LOSING HER SANITY!!!
Hi everyone, Again a long part for those who were missing them for the past two days!!!!
Not proofread, ignore spelling and grammatical errors
Haseena was driving her car at full speed, goggles were no more on her eyes which were literally blood red, puffy, swollen and scary as hell, in addition tears were endlessly flowing down from her eyes to her chin which she was wiping again and again to avoid blurring her vision while her mind was flashing with only and only one scene where Misri Pandey was beating Karishma mercilessly, her ears were only and only hearing one thing, "Karishma's screams of pain!!" She applied sudden brakes, thanks to seatbelt otherwise she would have hit her forehead on the steering wheel, though she was very far from feeling any pain. She stopped her car at the main gate of the house with name plate 'Inspector Misri Pandey' worn a black face mask and complete black leather suit.
Descending down the car, she went straight at the back of the house to the main switch and switch it off, plucking the wires from it, cutting the electric supply including CCTV recording. She hid herself behind the main door and started waiting for her to come out to check it. As expected, gate opened and Misri stepped out and just then Haseena injected something to her with a sudden hit right on her neck making her unconscious. She dragged her inside, threw her on the sofa nearby, switch off the CCTV camera specifically, and then reconnected the main switch. Returning back she tied her on the chair in the center of the lounge with tight ropes, "I had not even spare my own self then how dare you think that you will escape with just a suspension....." she shouted angrily or precisely senselessly with red eyes, black masks, hair tied in a ponytail looking absolutely horrific.
FLASHBACK
TIMELINE: EARLY MORNING RIGHT AFTER THE EVENT, ON THE DAY THE NEWS CAME OUT
Next day, early in the morning, Haseena's cell phone rang, "DSP sir, at this hour....." "Greetings Sir!!" she said, picking up the call. "Greetings Ms. Malik!! Your S.I. is accused in child trafficking case" he informed her in his anger filled voice. "What????" It's the only word that came out of her mouth, she felt her heart shrinking in her chest, eyes became teary and her face got pale. "Ms. Malik meet me in my office right now" he thundered. "y...yes...yes sir!!" with great difficulty she pushed the words out of her throat, and with that her cell phone slipped from her hands and fell into her lap.
Greetings Sir!!!" She saluted him with her red eyes yet composed voice and body. "Greetings, Ms. Malik!!" he added with gritted teeth and angry glare. And before she could open her mouth to say something, he added a bit loudly, "I have given you this case because i thought you are an efficient Police Officer but i believe i was wrong.........Your S.I. Karishma Singh was running this racket right under your nose and you were unaware of it......or you too are involved in it???" "Please Sir!!!" she at once cringed at his last statement. "No, Ms. Malik.....look at these video clips....." he snapped at her and played in his laptop.
"Now what you have to say?" closing the laptop with a thud angrily. She opened her mouth to say something but he interrupted once again and added exasperated, "Is there still any room for any doubt or suspicion Ms. Malik!!" "Please Sir, listen to me once!!" she requested him softly. "Fine!!" he said sitting back on the chair utterly frustrated. "Sir, Karishma Singh is a highly reputed and honest Police Officer, she cannot do any such thing......I am sure she is being trapped. Give me few hours sir, I will prove her innocence....Please Sir!!" she literally pleaded him. "This.....because of this attitude of yours, she was able to take advantage......and you know what this is not my call alone, higher authorities are involved now. They not only want strict and immediate action to be taken against S.I. Karishma Singh but also they do not trust you with this case. Your attitude of always be by the side of your team and to save them in troubles at all costs is very well known. So, in order to stop you from being buyest towards your S.I. another co-investigating officer is being appointed with you. She will keep an eye on you and will report to me and to higher authorities. Not only this, if she had reported any of your leniency for her to me then I will be compelled to remove you from the case and to transfer it to that investigating officer's Police Station. You are expected to suspend Karishma Singh and arrest her on immediate basis," He finished ordering her and looked at shocked expressions of Haseena, "What??? Arrest her.....but sir can't you give me just 5-6 hours on the basis of her clean, highly decorated past record," she tried, desperately wanting to buy some time, however he did not let her complete. "You are not understanding Ms. Malik, I am under immense pressure....." hearing it she doubted something and asked with raised eyebrows, "Who is that investigating officer?" "Misri Pandey!!!" the name blew her away, her hands automatically went to her head in sheer worry unable to understand why she is suddenly feeling like she would die if something happened to Karishma, and upon hearing the name her tensions and worried doubled.
