Jungwon.

"Babe,are you sure you're okay?" I snapped back to reality when I felt a hand shaking me,it was Geonu hyung.

I looked at him and nodded.Sunoo and Sunghoon hyung was also there,giving me worried looks.

"Huwag kang mag alala Geonu,Wonie's perfectly fine,was just exhausted?" Sunoo answered for me with a not so sure voice and a forced laugh. "Right wonie?" He added.

"Ha? Ah..ehh..yea sure..yea im okay" i answered.

Geonu hyung Just furrowed his brows at me and said,
"That doesn't sound convincing but ok" he replied still giving me a worried look.

I'm fine hyung..

I mean,I will be..

Just not in the mood..

Maybe I was being over dramatic yesterday and I hurt Jay hyung..pero I was just..just got so mad at him that I vented it all out on him..was just mad at him for expecting me to let him play with my feelings again..Does he really think I'm that easy?

And I was so mad at myself...

So fucking mad at myself for expecting something that would happen..

Expecting him to change for me..

Expecting to realize his feelings for me..

Expecting him to realize my worth..

How fucking dumb can you be Yang Jungwon?

The memories from yesterday came back..

How he called me wonie..

How he called me baby..

He called me baby because he was gonna use me again..

How pathetic Yang Jungwon..

I didn't even realize my tears were slowly falling not until I heard Sunghoon hyung's worried voice called.

"H-huh?"

"Are you okay wonie?" Sunghoon hyung asked,now sitting infront of me.

"Y-yes hyung" I wiped the tears from my face and gave them a smile."I-i have to go,may gagawin pa ako" I added,pretending to look at my watch started packing my stuffs.

I quickly got out of the cafeteria and walked fast in the hallways,gusto ko lang mapag isa..sa classroom..we still have a lot of time before the next sub,thank God.

Still walking,not even looking at the people around me..I just walk with my head hung low..I don't want people to see me like this..

But then I felt a hand grabbed mine,he dragged me towards the nearest classroom and closed the door.

I turned to look at the person who dragged me,it was Geonu hyung..

"Hyung?" I started.

"I know you're not okay babe" He replied,now sitting on one of the chairs with me still standing.

"I-i-im fine hyung" I stuttered.

"Hindi ka okay,alam ko! Do you..do you wanna talk about it? or do you want space so you can think? I—i wanna help Jungwon,pls let me.." he replied.

"I-can i sit first?"

"Here" he replied at patted the chair next to him.

I immediately went there and sit..

I don't really know if I can tell him..

It's Jay hyung we're talking about..

Just..

I'll just tell him?

I released a deep breath..which he didn't fail to notice.

"Umm..I'm sorry for intruding your privacy..It's okay if you won't tell me..I was just...was just worried for you"

"No no okay lang hyung,I think you also should know about this" I quickly replied.

"Sure? " he asked to make sure.

I just nodded and gave him a smile.

"So yesterday you saw a guy right?" I started.

"Yea"

"That was Jay hyung,that was him..the one I told you I got a heartbreak from" I added.

He nodded his head signaling me to continue.

"Tapos you unexpectedly came to the cafe and he quickly left..."

I looked at him to saw any sign of jealousy or what?
But he was focus on listening so I continued.

"Nang makalabas tayo sa cafe,I thought he was gone na but when I was about to walk away from the cafe,he suddenly showed up..he was still there waiting for me outside the cafe..he approached me..and I don't know..I don't know why my heart was beating really fast when I saw him—

I looked at him,he was looking I don't know sad?

Disappointed?

Hurt?

"He..he said he misses me and" shit hirap pala nito..i felt my tears falling again..

Luha lang ang mafall..

Hindi na ako..

Please lang..

"And that I was still so cute...and *hiccup* ...
..................
.................he suddenly said that his girlfriend broke up with him and i got really mad because he was being friends with me again because he and his girlfriend broke up...im sorry I didn't tell you about him hyung but...he was my brother's bestfriend and he suddenly showed up in my life but that was one of the happiest times,i admit..he let me feel butterflies in my stomach hyung..he...he made me fall for him..but then i found out that he was only using me..to make his ex girlfriend comeback..it affected me so much hyung..i was so hurt..I couldn't sleep every single night..and now his girlfriend broke up with him..he wants to use me again hyung...i—" I sobbed really hard.

Geonu hyung was fast to bring me to his arms and rubbed circles to my back.

"Shhh shhh..cry babe,no one's stopping you"

"H-hyung..I'm sorry I didn't tell you about this...I'm sorry hyung..I know sabi ko I'll move on from him and give you a chance..but I can't hyung..I tried to but I can't..Sa kaniya parin tumitibok eh kahit ang sakit sakit...ang sakit sakit na..I'm sorry hyung...ngayon sinaktan na naman niya ako..I'm sorry hyung" I sobbed in his chest.

"Shh it's okay..I understand Jungwon..And I know you haven't moved on from him..I know Jungwon..You didn't hurt me..Thank you for giving me a chance to prove myself,to prove my love for you..Don't worry about it! It's okay..I enjoyed being with you and ako ang nagsabing I'll wait for you"

"I'm sorry hyung...I'm really really sorry hyung"

"No no it's okay..it's really okay wonie..I'm just glad you gave me a chance..But remember I'm always here for you okay? When you need a shoulder to lean on,I'm here" he assured me.

I looked up at him and pouted.

"Hyung galit kaba sakin? I'm sorry hyung" tanong ko naman.

"Hindi kaya hahaha I'm glad you're being honest and you told me" he replied and wiped my tears with his thumb.

"Naaa hyunggg sure kaaa?"

"Oo nga hahahaha bakit naman ako magagalit sayo? Sa cute mong yan? Tsaka baka mapatay akong Sunoo hahaha pati sa kapatid mo hays.." sagot naman niya at napatawa naman ako. "Oh tumawa kana hahaha" he added and also laughed.

"Thank you hyung for listening" sagot ko naman tsaka bumitaw na sa hug..

"Suss wala yun! Punasan mo na nga luha mo hahaha mawawala kakyotan mo diyan eh" He teased,I just pouted in return.

"Hahaha joke lang,cute padin naman" he continued and giggled.

Tumawa nalang ako at pinunasan ang mga luha sa mga mata ko..

"Basta sabihin mo lang kung papatayin kona ba yang Jay na yan ha? Ako mismo papatay niyan" pagjojoke naman niya causing me to laugh at him..

Tumayo na kami sa aming inupuan at lumabas na dun sa classroom na iyon not before checking myself in the reflection of my phone..

Baka mamaya nagmumukha na pala akong ewan..

Lumabas na kami dun sa classroom at ponyeta naman..

Yung lalaking iniiyakan ko ngayon lang..

Nandun sa tapat ng classroom na pinasukan namin..

Nakita pa niya kami..

Dali dali nalang akong umalis dun sa pwesto ko at pumunta na sa classroom namin..

Gago naman Jay hyung..

Sana all iniiyakan skskskkss