I want to remember
I want to remember this pain
I know you'll forget
But I won't
I won't let myself forget how miserable you made me feel
I won't let myself forget the pain and fear you made me go through
I won't forget
Because I am all I got
No one believes me
No one believes the hell I'm going through

I cry alone
Scared of you
Sad because I have no one to cry to
The people I tell say I'm dramatic
That you are so cool that I'm just bratty

It's my fault you scream
It's my fault you insult me
Always something new to complain about
Always something new to shout

Crying in my bed
I need to go to the bathroom but I'm scared
Of you banging on my door
Of your threats and wild thoughts

No one else knows you like I do
No one imagines how much I fear you
And what you make me go through
It's like you are both 2 different persons when you are alone with me
Then you wonder why I hate you so much
Then you wonder why I hate you and your touch

Just leave me alone
Just let me live
I'm just learning
I know I'm wrong and you're right
I know that no one is on my side

If I die and I hope I do
It will be because of you
-Broken_poems