"Misri Pandey!!! Oh, so you are under pressure of nepotism......Look sir, please, please I beg you don't do this......S.H.O. Misri Pandey is a highly incompetent and corrupt Police Officer, I have lodged multiple complaints against him to high officials of our department but every time she get escaped using contacts of her Uncle Interior Minister Ratan Pandey. Sir, please try and understand she had intentionally get you forced by him so that you can appoint her to Karishma Singh's case as she got the perfect opportunity to take revenge from me. Sir, she will ruin Karishma Singh's case.....Please Sir, please postpone these orders till evening......you are D.S.P you can resist media and public pressure for such a small interval.....Please Sir, it's not only about Karishma Singh but also about those kids who are still in the custody of that gang," Haseena opened everything in front of him, requested him and pleaded him to give her some time to save Karishma Singh.
"Done....or you want to say something else.....Look Ms. Malik neither Misri Pandey is doing this to take revenge and nor Karishma Singh is innocent.....and as far as those kids are concerned then Misri is expert in getting information from criminals.....and I cannot postpone her orders because they have already been issued in fact by now she must be at Karishma Singh's house," D.S.P added casually looking at his watch. The thought alone of Karishma Singh in Lock up and being interrogated by Misri had caused her to sweat profusely and her heart to start pounding in her chest like it would pop out in her hands, "tha.....that....means....i....i will only....only be namesake investigating officer...whatever decision will be taken will be hers but they will be portrayed as mine.....and if I refuse then you will transfer Karishma Singh and her case to her station; Janikpuram station.....right?" she added stuttering imagining the horrific consequences of this, unknown to herself tears came in her eyes. "Yes that is exactly I meant," he added and a silence emerged in the room. "Oh so she had planned to ruin me by ruining Karishma Singh.........well played Misri Pandey!! Very well played......." She thought and anger started rising in herself, "Greetings Sir!!" she saluted with great difficulty suppressing her gritted teeth and stormed out of his office while tears were now freely flowing from her eyes to her cheeks, she was feeling someone had pierced a handful of needles in her heart.
In the same state she sat in her car, closed her eyes............
Heart: she is more important to you than all your money, fame, respect, career, job, and in fact everything precious you have
Mind: you don't even know her this is not possible
Heart: I know, you can easily sacrifice even your soul for her....
Mind: No, you are not even friends.....this is absurd!!
Heart: You need to go to your last extent to save her from this, even if you had to lose your life.
Mind: you should try to save her but there is no need to stake the respect of people and genuine love of your team which you got after ages
Heart: You will die if something bad happened with her
Mind: Don't bother too much she is just your junior nothing else, it won't even effect you more than a day.....remember she is not important but crescent is....crescent is the one you are waiting for not her....
Just then her cell phone rang bringing her out of her reverie, "Madam, Ayat!! Her condition is very terrible and she is just taking your name...." someone from the orphanage had informed her and leaving that frustrated and torturous battle of her heart and mind a side, she stormed towards the foundation.
TIMELINE: AFTER MEETING AYAT, MOVING TOWARDS WOMAN POLICE STATION
She was driving towards woman Police Station knowing what must be going in there, her mind and heart are still at conflict, the relation which her heart is feeling, her mind is not able to recognize. She had never been in such a torturous conflict of heart and mind. At one side she had promised Ayat that she will save Esha from the clutches of that gang while on the other she had to save Karishma from the combined plan of Misri and that gang leader. "Aaggghhhh!!!!" she shouted and hit her fists on the steering wheel in sheer frustration, "My mind is saying that more than Karishma Singh, saving those kids and catching the criminals should be my first priority but heart is saying that saving Karishma Singh from all kinds of pain and trouble is the most important for me.....i....i....need to find a way to save the three of them together.....yes....yes....i will remove these charges from Karishma Singh, will save Esha and the other kids and will definitely catch the culprit......I will do all three even if I had to lose the only genuine love and respect, I have.........My team's love" a tear dropped her eyes which she wiped next instant however her heart is still pestering something to her,
Heart: What will you do when you have to suspend Karishma, when you have to arrest her and the most important how will you survive when Misri will interrogate her. Out of all you knew too well about her torturous interrogation methods and D.S.P sir had permitted her for that. You won't be able to bear that....
