Do you regret it now, Bakugou Katsuki?

...

Will you listen and obey to me now?

...

Will you follow my orders or break the heart of the one you love even more?

...

Will you push down your egoistical pride for now and obey me?

...yes.

***

10 years later...

"Tell her to take a swan dive off the roof and hope to get a quirk in her next life."

'What?! NO WAY!!!'

Izuku trembled as Katsuki blew up her 13th hero analysis notebook.

"Then shall someone die because of you again?"

'...'

"Deku, try to take a swan dive off the roof, just maybe you'll get a quirk in your next life!!!"

The broken face Izuku wore would probably haunt him forever, and regret instantly piled up in his stomach. How much he wanted to take it back couldn't be said. Because if he didn't say it...

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***

"Stupid Kacchan..." Izuku mumbled, tears forming at the corner of her eyes.

"Heh...'stupid Kacchan' is the one you love though, isn't he?

Izuku trembled in fear, as her father's killer's voice resonated in her mind.

"N-No sir..." She whispered, biting her lip.

"Eh...really?"

"Y-Yes sir..." She said, tears dripping down peacefully in the alley.

"You know, dear, you should pay attention to your surroundings."

Izuku whipped her head around, only to be greeted by a slimy villain.

"Hm...a sexy M disguise, eh? You seem pretty weak, but..." The slime villain grinned maniacally.

"But I'll take it!!!" He lunged at the girl, who's eyes widened in fright and surprise.

'My quirk-'

"Don't use your quirk. It's true I trained you to master it, but not for this purpose."

Izuku felt hot tears bubble in her eyes. What's the use of her quirk, then?! Was she going to die meaninglessly, without even being a hero?! Just tortured and ordered all her life?!

But then, a loud voice boomed in the quiet alleyway.

"DO NOT FEAR, YOUNG LADY, FOR I AM HERE!!!"

'A-All Might!' Izuku felt a surge of relief, but that was quickly overtaken by fear.

"Don't do anything."

Izuku gulped as All Might punched the slime villain, then stuffing his remains into a soda bottle.

"Thank you Young Lady, this villain was quite sneaky!!! Hahaha!!!" All Might smiled brightly, and was about to jump away. However, a deep, gut feeling told her to grab onto him. So she did.

"...are you stupid, dear?"

"YOUNG LADY!!! LET GO OF ME, I KNOW YOU'RE A FAN, BUT THIS IS TOO MUCH!!!"

"IF I LET GO NOW, I'LL DIE!!!"

"You really wouldn't, considering that I would still need a punching bag."

Izuku shivered, and All Might just presumed that it was because of the hard gusts of wind.

"Hah...anyways, Young Lady!!! I'm afraid I must go now!!!" All Might said when they were on top of a run-down building.

"Tell him to wait."

"W-Wait!!! All Might!!!"

"Yes, Young Lady?"

"U-Uh..."

"Ask him...if you could be a hero."

"D-Do you think that I could be a hero?" Izuku whispered, bowing down, not realizing that smoke was engulfing the man.

'As if, sir...someone who committed this many sins can never be a hero, a person that killed their own father!!!'

All for One in his room grinned, loving how he manipulated his two stress-relievers easily.

"Yes...you're right...how could someone like you be a hero? But ask anyways."

"I-I have committed many sins, I am a truly, horrible person." Izuku added, closing her eyes with barely any hope. But she hoped that maybe, since this was All Might, just maybe, he could give at least a glimmer of hope-

"No. I apologize, Young Lady, but I do not think that a person who did unpleasant things could be a hero. I do not know what kind of sins you have committed, but...if they are truly bad, I...don't think you could be a hero, I'm sorry." All Might said, hoping that the teary girl in front of him would be satisfied and take her leave now.

"I...see." Izuku smiled, as if knowing the answer. However, the dull, cold, and emotionless eyes that replaced the glimmering and hopeful emerald orbs, which made All Might shiver unwilling.

It was at that moment Izuku saw how a skinny man had replaced the number one hero.

"W-Wahh!!! A-All Might? An imposer?" She fretted, eyes wide with shock as he spit up blood.

