I'm writing my last words now. I'm going to kill myself. I don't want to be saved. I'm fed up with suffering so much.

The director who found me raped me. I was harassed when I was younger. I don't look like I'm suffering. But I'm broken. I'm an actress.

Acting is normal. Mum lives as if you never had me. To you, I'm just a disappointment. I'm leaving you all my money, Mum.