Mind: Oh please shut up!! There is no such thing. You are a strong woman and then you had already face so much that you can easily bear that......I mean who is she to you at the end of the day......just an ordinary junior, your team mate......you are feeling like this because you cared for all your juniors and find it your duty to be with them in every thick and thin......Don't give this bullshit to her that she won't be able to survive seeing her torture, yes she may feel bad for her but know that all this is just to buy some time to catch the real culprit....how come it become the question of her survival...
Her mind had given a long speech and negate the core feeling in her heart, "Yes, she is just a junior and it is my duty to save her......yes.....i will first Make Misri believe that this time I am not against her, I too believe that Karishma is the culprit. Then when Misri will be torturing Karishma, I will reach to the real criminal and save the kids........and about Karishma....i.....i.....i will apologize to her.....i am sure she will ......she will understand that I had no other option....." she was repeating this again and again in her head not because she is doing something wrong and that she could have find any other option but because she is trying hard to suppress the core feelings in her heart.
Her car stopped at the back gate of woman Police Station, take a deep breath hoping that the storm inside her would calm down but to no avail. She once looked her face at the front mirror, red, puffy eyes, and creased forehead, tear stricken face, these expressions of pain,
Heart: Hahaha!!.......this.....this is how you are going to make them believe on your façade.....forget Misri even your team would not be able to believe you with that.....
Her own heart was laughing at her but he is right. She sprinkled water on her face to wipe away the tear marks from her face. She once again looked at her face still her red and puffy eyes were enough to give away all. Shuffling with her bag, she took out a concealer and instantly hid the puffiness of her eyes. Once again she looked her face in mirror but still these expressions of pain, "Aaggghhhh!!!" she shouted in irritation, closed her eyes and Karishma's face appeared in front of her eyes........a lone tear escaped from her eyes. "No, no I can't be weak.....many lives are at stake......no..." reminding herself of that she wiped away her tears. Once again looked in the mirror and practiced for the dead pan face and stony expressions.......finally after attempting for ten times she succeeded in achieving the expressions required to conceal the torturous and frustrating battle of her heart-mind and the mysterious pain she had been feeling upon imagining what is waiting for Karishma and her team.
Taking a deep breath, she finally picked up Santu's number who was calling her since a long time, "Constable Santosh Sharma, I am at the back gate of Police Station. I can't enter from front, media won't let me so open this gate immediately." She added making her voice strict with great difficulty. "Yes, madam sir!!" her reply came.
Cheetah opened the gate and she could easily read a sense of relief that she had arrived. As she stepped in, her eyes went on all of their faces, "Haseena look at the hope in the eyes of Santosh and Cheetah that she won't let anything happen to Karishma Madam....... Pushpa ji, she had called me her daughter, she had cared for me like a daughter and I am just going to crush her only hope which is attached with me.....Karishma Singh!!! My goodness!!! It's not just hope.....it is more than that- a strangely strong belief......Why? Why Karishma, I had always pushed you away from me, freadinh for a day like this only......because I knew.....connecting with me could only give pain......now when I will break this confidence of yours it will be very painful for you.......and perhaps more for me........but.....i.....i have no other option......" she was occupied with these thoughts only when she heard Misri's voice, "Greetings S.H.O Haseena Malik!!!" putting her thoughts at a halt, she stared at Misri and found a devilish smile on her face and instantly her blood started boiling, "If I had not replaced this with pain and tears very soon then my name won't be Haseena Malik. Until now I was dealing you by being S.H.O Haseena Malik but now.....now you will see The Haseena Malik- forget your job Misri and worry about your life....." controlling all her thoughts, she had not let any of it to come on her face and greeted her back, "Greetings Inspector Misri Pandey- S.H.O Janikpuram Station"
TIMELINE: AFTER SEARCHING FOR ESHA AT THE TRACED LOCATION, STANDING OUTSIDE THAT GODOWN EMPTY HANDED
She was extremely disturbed and angry, not wanting to give any hint to Misri she stopped just before opening the jeep's door, "You go in jeep, and I will come in my car!!" "But!!" Misri wanted to object. "No ifs and buts.....just leave!!" she snapped at her, turned her face away from her and dialed a number, "bring my car!!" In a minute, driver came with her car and handed her the keys. Sitting inside she stormed away from there. Seeing her Misri shrugged her shoulders, settled in jeep and drove away.
