Jai...

Opening my house door i found everything as it was but i know it wont be the same from now on. One precious possession i had for years i slipped into some one else's hand and it was for his good. I did leave her to him and i know that was the best for them but my heart ?? Will that have the strength to hold this pain.

I saw the wedding dresses of us. Jai which colour will be nice for me ?? Jai will this suit me ?? Jai will you feed me when my mehandi is done ?? Jai you need to take the blue one it will be cool on you.

Her sweet commands will no more be heard. I couldn't help but crumble in this pain. I couldn't scream out my pain. My throat died and my heart was bleeding. I couldn't just cope with this pain. I know she will also be in same pain and she will curse every second of her life if she finds that i am in pain. For her i need to live. But what is the point in living when i don't know now the sheer purpose of living ??

I dint know how much time i was sitting and crying, but when i stood on my leg
When i walked into my closet to pack the things i found a letter falling from my dress. With a doubt i picked it and on opening i found it was something written by my saumya.

"Jai if you are reading this letter then probably i am not with you any more. I just want to say if in any circumstances we are no more together never ever loose your hope to live, don't curse me, and always remember your kutty ma loves you. I feel the same way i felt when first time i was taken away from every one months back. Remember one thing life has to move on. You need to be happy and i will always pray for your happiness. Will you please take care of yourself for me ??" was the content of the letter. She knew something like this might happen again. She knew she might leave me again. How much my love would have suffered thinking of this that she may loose me any minute.

I didn't know what day was that , what time is this ?? All i could think was i have no more reason to live. I could hear a banging sound on my front door. I did not have any thought to open the door.

Jai open the door you idiot. Came a familiar voice. I know who that was. How come he is here ?? I yet again did not open the door or had any heart to open the door.

Jai..... came the continuous banging. FInally i walked to the main door and opened the door. The first thing which i got was a gasp followed by a slap on my face.

"What are you thinking idiot. If not Saumya called and informed me i wouldn't have found you", he muttered with his nostrils flaring. I snapped my head when i heard my love's name. "remember Jai i always love you" her words were ringing my ears. She loves me truly. He had taken her away but she is making sure i am always protected with her love. I needed a shoulder to cry my pain and she sent me my best friend to me so that i can get some relief. Not thinking my i hugged my best friend and held him tight and cried my pain.

Saumya called me and said everything what happened. I asked you to stay for some more days finish the wedding then come to Mumbai. Now look what happened !! He huffed in disappointment.

Ashok my best friend a brother from another mother. He knows everything what ever happened. A sweet heart who wants nothing but happiness around his loved ones.

He made me sit and prepared some coffee for me and made the packing while all the time i was just sitting. Come he said and pulled me by my hand. I couldn't help but just nod my head. I wanted to die this minute but i cannot. He has already having too much in his life. I will be with him in his hard times and when i finally make him happy i will leave this world because a life without my Saumya is impossible to think.

Until that time i will be with my best friend.

Entering into the house which i planned to live with my love i walked all alone. We made a pact to be together but we broke the promise not unknowingly but willingly. We both sacrified ourselves for others and i was soo proud of my love. She was so strong to take this hard decision which if i was in her place would have not taken.

Jai take rest i will talk to you later and better be ready for my every damn questions he yelled on my face. A pure soul who is now there for me. Nodding my head i walked into the room and found a photo frame of us.

She was looking at me as if i meant everything to her while i was looking else where. My photographer Ashok took that pic. That pic made me puff in proud when i meant everything to my love and she is my everything.

Smilingly i ran my finger on that picture. Turning i found her pictures mine ours everything. It had memories of us but now it stands just as a memory to me nothing much.

Are you fine love ?? I whispered to her picture. I hope you are doing good. I just pray you are smiling at every minute.

A single tear ran down my eye. I left everything for her and now i left her to get her everything. She should be treated to like a queen and i know he will make her the queen of the entire universe and all i can think was i was lucky enough to have that angel in my life and i know i owned her heart ones in my life time. That made me proud. I was her love once. My angel held my heart ones. Love is pure and it will make us walk on the fire to save our loved ones. She walked for me and for him. I love her and will love her always.

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