Tamaki Pov

Even though I was in my third year I never let anyone in my dorm as I didn't want them in here especially this time of year as it was the anniversary of my brother. He was my world he helped me a lot with my social anxiety and even encouraged me a lot to get stronger and no matter when I shouted and screamed I couldn't do it he always smiled messing my hair up telling me I could do anything I wanted I just needed to believe it.

But one day he never came home I waited and waited thinking his mission was taking him longer but that wasn't the case the next morning when I got a call from the hospital saying I needed to come and say goodbye as he didn't have much time and he wanted to see me, I never ran so fast that day to get there only to be a second to late, reaching the doors to his room for only his machine to flat line and that day I lost everything I wasn't sure what to do I had to clear out his house but I enver came out and refused to talk to anyone and even didn't attend school as I wasn't ready yet.

It took a few years before I moved on remembering my promise to him and I didn't want to disappoint him so I worked hard wearing the necklace he wanted to give me that day he died it always made me feel like he was protecting me from the sky and it put me into peace. But today both Mirio and Nejire were over at my dorm more like barged in as I set the photo of M/N on the table ready to have the day from as I did every year on his death anniversary, Christmas or his birthday. Both of them looked at me weird "are you busy Tamaki?" I nodded nervous as they both just smiled apologizing to me even my brother before leaving once again I just smile thinking of what M/N would of thought of them he would of loved them and teased me for actually making friends that weren't made up.