a comfortable kiss.

Jin sighs into it, tilting his head just a little. He just feels so comfortable in Namjoon's arms. His homely warmth, soothing voice and that damned smile.

Jin still doesn't know what their future will be like. If this, whatever they have going on, will work out, but honestly... Jin's too tired to care.

If the world will hate him for being with Namjoon, so be it.

He gasps into the kiss as he feels Namjoon's large hand grab around is bum, lifting him up from the floor.

Out of reflex, he swings his legs around Namjoon's hips and let's the younger walk him up the stairs.

"I gotta say, the others have amazing timing for leaving the house," Namjoon mumbles against Jin's neck has he leads the to Jin's room.

Jin smacks the back of his head, making the younger yelp in surprise. "Don't get used to it."

Namjoon chuckles and gets inside the room. He gently places Jin on the bed and watches him fall back with a sigh.

Namjoon crawls over him, caging his face between his muscular arms. Jin looks up at him with somewhat hesitation, but still excitement.

"I... I don't want to hurt you again," the younger whispers painfully. Jin chuckles a little at the as he lifts his arms to once again wrap them around  Namjoon's neck again.

"You won't hurt me, I want to do this," Jin whispers. It's not lie that he isn't a virgin anymore, considering that he's a bit older than the others and he has been alone for quite a long time.

But that doesn't mean it isn't uncomfortable for him to get involved with sexual interaction again.

The times he had that was after his disgusting uncle was while he was extremely drunk, so he barely remembers them.

That was the only way he could drown his fears.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah," Jin answers.

They look at each other for a little while before Namjoon leans back to kiss the other's neck. His tongue darting over the skin, tasting every corner of Jin's colorbone before pulling back to get rid of their shirts.

When that's done in a quick motion, his mouth returns to Jin's chest, teasing a little before turning towards one of his nipples.

Jin sighs as Namjoon's tongue licks around and over the small bud, sucking on it lewdly.

Jin hisses as he feels Namjoon's teeth bite the flesh, sending a wave of please down his spine.

Maybe Namjoon did figure out that Jin likes it a little painful.

The younger keeps kissing and messing with Jin's chest and stomach while he opens both of their pants to get rid of them as well.

The boxers disappear too, showing Jin's semi hard cock lying on his stomach. Namjoon licks his lips at the sight, finally knowing that he might get to claim Jin for good.

He has been so scared to make a move, but finally Jin will let him in on his own body.

"Don't just stare at it!" Jin snaps, his cheeks tinting with embarrassment as he gives the back of Namjoon's head another smack.

"Auch-" Namjoon laughs before he slowly leans down and starts kissing the other's member.

Jin sighs at that, falling back against the soft sheets. It's incredibly pleasurable already. God, he's getting old.

He gets lost in staring at the ceiling for a second before he squeaks as he feels something soft and wet run over his hole.

Good he took a shower earlier today and maybe/maybe not cleaned himself and masterbated for quite a while in there.

Namjoon's tongue presses further before getting past the rim. Jin glups and let's out a hard breath. It's been a whole since that part of him had been messed with, therefore his body acts on its own.

He can't help but flinch a little as Namjoon starts pressing his finger in together with his tongue, stretching the other.

Jin's head flies up and he grabs Namjoon's hair as he forces two and soon three fingers inside of him, clearly having a hard time holding back.

"Sorry," he whispers as he thrusts the fingers back and forth inside Jin. He does that for quite a while, still wanting to be sure Jin won't get too hurt from this.

The said male can't hold back a moan at the pleasure and pain mixing together. He hasn't felt that in so long and it's absolutely amazing.

"N-Namjoon..." he whimpers. The younger male can't hold back at that.

He pulls his fingers out a uses his other hand to grab around Jin's wrist, and squeeze it tightly.

Jin moans and he soon feels the grib let go as Namjoon's arms hock under his legs, forcing them up against his chest.

"Hold them," he orders and Jin quickly obeys. Namjoon goes to his bag that's thrown to the corner of the room and takes out a bottle of lube.

He gets between Jin's legs again and coats his length with the transparent material, also adding a little over Jin's hole which makes him flinch in surprise at the coldness.

"Tell me if it hurts," Namjoon almost growls, sounding like it will be nearly impossible to stop him even if it hurts.

Jin just nods and bites his lip. It has been so long, his body is almost shaking with excitement. He wants Namjoon close, really close.