"N-No, I am not an imposer..." He mumbled, red.

"Tch, I already know the backstory to this. I'm leaving, dear. Don't worry, I'll be back..."

***

"H-Hey, Bakugou, you kinda overdid it today...she's your childhood friend, isn't she?"

"Shut up, it was the best thing I have ever seen!!! Good job man, the look on Midoriya's face was priceless!!! What if she actually jumped, though?" They cackled, and Katsuki felt regretful tears coming to his eyes, but he quickly covered it with a sneer.

"Shut the fuck up, stupid motherfucking extras!!! I can do whatever the fuck I want to Deku!!!" He yelled, looking at the two boy's petrified faces.

"Tell them it was her fault- she was trying to get into UA after all, and only you were supposed to get into UA."

"It's her fucking fault!!! She was trying to get into UA, but I'm supposed to be the only one!!!"

"But seriously though, man, I would've been delighted if a hot girl would follow me for life." One of the guys said dreamily, and it took Katsuki all his will to not punch him.

As Katsuki was going to yell at them not to smoke in front of him, something stopped him from doing so.

Katsuki felt like he was stabbed in the leg, and winced. He tried his best not to scream, and bit his lip, for sure drawing blood.

'I-Is this your doing sir?'

"Indeed, ahaha. I apologize, I couldn't resist."

Katsuki growled, not noticing a huge shadow loom over him and his 'friends' back up.

"U-Uh, bro..."

"What is it?! Speak the fuck up!!" He yelled, agitated by the pain.

"B-Behind you-!!!"

Katsuki looked behind him in annoyance and pain, but his eyes widened.

"Well, well, well, a good-looking L guise with a pretty darn powerful quirk?"

***

"-and I truly hope you will not post my real identity on social media or anything, young lady." All Might ended, bowing his head.

Izuku smiled nervously, and shook her head.

"Of course, All Might! I'll keep your secret!!!" She put on a fake smile, and rubbed the back of her neck.

"I'm thankful, young lady-"

BOOM

"W-What was that?!"

"I apologize young lady, but I definitely have to check it out!" All Might bowed, then ran off.

Izuku looked as All might ran, then realized- he's not changing back.

"You know, you better go to."

'W-Why?' Izuku thought carefully, feeling an ominous sensation come over her.

"Hm, who knows. But for all you know, your father may not be the only one dead."

With that, Izuku started running.

***

'Shit, is this how I'm going to die?!' Katsuki thought, closing his eyes while trying to get at least a a whiff of air.

"Who knows. Maybe someone will come and save you."

Katsuki wondered what that meant, but his eyes widened with fright as he saw a pair of scared, emerald eyes peering at his red orbs in shock.

"K-Kacchan!!!" And just like that, she leaped over all the pro-heroes, who yelled at her to come back, and started to run to Katsuki.

"Kacchan, Kacchan!!!" Katsuki probably would never be able to erase the horrified and heartbroken expression on the one he loves' beautiful face.

"W-What the fuck are you doing here, you idiot?!" He yelled, feeling sad tears forming at the corner of his eyes.

"Say that you didn't need her help."

"I-I didn't need your fucking help!!!"

"SHUT THE HELL UP, KACCHAN!!!" An angry and tearful expression overtook the previous one, which surprised and broke Katsuki at the same time.

"Hehh, you're the sexy girl from before, aren't you, darling~?" The slime villain purred, and Katsuki shook with rage.

'Before?'

Izuku smiled warmly at Katsuki as the slime villain's 'hand' came down to hit Izuku. Katsuki felt helpless, staring at her warm green eyes, not moving.

However, before the villain could touch Izuku, a large, bulky, man came in front of them, punching the slime villain while catching both kids.

"I...AM HERE!!!"

***

Izuku felt tears come to her eyes as All for One tortured her mercilessly in their secret base.

"You little bitch, didn't I tell you not to run to Katsuki?!" He roared, and Izuku swore the building shook at his loud voice.

"I-I'm sorry sir-"

"Don't fucking apologize to me, do it and Katsuki's dead."

