When I get your glimpse,
The First thing I tell myself...
is to keep calm.
And then;
Breathe steadily.
Act normal.
Stop blushing.
the list goes on and on.

But have you ever wondered;
simply your name can bring,
Tears in my eyes.

Why can't it be as simple as 2+2=4?
Why?
Why a knot in my stomach is formed;
when I see you?
Answer me.

Are these teenage hormones?
Or something real?
Am I over thinking ?
Please!
I need my answers.
Literally i can't suffer more.
I had enough .

My pain
My craziness
i want to end this all.
That to as soon as possible.
But your thoughts are not helping.