The younger slowly lines himself up and pushes in. It's of course painful for Jin as the other goes deeper, being waaaay too big in Jin's opinion. But he doesn't mind, as mentioned, he does like when it hurts a little.

Jin gasps loudly when Namjoon bottoms out, letting the other adjust as he leans down and connects their lips.

He let's a hand run over Jin's hair, seeing how the elder is already sweating beautifully. His hair sticks to his forehead and his mouth is agape to let his breath out faster.

"Gorgeous," Namjoon whispers before he pulls back to angle himself better, pulling out of Jin's clenching hole. He slams back in right away, feeling their hips connect and create the lewd sound of skin against skin.

Namjoon doesn't hold back as he starts slamming into the other, seeing Jin's head fall back and expose his neck beautifully as he groans.

"Ah- shit-" he gasps as he grabs the sheets, tugging them so hard that his knuckles turn white. He holds his legs lazily around Namjoon's waist as the younger goes faster for every thrust.

Jin's body moves in momentum with him and the mattress, his hips squirming to get just a bit more friction.

It's the first time in awhile that Jin actually wants to open his eyes and stare at the other, loving how the Namjoon's face grimaces from pleasure.

He groans as he leans back and grabs both of Jin's legs before throwing both of them over one shoulder. This gives him even better access and he goes way deeper then before.

His pace never flatters and Jin must admit he's already feeling his body tightening up. Maybe his lack of experience lately has made his body this sensitive.

He doesn't recall much from his past sex experiences, but holy Christ this must be the best one yet.

"Na-Namjoon- faster!" he gasps, even though it's probably not possible for Namjoon to go any faster.

The younger leans over and squeezes Jin's legs against his chest. He loves getting close to Jin's face and stare at the elder male who seems lost in the feeling of being manhandled like this.

Namjoon suddenly stops and pulls out, grabbing Jin's waist to spin him around and press him into the sheets. He holds the back of Jin's neck as he sinks in once again, watching his dick disappear in between Jin's red cheeks.

The sight before Namjoon is something worth waiting for.

Jin's back is arched and flexing sexily, sweat is coating his shining and tanned skin. It's like a dream sight for the younger, making him realize how lucky he actually is.

He starts going at animalistic speed again, using his free hand to hold down on Jin's lower back to get the best angle.

Jin's moans get muffled against the sheets, his hands are aimlessly trying to grab onto something as he feels the knot in his stomach get even tighter.

"I'm- I'm coming- I can't-" Jin gasps and shuts his eyes tightly. The feeling of Namjoon's hand tightening around his neck and his dick twitching inside of him makes the elder man reach his limit.

He truely isn't young and filled with energy any longer.

He cums against the mattress that his whole front is pressed against, feeling it get soaked with his white fluids.

Namjoon only gets even more turned on as he feels Jin clench tightly around him, indicating that he did indeed come hard.

The younger feels his hair shake against his forehead, his abs are getting sore from flexing so tightly and his hips just keeps going faster and faster as he reaches for his orgasm. He has waited so long for this, but he doesn't regret that at all.

He leans down and let's his teeth sink deeply into the flesh of Jin's shoulder, hearing the older man cry out loudly. That pushes Namjoon over the edge and he comes inside, slamming his hips a few more times to ride out the pleasurable feeling.

He's has had a lot of sex in his short time of life, but this... this was on another level. The fact that he actually reached a high with a person he loves is a new experience for him. And he loved every bit of it.

He let's Jin's shoulder go only to rest his sweating forehead on top of it. Jin's body is heaving up and down, trying to get his breath back to normal.

Namjoon let's his body fall on top of the other, feeling both of their heartbeats calm down from the amazing high.

"Holy shit," Jin gasps and feels Namjoon slide down beside him tiredly, clearly exhausted.

"Yeah... holy shit," the younger repeats. That causes Jin to let out a breath laugh as he turns over and looks at the other.

He smiles and pulls Namjoon in for a kiss which the elder happily returns. Jin knows that they really are meant for each other, there's no way he can let his image or age get in the way of that.

"We should shower, before the others get back," he whispers and plays a little with Namjoon's hair.

"Yeah," Namjoon replies, and they lie there just a little longer before getting themselves together and get cleaned up.

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I really want to be one of those who write good smuts, but it's so difficult!