I still remember the day it happened as if it was yesterday
I didn't know my world would turn upside down
I didn't know you were going through all that pain
I wish I knew
I wished I helped it go away
Because now I know what was happening inside your head

I don't blame you for running
I might have had done the same
I just blame you for leaving me all that pain

All too much for a child that had a full house all her life
To carry it now all alone
Not yet prepared for what was to come

I didn't have time to miss you
As everything started to change
Not only with your absence
But with all those new feelings I gained
How a house full of laughter
Became a house full of screams
How a house  full of people
Became a empty house with just me

I had never been alone once in my life before
But after all that
That's all I've ever done

I even started to say that I'm not alone because I have myself
At least I would not leave like you and everybody else

You left a house of love
That slowly became a house of pain
You left me as an inocente child
That now is a depressed adult

But don't worry it was not your fault
It's because I'm the youngest
This was my fate
To watch my siblings live their life's
While I stay behind and gaze
Gaze around at this now empty house

You never playing with me
But I still new that you were there
Now you are not only on the other side of the door
You are on the other side of town
Now I can not go see you whenever I feel like it
We both have a life now
-Broken_poems