She stopped at a deserted road side, looked at her wrist watch and started waiting for someone while her fingers were tapping on steering wheel and her mind was busy arranging all the sequence of events attempting hard to find an alternate way other than letting Karishma face Misri's interrogation.
Just then Abhinav and Kritika settled in her car, he at front while she at back seat. "What are the updates??" she asked as soon as they opened the car door. Seeing her so agitated and restless they paused for a minute and looked at her surprised, "What? What are you looking like this? I had asked something? What have you found?" she repeated a bit loudly.
Leaving her overflowing emotions and restlessness for later, Abhinav started, "That agent, who is in Police Custody, contacts orphanages and N.G.Os for buying orphan or abandoned children in low rates. He bring out the children from orphanage by making fake adoption papers with the help of any inner member of the organization. Either he himself pretend as a potential parent or he hire some struggling actors for it. Then he handed those kids to the gang leader." "What about money transactions?" she asked processing the earlier information. This time Kritika responded, "Money had been placed in the mail box outside S.I. Karishma Singh's house. From there her maid Pallavi take it out and deliver it to those inner members of the organizations when she visited them for cleaning. Yes, she worked as sweeper in all the organizations involved in this crime." "Hmm......Do you have names of all those people from these organizations who are involved in this?" Haseena asked. "We are still working on that...." he responded. "Still working.....i don't have that much time.....i was expecting you to give me the name of that gang leader and here you are saying that you don't even reach to the name of suppliers......" she shouted loudly and hit her fists at the dashboard in sheer anger and a lone tear escaped her eyes much to the shock of Abhinav and Kritika.
"Mam....what....why....i mean....Are you crying?" she asked stuttering, seeing her crying for the first time, since they know her as their boss. Haseena at once wiped away her tear and added, "amm....i....i am fine....read all the details of the case, collect as many information as you can and as soon as possible....we don't have much time I need kids rescued and culprits in Police custody before the sun rise on Monday......Do you understand?" "Yes...yes madam!!" they both added and left the car realizing too things; that this case is very important for her and in no way she will share her heart with them.
As soon as they left the car, she let herself lose....her head fall back on the head rest of the driving seat, her eyes went closed, the tears who were at the edge of her eyes flowed down to her cheeks and her mind was haunting her with Karishma's cries, her shouts, her pleads for innocence, her begging to her to trust her, her teams cries hearing a long list of evidence, their pain upon not hearing her saying anything in her support. Her mind had already lost the battle with her heart,
Heart: You are not able to bear her tears then how the hell will you be able to take next step.....how will you handle all....?
Her heart questioned and her mind went silent, yes her heart won the conflict going on, Karishma's pain and tears made her went out of her mind's control.......Then, it's certain The Haseena Malik will now take every step from her heart till the end of the case.
Now the question is when it is about her Karishma's pain then up to which extent her heart will take her against those who had caused tears in her Karishma's eyes, what will her heart make her do- the very heart who can feel her bond with her once princess Karishma?
Suddenly her mind flashed with D.S.P's words. She lifted her head, opened her eyes and added loudly to herself while wiping away her own tears, "No....no, no....i am going on wrong way.....now there is no question of I being able to bear or not......I had to save Karishma from this at all costs even if I had to break my own body or soul or of all those who had caused her pain, now none will be saved....." with that, taking a red spark in her eyes, she ignited the engine and started driving towards Woman Police Station.
TIMELINE: AFTER SHE ENTERED IN HER CABIN AND CLOSED ALL DOORS AND WINDOWS.
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As soon as, she closed the door of her cabin, the breath she had been holding since long escaped her mouth heavily.......all the tears she had been holding by then started streaming down from her eyes.......her legs started giving up and she sat down there on the floor taking support of the door itself.....curling her legs to her chest, she had given her face in her knees and tightened her hold around herself, shaping herself into a ball.
Kun na Roye yeh Naina
Dil kyun Na Rooye
Jo wafa Se Wafa Nahin
Her mind started flashing with Karishma's face, how she was breaking down bit by bit as she was seeing her not taking her side and accusing her. And Haseena's own heart shrank in her chest, she had stated pinching the flesh on her arms through her both hands, very harshly.
Dil yeh Khud Se Khafaa hai
Khud hi yeh Rooye
Bas Ksi Se Khafa Nahin
"Karishma Singh, Have you committed this crime?" "Misri Pandey!!" "ARREST HER!!!!" her brain was echoing with her own words and continuously flashing with Karishma's face full of extreme pain, tears, helplessness, hurt and disappointment......her breathing started getting abnormal, she was jerking her head away and left her hold on her legs, turning and tossing here and there with her legs spread in front of her, she was feeling thrice the amount of pain than Karishma had felt.....