Izuku gulped down the sobs, and looked away to the ground.

"Y-Yes, sir."

Izuku felt hot tears form in her eyes.

'What have I done to deserve this?!'

She thought, quiet sobs escaping her lips.

All for One grinned sadistically, and took out a knife from the nearby drawer and started to work again.

***

"Why the fuck are you so weak?! Didn't I train you to be stronger?!"

Katsuki bit his lip, wincing as All for One stabbed his left leg with a sharp dagger.

"You're lucky I'm not going to give you a lot of injuries today,"

Katsuki perked up in surprise at that statement. All for One wasn't someone to tone down the torture.

"Be quiet, I hear your thinking. If you want extra injuries, I'll gladly give them to you."

Katsuki shook his head almost immediately after All for One whipped Katsuki's back.

"Good choice."

***

"Hm...today was extra painful..." Izuku mumbled, rubbing the wounds only she and All for One could see.

"Well, you said you would take the injuries I was going to secretly give Katsuki, didn't you?"

"Still..." Izuku nervously muttered, gulping.

"Anyways, I already concealed the wounds in other people's view. Should I make them into scars? Remember, I'm not going to heal them completely, and only you can see them."

Izuku nodded her head, not liking how the blood dripped from her body.

"Fair deal."

Izuku started walking home, feeling down and sad.

Then, a thought occurred to her.

'Why...am I continuing on with life?'

'My father's dead because All for One was bored...'

'I'm getting tortured to death, no surprise if I died tomorrow...'

'I know Mom is there for me, but...would she really want me if she knew I killed Father?'

'And the one I love just happened to be the one that hates me...'

A fat tear rolled down her cheek.

'Am I...

.

.

.

...needed?'

***

Katsuki felt an enormous amount of pain as a child ran into his leg, accidentally stabbing his pencil into the wound All for One gave him earlier.

He cried out in pain, and the child's parents apologized a lot, but Katsuki repeated that it was alright.

"Fuck." He muttered, seeing how All for One hasn't used the scar quirk.

"Haha, sorry, I was busy; I'll do it now."

As he walked to his large home, he felt the ominous thoughts from the back of his head creep up to the front, making him grit his teeth.

'Why...am I living still?'

'I killed my former best friend's dad, and it was all my fault...'

'I get hurt and tortured by a fucker who's bored...'

'Mom and Dad are always there to support me...but would they still if they found out that I killed their close friend?'

'And the one I love is the one I have to hurt, emotionally and physically, so she doesn't die...'

Katsuki choked, tears turning from angry to emotional.

'Am I...

.

.

.

...needed?'

***

"A-All Might? Did you need something?"

"Young Midoriya...do you know what every true pro hero does?"

"N-No? Save people and fight villains?"

"They move to save someone without hesitation."

"W-What's that supposed to mean, All Might?"

"...'you can be a hero.'"

"...you can be a hero."

"He's going to ask you to be the successor of his quirk. Say yes."

'W-What?'

"Will you like to be the future symbol of rescue with my quirk?"

***

"A-All Might? What the fuck are you doing here?"

"You are...ah, yes, Young Bakugou, correct?"

"Uh, yeah?"

"I saw how rational you were during your fight with the sludge villain..."

"...yes?"

"...and I was extremely impressed. You have the fighting skills of a pro hero."

"U-Uh, thanks...is that...all?"

"No..."

"He's gonna ask you to be the successor of his quirk. Accept it."

'What?'

"Will you like to be the future symbol of victory with my quirk?"

A/N: WELL THEN!!! WHAT A TWIST!!!

I try to tone down the torture, cause I know a lot of people have trauma with that. 😥

But if I DO go too far and I know it, I'll put up a warning.

For update schedules, if anyone is wondering, it will be one every week or two every week, depending on how much time I have. Otherwise, it's going to be every month, so nothing's completely planned.

I hope that you like this idea so far!!! Had a dream about this, then BOOM!!! Inspiration piled up. This was actually going to be my first book, lol. 'Beautiful' was a good mistake I guess.

Thanks for reads and votes!!!

2249 words bruh