Later in the middle of the night Solomon started dreaming of a memory of him and Mammon in his human life.

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Solomon and Mammon were in bed together and
Mammon was close to Solomon and resting his head on his chest.

Solomon then kissed him and asked.

Solomon : when do we have to pick up MJ from your parents?"

Mammon : not till tomorrow. And you are staying in the car."

Solomon : do they really hate me that much?".

Mamnon : you don't give them a reason to like you?"

Solomon : I gave them a grandchild?"

Mammon : ..... that doesn't count?"

Solomon : a lot of people don't like me so I stop trying to please. But you stuck around"

Mammon : I don't see why you are hated?"

Solomon : probably because you have brain damage from the multiple times you got hurt"

Mamnon : ..... probably..... anyway you were nice when we met?"

Solomon : someone needed to watch you. Or you would be dead by now"

Mamnon : ....I'm glad it was you"

Solomon : I'm glad I was in town"

Mammon : it always seemed like you know a lot about me. Like we knew each other in another life"

Solomon. : ....heh.... maybe we did"

Mamnon : you think I would of hated you?".

Solomon : definitely"

Mammon : I don't think so?"

Solomon : ..... maybe...."

Mamnon : you ok?"

Solomon : ......"

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Suddenly Solomon woke up in his bed and sat up sweating and panicking and then lay back down realizing and remembering everything he lost and missed all out on.

It was a unbearable pain
He couldn't bear and didn't know how he was still here.

Later towards the morning Lucifer went to Solomon's room to ask him a few questions about something and as he knocked on the door it just opened.

And he walked in and saw Solomon sitting on the floor
Against his bed looking at the TV where he was watching old tapes of his life with Mammon and MJ
Moments that were special.

He also saw that Solomon was drinking and looked completely drunk and just so depressed and defeated like how he found him that night.

He then walked over and said.

Lucifer : I hope you didn't do something reckless again.

Solomon : .....i missed so much in her life.....I caused so much to go wrong....."

Lucifer : you have a chance to fix t-

Solomon : you don't understand..... what I've done..... everyone was happy.....he was.... and I killed everything...."

Lucifer : what are you talking about?"

Solomon : ......I was the one who killed him......"

Lucifer was surprised and confused about what Solomon just said and knew there had to be more to the story.

Lucifer. : ..... what?"

Solomon. : I didn't have a choice..... but If I just did more..... maybe it could have been different....."

Lucifer : what happened that cause you to kill him?"

Solomon : ....demons witches you name it were looking for him and us.....

Eventually a lot found out that he was reincarnated as a human and they wanted to kill him but I could never find out why.....

I tried to keep them away and protect them.... keep him from knowing......

But one day they came after us and while I was trying to find a way to stop them.....I had to tell him who he used to be and he started to remember a small amount of everything....

Everything was happening so fast and we were trapped in some room in some random building....

And as they were trying to break in and break the protection spell I put on the room.

He heard them talking about wanting to kill me MJ and all of you and knew they would only go away if he died..... so he asked me to kill him...."

Lucifer then sat down next to him trying to process everything and then said.

Lucifer : he would do that...."

Solomon : I didn't want to....but he was persistent....he didn't want everyone to get hurt because of him knowing he could stop it....even if it meant dying.......so I did it.....
And they left......I couldn't live with what I did....but then you found me....."

Lucifer : ......I.....he never changed....."

Solomon : I'm sorry...."

Lucifer : doing that couldn't have been easy....."

Solomon : I killed someone I really loved and ruin my daughter's life because of it ..."

Lucifer : You can still save her life and be apart of it"

Solomon : but she'll never know who I am..... which is always going to hurt....."

Lucifer : .....I can't possibly Know even remotely how you feel.

But to question yourself on what you could of done better to change the outcome.

To killing someone you cared about with our hands.

I'm aware of the effects it can have"

Solomon : who did you kill?"

Lucifer : swear on your life you won't tell another living soul"

Solomon : ..... your keeping my dirty secrets so I'll keep yours."

Lucifer : .....during the war I was trying desperately to fight and protect all my siblings.....and in the middle of it all I lost track of Lilith...."

Solomon : oh? So you killed her?"

Lucifer : .....I mistook her for the enemy..... and I never been able to forgive myself even though in her last moments she forgave me.

I never told anyone especially them knowing it wouldn't have a good outcome"

Solomon : ......awe I must be special since you told m-

Lucifer : shut up"

Solomon : .....you wanna know something funny?"

Lucifer : that is not ap-

Solomon : I was that human Lilith fell in love with"

Lucifer : ......of course you were....."

Solomon : it's funny....that I'm kinda the cause for both there deaths......"

Lucifer : .....they both never learned"

Solomon : .....I just realized something?"

Lucifer : your a death magnet?"

Solomon : besides that "

Lucifer : then what?"

Solomon: I know why you can't stand my daughter"

Lucifer : you mean your demon spawn that crawled their way out of the deepest depths and parts of devildom?"

Solomon : ....yeah and I'm proud of that"

Lucifer : ....."

Solomon : you can't stand MJ because she'll a little bit like you "

Lucifer : How dare you insult me?"

Solomon: you both are as stubborn as a rock. And hardheaded and prideful. And mentally insane but that's a family problem "

Lucifer : ......she's a handful.....she has thrown holy water at about three demons. Threatened and tried to fight multiple demons and a witch but she actually won that fight.... and that's only not even a handful of what she's had done "

Solomon : you could teach her if you weren't such a d#ck......."

Lucifer: excuse me-

Suddenly he saw Solomon had pass out on his shoulder.

Lucifer : ew......"