Khaab Mere, sath Mere
Kyun Bhala Yeh Kar Na Saky
Sari Khushiyaqan gham Bani Jo
Tu gilla bhi na kar sakay
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Clenching her own hairs through her fists she pulled them hard and bitten her own lips, not letting even a slightest moan to escape her lips. She was feeling like someone was pulling her harshly through the bed of sharp nails, piercing her souls.....Karishma's eyes were not escaping her mind.
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
Shorya's words and his slap flashed through her mind, "You were right because of me Karishma's life is ruined.....she is so terribly stuck up just because of me.....and what I did....i....i left her alone to bear the pain and torture and to get humiliated......Aaggghhhh!!!" she added to herself tightly clenching her fists, piercing her nails in her palms.
Kasy btaaon Kay
kitna toot gya hai
Dil yeh mera hi
kyuun mujh se rooth gya hai
"Why you gave me just one slap.....i.....i.....deserve more than that....." she suddenly added to herself getting completely insane and started slapping her face again and again left and right harder and harder until it reddened, however her pain was not reducing, the pain which each and every part of her was feeling seeing Karishma's.....
Aye Zindagi Tou Btaa yeh kahan Aa Khari hai
Jidhr bhi dekhon judaai ki hi khari hai
"What I had thought about you and what you are........this is a mother's curse!!! You would never be able to live happily and one day you too will lose your fame and honor. You will face the same pain and humiliation that my daughter is facing right now!!" her brain suddenly echoed with Pushpa ji's curse and she fell back on the floor in her cabin, right in front of the closed door, slightly turned to left side, curled into herself and started crying vigorously clenching her mouth tightly and closing it with her both hands.
Khud hi paya, khud hi khoya
Kyun sila hum Kar na saky
Sari khushiyaan ghum bani jo
Ji gila hum kar na saky
When she felt her jawline started paining because of her hold, she remembered she had held Karishma's jawline in the same way. She sat up straight with a jerk and started looking at her hands through which she had herself given her pain, and suddenly her anger upon herself started rising and rising. She was running here and there in whole room searching for something to punish herself when she saw her own stick. Taking it in her one hands she started hitting it on her other hand- the very hand which she used to held Karishma's chin and jawline.
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
She was hitting the stick on her both hands one by one, harder and faster, on her palms and fingers, turn by turn until her hands got swollen and she is no longer able to even bend her fingers. The stick escaped from her grip and fell on the floor. But she wasn't satisfied, the pain her heart and soul was feeling was still much greater than her hands.
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
Without eating anything since a long time surviving only on juices and liquids, without taking any sleep for days more then she can count, taking so much tension and stress about the case and Karishma and her unknown feeling about her, the immense pain she was feeling at that time of both soul and body......she was losing herself.....her mind was getting more and more dizzy and she went in semi-consciousness......
Meri kahani bani bas ankhon mein pani
Khud hi suno mein,, suno mein dil ki zubani
"Because you are the most special gift God had given me.....There is only one purpose of my life to keep you away from pain and sorrows and to fill your life with happiness....."
"No one has the right to hurt you.....not even me....though compelled but I did it yesterday and Haseena Malik will punish anyone including herself who dared to cause tears in your eyes."
"I remembered the promise I had made to you....that I will never let tears and pain come near you....and I failed in that.....not only failed but I was the cause of them......how could I forgive myself.....i had to be punished....i had to......no one had the right to hurt you.....not even me....."
"Now wait and watch the show of your daughter's destruction.....i will myself destroy my respect, my awards, my life, my everything....."
She suddenly started visualizing herself saying these words to someone, her mind was no longer in a condition to differ between reality and flashbacks and her heart was saying to her that she had promised all these things to Karishma.....She looked at the water bottle at her side table, opened it, sprinkled some on her face and gulped down a few sips. After that she tried getting up but doesn't find enough energy. Shoving with her purse she took out two peels of tablets and gulped down one from each.
Apni wafa Se Hai Ki Meny Bewafaai
Meri hi dunya kun mujh ko samaj na aie
Tha nibhana pyaar chaha
Jab mila tu nibha na sakay
With that she completely lose her body and lay down there only on the floor, while tears were still flowing her eyes and Karishma's name was escaping her lips. The Pills started doing its work and saved her from going in a state of severe or probably fatal mental convulsion.
