(A.n I titled some stories if thats kewl beens.)

Vanoss POV

"You can stay with me." Jon whispers in my ear while hugging me.

I hug him tighter. "Thank you i really need to run away, i'm afraid he will kill me some day." I whisper loud enough for everone to hear.

We stay there for a while and talk about life, each time someone hugged i hurt a little bit more considering the cuts on my arm.

I asked delirious if i can see his house now, he said yes. We start walking home talking about random stuff my dad, video games, foooooood, poop.

When we finaly made it there, i saw the exterier of my new home.

'My new home'

It was a white 2 story house it was amazing. When we walked in i jumped on the couch and layed down, acting asleep.

"Evan what are you doing" "i'm dead!" I stuck tounge out and put my arms in the air, i heard delirious giggle. "I was just wondering... why the name delirious?" "Why Vanoss"

"Ok you got me on that one"

'Finally... i can talk to someone else than my dad.' Or me. 'Fuck you!' Im here to stay.

"Evaaaaaaaan." "Jonathaaaaaaan." "Immmmmmmm booooooiired." "Lets watch a scary movie" "okay" Jon walks over to a shelf looking at a selection of movies, he pulls one out and walks back over here.

Jon POV

I put the movie in the dvd player and sit back on the couch that Evan is on. I grab a blanket from my bedroom and bring it back to the couch turning off the lights on my way over there.

*random part of movie*

A guy is strapped down to a table, then a guy walks into the room with a knife. I like this movie. 'Me too.' A wide grin appeared on my face as the guy with the knife starts cutting the guy on the table. Evan starts shaking, he quickly moves over to me when he sees the jumpscare. 'I like this.' Oh Jonny do you miss doing this, making people suffer by your hands. 'Shut up.' Evan was still by me, he looked comfortable.

Look you guys are cuddling.

The movie ends. I was doing a wicked smile for the whole movie.

Admit it you miss it.

Evan was snuggling with my arm like it was a teddy bear.

'He is so cute.'

I pick him up and place him down on the left side of my bed. I sleep on the right. I take off his red sweater so he won't be hot while he is sleeping.

Big mistake.

His left arm was full of cuts. They looked brand new. I traced them with my hand and Evan's eyes shot open.

"Why Evan why would you ever do this to yourself?"

Evan POV

I was having a good dream about the floor was made of trampolines, it was amazing. I wake up to delirious tracing the cuts on my arm.

I swallow hard as he breaks the silence. "Why Evan why would you ever do this to yourself?"

I don't want him to know i have voices in my head, he would think im even more crazy.

"I wanted to have power over something, anything, even if it had to be myself. My dad was always controling me and i hated it. I wanted to be in control of myself." I told Jonathan.

That was half correct, but the voice pushed it forward.

"Jon lets just go to sleep, i haven't had a good night sleep in forever."

I try to fall asleep but since the truth is out i could not.

After about an hour, i felt a pair of arms wrap around me.

'Is he spooning me??? It feels so nice though.' You know im not asleep either, so lets talk, its almost morning.

I move close to the edge of the bed to see it is 5am. With Jon's arms still wrapped around me i started talking to my voice. It started talking back to me.

The crazy part is.

I listened.