Hi everyone,

Since I have joined Wattpad, I used to read different writers' disappointing notes and messages where they want to leave Wattpad because of hate and mean comments..... And honestly I have always tried to encourage them by saying not to do that and not to leave your passion just because some random person is taking out his frustration and that they shouldn't be affected by it..... But today when I myself is facing all that, I am realizing that not getting affected is really not in our control.....
Life is not easy, everyone has their fair share of pain and problems in personal life and so does I.....Amidst all the negativity and problems in real life writing (stories and concepts which I like and love) is something that gives me solace and when I started sharing my work here then immense love and appraisals I got from you have started increasing that solace to manifolds.....
But now when after long and tiring days of facing and handling negativity and stress in personal and professional life when I open my Wattpad.....I got the same from here and it increased over all negativity to an extent that I can't tolerate.....but as a writer I really don't want to disappoint my loyal and lovely fans and followers by leaving.....
Everytime I publish something i started having this anxiety that it will be objected....and I am quite new to this field to know how to handle this.....
what happened after my announcement regarding 'borken threads' new part (check my message board for details), has disturb me too much already and now along with myself some of my loyal readers who defend me have also been victimized and this is something which has hurt me too much.....
My sincere apologies to all those who had to face unnecessary victimization because of me......
Now i really don't know what should I do.... Neither I am able to continue with this negativity nor I want to disregard those who love my work genuinely....