Sari khushiyan ghum bani
Jo gilla hum kar na sakay
It had been two hours since she was lying down on floor, staring aimlessly at the ceiling while the medicine helped her in stabilizing her condition. Just then she heard sound of a slap and she at once stood up straight......she was about to run towards the door but stopped when she realized that she can't stop Misri. Karishma's painful moaning were piercing her ears and she held the table tightly for support.
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Just then she heard loud banging on her door, as Santosh and Cheetah was screaming for help she was crying vigorously more and more......she parted her lips to say something but words stuck in her throat.....she instantly took some deep breathes and said, "I want Esha's location that's it!!" As soon as words escaped her mouth, banging stopped and she felt as if her heart stopped beating......the thought that she just allowed Misri to torture Karishma had killed the last bit of her soul......her body started shivering and level of her guilt started rising and rising......
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
"But I don't want to be proved innocent..........." Karishma's painful words hit her terribly followed by her loud scream.....she knew Misri might have used her most famous torture.....she started scratching her face, arms and palms, her restlessness increased to its peak......she ran towards the drawer of her desk. With great difficulty she opened the drawers through her shivering hands and took out a candle and match box. Sounds of Misri hitting Karishma were increasing and so is her ability to bear moving to its end.....She lit the candle and placed her hand less than a cm away from the burning flame.....it reduced her restlessness a bit initially but then Misri was not stopping and before Karishma's scream could snatch away her breathings also.......she picked up the candle, extinguishing its flame through her palms and threw it on the front wall. All the restlessness and pain had once again changed into anger and she stormed towards the cabin door, opened it, ran straight towards Misri with just one goal.....and 'thuddd!!!!" she pushed Misri so hard that she hit herself on the wall.....
Dil titliyon ki uraano mein urna chahye
Dil khaaishon ki panahoon se jurna chahe
Sapnon ki ruth bhi suhani thi is trha se
Apnay kay hathon huye kun barbaad aesay
Bikhray jo khaab saray
Jo gilla hum kar na sakay
Sari khushiyna jo ghum bani
Jo gila hum kar na sakay
She was glaring her angrily ready to eat her up alive but then she heard her words, "What the hell?" and came back to reality........Running her mind here and there she at once make up a circumstancial excuse, saved Karishma from Misri's physical tortures by suggesting sleep deprivation torture and stormed out of the lock up intentionally avoiding meeting her eyes to Karishma or any one....However she had to stop at Santosh and Cheetah.....It took everything in herself to gather herself and took the final step in making herself a villain in their eyes by punishing them. However she knew she have no other way and she had to do it.......
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Aye mere Khuda tu itna btaa
Kyun mera Naseeb Aisa Likha
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
Aye mere Khuda, Bas Itna Btaa
Kya Hui Hai Khata, Kya Hui Hai Khata
TIMELINE: AT NIGHT TIME AFTER BRIEFING KRITIKA AND ABHINAV ABOUT THE PLAN THROUGH SKYPE
She was pacing here and there in her lounge outside her room on first floor in Malik Villa, wearing a white sleeveless T-shirt and blue denims while her ears were ringing with insulting slogans of people against Karishma and humiliating questions and so called convictions of the reporters.
Her mind flashed with the question of the reporter and how instead of giving him a shut up call she had proudly told him about Karishma's suspension and arrest, tears started streaming down from her eyes.......which she bothered not to wipe away instead walked towards her personal gym and started running on treadmill with the body which is already too weak, sleep deprived and with the mind who is already too traumatic.
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Karishma's screams, Misri's batons, her orders of sleep deprivation torture, her team's words.....all of this were increasing her anger on herself more and more, thus increasing her speed. She was continuously punishing herself with over-exertion but wasn't getting any peace, she was feeling as if someone was slowly and torturously soaking life out of her body.....Just then Abhinav and Kritika arrived. They looked at her red, puffy, swollen, anger filled eyes, her tears which were still flowing endlessly, her sweating body and extremely devastated expressions, "BOSS!!!!" he called to get themselves registered.
