Everything was going in the right place ...I thought finally I am about to get it but ......

Things happened the opposite and that too in the place I never thought to.

What hurts the most? I heard this question multiple times and even the answer ....but I found the real answer.

It's, gets cheated by best friend and that too in a most unexpected way.

I trusted her, with all my secret, all my insecurities ...mostly everything.

I thought she was loyal, it is a 'was '. now I no longer think I could trust anyone.

Yes, even though after three years, still I get doubt on my best friends.

Whose fault was this? ...was it mine ....to be honest, YES...it is my fault to blindly trust a person in the first place.

Never I thought, friendship failure hurt this much. It was with me all for a year, but the after effect was the one which I couldn't get out of...

No longer trusting your best friend .... something which we have to think about.

It feels so difficult to realise, the new version of me was not true and I badly miss the older version.

Breaking trust...

What was my fault ...she did that with me ...am I that much bad to her, do I hurt her any time .. do I ditched her any time.

I was with her in every bad moment of her life as strong support ...but she just backbit me ...

Even though After three years of not seeing her, I couldn't forgive ...but when she suddenly show up and apologize for her deed.

The person inside my heart, who once liked oops, loved her best friend came in front and forgives without thinking...

It was so easy for her to realise her mistake and ask forgiveness, but is that was much easy for me .....a big NO

Most of the time I wish to belive everything and trust everyone but the scar inside my heart still there, not ready to heal makes me think once more and I end up in the neutral position.

Any way thank that girl for breaking my trust .... earlier I used to believe everyone ...what everyone was talking ..but not now...

I never believe anyone apart from myself ....and I don't trust anyone...

Sometimes I feel sad! If I was the older version ....things were more beautiful ..I could enjoy more ...but ...

It's the reality, the situation in which we went through taught as many things. Something gives a strength something make as the weakest...

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Why can't she just trust me? ....yup she told me before she went through a friendship failure and it still hurt her.

Can't she just overcome it and move on in life. What stopping her ...

She is hurt but the thing which shocked me was her forgiveness for that girl.

She is hurt but what made her forgive at the first instances of that girl.

My blood raises just to find the cheater who ditched my best friend, but she ....forgive her just like that.

I don't understand what is her problem, she used to say, she can't trust anyone apart from herself...

Why so?

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Things were so easy for those listeners than the experienced one ...yup, experience change every person, their thoughts, their behaviour, everything changes by just a small incident.

For others, it may be a small thing, No one could predict the value of every incident in each person's life, It varies with person to person...

Life is a drama and we were the artist, we have to experience mostly everything, every betrayal makes as only a good person.

It's just that tough situations make people stronger.

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I don't know does it come good. I was. Just writing in a flow. Hope you like it.