Jungwon.

Nandito parin ako sa rooftop naghihintay kay Jay hyung..

Mga ilang minuto din bago siya nakadating...

Again he greeted me with his smile..

He sat beside me..

"Hey baby,I thought you were ignoring me again" He started,giving me a pout..

Tss..

I just stared at him..

Not knowing what to say..

"So what do you want to talk about? " He asked and was about to hold my hand but I slapped his hand away..

Nabigla naman siya sa ginawa ko..

"Galit kana naman ba?" He asked again and gave me a puppy eyes..

Sorry that doesn't work on me..

Anymore...

"Wonieee babyyy,what is it? you're making me nervous~ " Now he was whining..

Tsk such a baby..

But not my baby anymore..

Wait hindi ko naman siya baby talaga eh..

"Hyung"

He hummed excitedly.

"Do-o you...kn-now....." pautal utal kong sabi sa kaniya at tinignan siya sa kaniyang mga mata nang seryoso..

"Hey what is it? I'm starting to get worried,you okay?" He looks worried..

Tsss why naman?

Hays..

Sabihin mo nalang Jungwon para makaalis kana..

Okay..

Breath in..breath out...

"Hyung I have to tell you something" I continued.

He hummed again signaling me to continue..

"...ahhh..,
............
gusto kita hyung"

There I finally said it..

He looks surprised..

"I—"

"Yes hyung,I like you"I assured him, "I just act I don't care,but deep inside,I care"

Shit jungwon...

This is so...

He was stil giving me that surprised look on his face..

"But now,I don't know anymore.."

"What do you mean?" He asked confused..tss

"Hyung,sino si Anne?" I asked and smiled a fake one..

"She was..she's nothing" Weh? Nothing?

"No hyung! Don't act dumb,who is she? She's your ex right? And she's also the reason kung bakit mo ako nilalandi right? To make her jealous?" Yes I finally said..yes

"Woni-ie"

"Don't call me that!" I shouted at him.

"Jungwon,s-sino na-agsabi....sayo?"

"I found it out myself! So bakit pag hindi ko ba nalaman wala ka ding planong sabihin sakin ito? Hyung you could've just asked for my help,hindi sana aabot sa point na to!" Now I was getting frustrated.

"Jun-ngwo-on..."

" She's beautiful hahaha sino nga ba naman ako para mahalin ng tunay? I mean if I was you,of course gagamitin ko din ang sarili ko para lang ipa selos yung gusto ko" I replied bitterly..

He was speechless..

Tss..

What a jerk..

"Yung sa principals office! Tell me the truth! Hindi mo yun kapatid?!" Now I'm getting really brave..

Now he was really really really shocked..

Does he think I'm dumb?

Tinatanong ko si Sunghoon hyung regarding sa kapatid ni Jay hyung..pero hindi naman siya sumasagot..he always gives me these confused looks whenever I asked about her..

He sighed heavily before speaking..

"Yes,..
th-hat was...Anne's sister...she visited...me...a-and...
the principal isn't...rea-ally my dad..it was..Anne's auncle.."

See? Lumabas din ang totoo?

Kaya pala whenever I brought up this topic na papa ni Jay hyung yung principal infront of Sunghoon hyung,he would change the topic..

It all makes sense now..

Hahaha..

Pasalamat din pala ako sa mga tatlong bruha kasi kung hindi baka ngayon najowa kona tong punyetang lalaking to..

Baka magmumukha na akong tanga..

"Mahal mo parin siya?" I asked,all of a sudden..

He was caught off guard sa tanong ko..

But eventually replied..

"Yes" yung tanging sagot niya lang at yumuko.

I was really trying so hard not to tear up infront of him..

It was so hard..

"Was it fun toying with my feelings hyung?" Expect kona yung magiging sagot niya dito..

Who am I?

I'm just a no one hahaha..

Sabi ko pa , I should be careful with him..

"Jungwon..I—no...,
I'm sorry" he was so ashamed of himself.. well he should be..

"Hahaha of course,you would do anything for her...she's perfect.."

Fuvk..

Why is this so hard?!

He looks concerned..

Tss why would he?

"Thank you for being a part of my life hyung,kahit hindi ganun katagal...I'll treasure it forever... I'm just so dumb hahahhaa I can't tell the difference sa real love at tsaka acting eh.." nagmumukha lang akong kalmado diyan pero gago naiiyak na ako..

"Jungwon..."

"Let's end this hyung..I'm tired..for sure babalik na sayo si Anne,I'm happy for the both of you" patuloy ko parin at binigyan siya ng pilit na ngiti..

"I'm sorry" ang tanging nasabi niya lang..

"No don't be! It's my fault anyways" I assured him and gave him a forced smile..

I slowly stand up..

"Stay strong sa inyo hyung! Fighting!" Yung huli kong sinabi at tsaka dali dali nang lumakad palayo dun kay Jay hyung..

Hay finally..

I felt like a weight from my shoulder has been lifted..

I went to the front gate at nabigla dahil nandun pa pala sila Sunghoon hyung at Sunoo..

Pagkakita naman nila sakin ay dali dali naman nila akong niyakap..

At dun na ako umiyak..

I cried really hard..

I let out the tears that I didn't know I was holding for too long..

They just hugged me and shushed me,whispering that everything's gonna be okay..

That everything will be okay.

Of course I'll be okay..

I'll move on from Jay hyung...

And start my life differently..

I still have Sunghoon hyung and Sunoo...and Daniel and Ni-ki and Heeseung hyung and Jake hyung...

It's okay..

I'll be okay..

I'm just glad na finally nasabi kona talaga..

........

Good job wonie!

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