Kismat me jane ye dil
Ye khel kaise khele
Man andar andar roye
Ghum sehta rahe akale
Unusual to herself, this time she neither bothered to wipe away her tears nor stopped running instead said, "There is a change of plan.....we will not arrest them directly. You will send a few men to Police Station and get her abducted. Then Kritika will first treat her wounds and let her rest for a few hours until the search operations subsided. You will convince Karishma to rescue the kids and arrest the criminals herself. The most significant in all this will be live broadcast of the Vikram Aditya's confession and rescue of kids. Next contact all media houses and told them clearly that as soon as they get the confession they had to portray Karishma as the savior of the kids and a hero for the people of Lukhnow and they had to create pressure on department for a live and written apology....."
Kismat me jane ye dil
Ye khel kaise khele
Man andar andar roye
Ghum sehta rahe akale
They were dumbstruck in hearing her and looked at each other completely baffled. Unable to resist herself Kritika dared to ask, "but.....but madam like this....you....media will humiliate you and it will effect on your reputation and respect...." "Just do as I say......it is needless to remind you that questioning me back or refusing any of my orders could made you face my worst." She shouted at her shaking them both to their cores.
Kise apna haal sunawan
Kisay apnay zakham dikhawan
Jo beet Gaya hai mujhpe
mein jaano ya dil Janay
"Kritika prepare for the plan, Abhinav you stay here.....i have some work for you." They nodded and Kritika left from there. "Abhinav, go to my manager Mr. Shah and told him that I had ordered Malik villa to be completely empty within five minutes....all the security must be outside the gates and also no security guard should be present on the check posts situated on the four walls of the Villa boundary...." Abhinav nodded utterly confused and left from their knowing he cannot question the Haseena Malik.....He left from there praying silently that the night must be passed smoothly.
Haye Rabba...Haye Rabba,
Koi Dard Na Jane Mera Dard Na Jane,
Haaye Rabba...Haaye Rabba..
Haye Rabba...Haye Rabba,
Koi Dard Na Jane Mera Dard Na Jane,
Haaye Rabba...Haaye Rabba..
After five minutes, "Boss, Malik villa is empty as per your orders...." He added and found her descending down the treadmill. She held its handle for a minute to support her shaking legs, closed her eyes, took a few deep breathes to jerk away the severe feeling of guilt which was extracting life from herself.....But no avail and fresh set of tears streamed down from her closed eyes to her cheeks while Abhinav who was looking at her so intently was terribly shocked seeing his strong boss breaking down bit by bit like a large and strong building broke down into small stones and then to sand by a severe earthquake.
Kacchi Thi Aas Ki Doori,
Ek Pal Mein Toot Gayi Hai,
Ye Apno Ki Khudgarzi,
Khushiyaan Meri Loot Gayi Hai...
"B...boss....y.....you...I....i mean.....are....are ...you fine? He asked stuttering out of fear but instead of getting any response he got a red dreadful glare and he took two steps backward while she stormed away from there not before ordering him, "Follow me!!" He gulped in fear and started walking behind her amazed at the strange and scary combination of power, anger and pain.
iss Raah-E-Wafa Mein Paayi,
Har Modd Fakat Ruswayi,
Jo Manzil Ki Chahat Thi,
Rashte Mein Wo Chhut Gayi Hai...
Stopping at the pool side in a cold moonless night, she stood herself in between two white pole at the front of the pool. Gesturing towards the rope placed at her right she gave another horrific order to him, "Tie me to these posts tightly and securely....." He started sweating and tried to say something however her dead face and red eyes were giving him an impression of a monster. Scared to death, she walked closer to her and tied her wrists to the poles tightly with his shivering hands and body....He took a sigh of relief realizing work done unknowingly that the most dreadful is yet to come.....
Soona Mann Ka Aangan Hai,
Ye Kaisa Khali Pan Hai,
Mere Ander Hai Tanhaai,
Mere Bahar Hai Viraane...
"Pick that leather strap, roll its one edge around your wrists and hit me with its other end 20 times!!!!" her order fell on him like a thunder lightning and he stumbled terribly and started shaking his head in negative, "no...you....no....this.....this......this is insane.....you....why....no, no, I won't.....never.....why? Why are you doing?" "Abhinav you have to do it.....i had given pain to someone and I need to be punished......For GOD SAKE......do as I say....or this guilt will torturously eat and soak me up......please...." She literally pleaded him or can say begged him.
Haaye Rabba...Haaye Rabba,
Koi Dard Na Jaane Mera Dard Na Jaane,
Haaye Rabba...Haaye Rabba,
Koi Dard Na Jaane Mera Dard Na Jaane,
Haaye Rabba...
