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confessing

"What're you doing here?" Chan questions, repeating what Seungcheol had just asked him. 

"I asked you first." 

"You sound like a ten year old." 

"You're acting like a ten year old." 

Chan glared at Seungcheol with fury in his eyes before asking "how am I acting like a ten year old?" 

"You're not telling me what's up...what're you doing in this area, you do know this is a bad area right?" Seungcheol asks, now bringing his arms up to cross them across his chest. 

"Yeah, so what? Mr Goody-two-shoes is trying to stop me because he thinks I'll do something bad?" Chan questions, referring to Seungcheol. 

"What're you going into that area for, you do know what they do in that area, right?" Seungcheol asks, looking at Chan with a serious expression on his face, so he knows that he's upset. 

"I do know, just let me live Seungcheol..." Chan says, turning around and about to walk away but Seungcheol grabbed Chan's shoulder to stop him from walking away from him. 

"I thought you told me you'd stop selling yourself. I'm someone to replace your sexual needs remember...what happened to that? We did it yesterday, didn't we?" Seungcheol questions, sounding confused and a bit betrayed in a way. 

"Seungcheol I don't want to talk about this with you, let me go." Chan scoffs, trying to shake Seungcheol's grip off of him, but Seungcheol wouldn't budge. 

"I'm not letting go...Chan what's up with you...something's wrong and you're not telling me anything! Can you please just tell me what's wrong?!" 

"I can't..." Chan faintly mumbles so quietly that Seungcheol couldn't even hear him. 

"What?"

"I can't" Chan mumbles once again, not saying it any higher then the tone he was speaking in before. 

"What?" Seungcheol says once more, still not hearing what Chan was saying. 

"I SAID I CAN'T!" Chan shouts like he was angry. His anger quickly turned into sadness and tears started to form in his eyes. He looked down, hanging his head low so Seungcheol couldn't see the tears forming in his eyes and wiped underneath his eyes as tears tarted to fall. "I can't tell you what's wrong...I can never..." 

"Why can't you...I want to be closer to you Chan." Seungcheol faintly says, bringing two fingers and putting them underneath Chan's chin before making Chan look up at him. Chan still had tears forming in his eyes, his eyes were shimmering with water. 

"Seungcheol...if I tell you why I've been acting up...all it's going to do is ruin the family. It'll never be accepted, I can't do it." 

"Just tell me Chan, I promise I won't think of you any different if you tell me...please, what's going on?" Seungcheol says in a practically begging tone. 

Chan looked at Seungcheol in his eyes before taking a big breath of air in, thinking of what he was going to say. He then decides to answer, confessing "I like you Seungcheol...there you have it."

"You like me?" Seungcheol repeats like he hadn't heard correctly. 

"I mean I love you...or however you want to put it. But I like you, and I know we can never be together because our parents are getting married and it's too late, and we'll be brothers and it'll all be messed up and I can't deal with it." Chan says, walking back from Seungcheol and grabbing his hair in frustration. He then turned around and kicked a pole which was beside him. 

"Hey, hey, calm down" Seungcheol says, bringing Chan in for a tight hug, seeing how upset he was about the whole situation.

Chan started to sob into Seungcheol's chest when he brought him in for a hug. He clutched onto the back of Seungcheol's shirt while continuing to sob. "I-I'm sorry Seungcheol, I'm sorry that I love you." Chan says through his sobs. 

Seungcheol was surprised because this was the first time he had heard Chan sincerely say he was sorry...let alone the first time he heard Chan sound so serious. "Chan it's fine...because I love you too." Seungcheol says, rubbing Chan's back to calm him down from crying.

When Seungcheol confessed, Chan looked up at him a bit surprised, tears still streaming down his cheeks while asking "you do?" 

Seungcheol couldn't even speak, all he could do was nod and lean down to kiss Chan on the lips softly. 

Chan was surprised by Seungcheol's sudden kiss but accepted it, kissing him back. His hands un-clenched from the back of Seungcheol's shirt and gently held onto him. "I think I was in deep after I realised we did it." Seungcheol admits which just made Chan laugh. 

"Well what now...what do we do now?" Chan questions, hoping that Seungcheol might have an answer. 

Seungcheol stared at Chan for a second before sighing and saying "we have to tell them." 

"Tell who?" 

"Tell our parents." 

"Tell our parents what?" 

Seungcheol stared at Chan with a blank expression on his face for two seconds before saying "come on Chan, don't play dumb." 

"If you're suggesting we tell our parents that we love each other then it's a no. We can not tell them something like that. First of all, they're going to get married, they're not going to stop their marriage just because they find out we like one another. Knowing my mom, she'll take us 'loving each other' as a brotherly type of thing, and even if she doesn't take it as a brotherly type of thing she'll say it's a phase. Secondly that'll mean we're gay if we come out saying we love each other to them. I don't know about your dad, but I know my mom won't like that." Chan rants, looking at Seungcheol dead serious. 

"You're over thinking things here Chan-" 

"How am I over thinking things, I'm just being logical! This is why I didn't want to tell you, because I know this situation is inevitable. We can't change anything! Our parents won't just not get married because we love one another, and it's not like we can run away to make love in a different country or something because you're a daddy's boy!" 

"I-I'm not that much of a daddy's boy...am I?" Seungcheol asks, looking at Chan hesitantly. Chan just gave him a look that he should already know.

"Well it's not like we can just let them get married without them knowing about our feelings towards one another and..." Seungcheol stopped midway into what he was saying to take a big sigh and look down at the ground. "If they don't accept us, or if they still continue to get married then I guess I wouldn't mind leaving with you to go somewhere else." He admits, slightly glancing up at Chan to see his reaction. 

When Chan heard that, he was slightly smiling. "Really?" Was the first thing that came out of his mouth. 

"Yes really..." Seungcheol answers, leaning down and kissing Chan once again on the lips. 

"I...I love you Seungcheol" Chan faintly says once they parted from one another to take a couple of breathes. 

"I love you too..." Seungcheol says  before going in to kiss Chan once more. 

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