He was terribly shaken up, never in his worst dreams he had even imagined his strong boss a fighter a genius problem solver and the most powerful woman of Lukhnow broken like this, "What...what happened to you? Tell me...i....i will do something.....but please don't....please...." Abhinav added extremely worried, ran to her attempting to untie her however when she saw him not agreeing to her pleas then she did what she find the most easy thing, "Don't you dare open me.....you are going to give me 20 hard lashes with that sharp leather strap right now and this is my order. And you very well know no one dared to refuse my orders...."
Koi Puche Mere Dil Se,
Kaise Ye Zehar Piya Hai,
Marna Kisko Kaehte Hai,
Jitte Jee Ye Jaan Liya Hai...
He nodded having no other option, picked up the leather strap in his shivering hands, "you are a man, make yourself strong and control your shivering hands....." she shouted loudly once again...."ye...yes....yes mam...." He fumbled. Moving to her back side, he rolled one edge of it on his hand while she closed her eyes. As soon as she closed her eyes, Karishma's face once again started flashing in her eyes and just then he swished his arms in air....... SMACK!!! Sharp end of the strap landed on her back and instantly her back started bleeding from there. Abhinav's eyes welled up instantly, his body flinched and he closed his eyes however Haseena did not flinched. "Don't stop complete it!!!" she shouted louder than before. He closed his eyes tightly and SMACK!! SMACK!! SMACK!!..............he together granted 20 lashes on her back and slowly opened his eyes afraid of the scene.
Bedard Zamaane Se Main,
Koi Shikwa Karoon Kaise,
Humdard Jisse Samjha Tha,
Usne Hi To Dard Diya Hai...
Ye Soch Ke Dard Shoon Main,
Iss Dar Se Kuch Na Kahoon Main,
Ye Dil Ke Rishtey Pal Mein Ho Jaaye Na Begaane...
Her white shirt had been turned into red......upon not finding any response from her, he moved ahead getting panicked, "boss!!" she raised her head and smiled at him through her bruised self. "Op.....open....me..." she mumbled through her swollen breath. He instantly untied her wrists and supported her from falling down, "let's go...you...you need first aid...." He added desperately wanting to take her inside and get her wounds treated. "No....no....leave me...." She said and pushed him away from herself. "But boss.....your wounds.....Why are you doing this? What is your relation with Karishma Singh that the Haseena Malik went to this extent?" he asked her finding her completely insane... She supported herself on her legs with great difficulty and pushed him away twice irritated, "Just leave.....and....don't....don't you dare say anything to anyone.....Leave!!!"
Katra Katra Aakhon Se,
Kyun Behti Hai Majboori,
Jo Duayein Maangi Hai,
Wo Bhi Jaane Kab Hoomgi Poori...
Ye Aaaj Mohabbat Humko,
Kiss Modd Pe Hai Le Aayi,
Hai Saath Magar Naa Jaane,
Phir Bhi Jaise Ek Doori...
He was resisting her, pleading her to get her wounds treated but she had pushed him out of there and herself went inside the cold water of the pool in the cold night......cold water touched on her fresh wounds and she screamed in agony, "Aaahhhh!!!" and instantly closed her eyes and once again she teleported to Karishma's painful eyes and screams...
Kya Socha Tha Kya Paaya,
Ye Kaisa Rog Lagaaya,
Ab Jaaun To Kaha Jaaun,
Roothi Se Takdeer Manaane...
Haaye Rabba...Haaye Rabba,
Koi Dard Na Jaane Mera Dard Na Jaane,
Haaye Rabba...Haaye Rabba,
Koi Dard Na Jaane Mera Dard Na Jaane,
Haaye Rabba...
Her ten years longing for Karishma, her struggles to deny the feelings of her heart, and then her inability to stop the pain and torture had totally made her lose her sanity and all that she is doing is to punish herself and all those who have even a little participation in Karishma's pains.....In all this, she had worsened her mental and physical condition more and none knew anything about it......Until when she could survive in this traumatic condition alone.....?
So how was it??
Stay tuned.........
Lastly, message no 5 for my sister,
Starting from motivating me to write to listening to my blabbering to clear my thoughts on my stories to be the happiest person after reading appreciating comments below each part, you did each and everything considering your own........Thank you and Love you!!! Happy birthday in advance!!!
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