I didn't realize the water had gotten frigged. How long had i been in here I thought. I turned off the water sighing deeply and slowly. Then got dressed in my warm,soft,comfortable pajamas. Then walked slowly down the stairs the effects of the day finally catching up with me. Once I was down stairs I walked towards the couch and sank into the soft,plush,comforting seats making me sleepy. Aunt Charlotte walked to the light green and sat down she smiled sadly at me. I guess it is time to talk i thought sadly my eyes stinging already. " what happened sweetie?" she asked I sighed sadly tears flooding through my eyes i blinked them away hoping she wouldn't see... but of course with my luck she did. "Honey you might need to talk to someone. Talk to me i can help you." she said softly looking at me with her soft green eyes. I sighed and said "it is my fault they died" I stopped as her eyes looked at me with pain " I snuck out of the house to go to a party. They had waited for me before going on there date night. If i had just been there my parents would still be alive. I'm so sorry Aunt Charlotte I miss them so much and... and" the words would not come out of my mouth. I looked into her eyes and I saw a fire and a hatred that i had never seen in her before. When she spoke her voice was hard just like her eye " I'm sure it is not your fault." She lied to me giving me a thin lipped smile. I just sat there looking at her i knew i shouldn't of told her I made a mistake. I now have to deal with her and my self blame. I felt tears gathering in my eyes as they threatened to overtake my body. I stood up ran outside towards the woods behind our house I ran and ran the pain pulling my body to a destination i had yet I felt a painful familiarity to it and soon i realized where i was going. I had tried to stop myself but my body didn't let me it was as though something was leading me there my brain screamed at my feet I tried and tried with all my might to get my feet to stop but they didn't slow down I kept going and going the pain too much to bare as tears streamed down my face the memories flooding back to me of the last thing I had said to my parents

CHAPTER TWO

I still can't believe i said that to the... the people that are my parents. i wish i hadn't said it and now i can't take it back. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~flashbacks~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN THAT YOU'RE KICKING ME OUT I'M ONLY JUST TURNING 18" I shouted with such anger in my voice the pain also evident "sweetie it just isn't safe for you here in this house anymore... you need to move on and live your life." my mom said with her soft voice. She is-was a very soft spoken woman. "I HATE YOU GUYS!!!WHERE AM I GOING TO LIVE" i said even angrier of their excuses . My dad shook his head almost as a silent im disappointed in you usually i would freeze when i saw this look i hated disappointing people. But this time my anger overcame that "DON'T LOOK AT ME LIKE THAT!!! IM NOT THE ONE KICKING OUT THEIR OWN DAUGHTER" I said glaring at them. My mom looked at me her eyes narrowed and said in a deadly calm tone "go upstairs to your room Nadia Grace Edwards right now." I stared at them my eyes wild and angry. Until finally i walked angrily upstairs yanking open the door and slamming it shut in anger. I needed to get out of here. I locked the door and opened the window staring out. Should i do this I thought i deliberated this for another moment or so until i thought what's the worst that could happen i get kicked out OH wait thats already happening. I snuck out the window careful to be quiet and not let my so called parents hear me and give them more of a reason to kick me out. Once out i went to a party laughed and talked while my parents were at home being murdered.

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this is where the party was at... the place where my life changed forever. Suddenly I felt something go over my mouth and smelt the chemicals. I kicked my leg back and heard a grunt i had hit him and he had let me go. I got up the chloroform causing me to be dizzy but i needed to get out of here. I started to run. I ran and ran until finally i couldn't stand anymore and i fell to the ground. through my hazed vision i saw feet walking towards me and felt his disgusting hand grab my chin "you just made a huge mistake princess." he whispered in my ear. The sound of his voice making me nauseous. Then he covered my nose and mouth with chloroform rag. I woke up chained up by my wrist to the ceiling confused as to where i was and what had happened then the events of last night came back to me i started screaming hoping someone would hear me. soon after i had stopped screaming i heard the sound of foot steps echoing towards me. "You should save your voice no one can hear you" he said a sarcastic smirk playing on his face i just wanted to smack it off "There going to come looking for me and when they find me you're going to prison you sicko." i said angrily his smirk dropped replaced with anger i probably shouldn't have said that but right now i don't care. i just want to get the heck out of dodge he walked up to me and grabbed the knife off the table stabbing me in the leg. i whimpered but i wouldn't give him the satisfaction of hearing my screams. "Do you really think your aunt would save after you told her you're the reason i killed your parents and not you or when your 'friends' think you had something to do with your best friends disappearance it was all...me" he said smirking sadistically at me. I stared at him blinking slowly then quickly swung my body forward kicking him in the face as hard as i could he tumbled to the ground landing hard and fast i pulled and pulled at the chains but they wouldn't fall. My captor was getting up and i had to be fast. I had tried once more then he was up coming towards me hitting me in the face causing me to pass out for the second time. I woke up in pain everything hurt especially my wrists and face. suddenly i came up with a plan and screamed as loud as i could tasting the blood in my throat but that didn't stop me soon he came just like before"I TOLD YOU NO ONE CAN HEAR YOU SO SHUT UP!!!!!" he screamed annoyed. I just looked at him and swung upward grabbed my phone. He just thought i was trying to kick him again i quickly got 911 on the phone and screamed again "I SAID SHUT UP OR I AM GOING TO KILL YOU SOONER THAN I THOUGHT" he screamed his eyes crazy i stopped screaming and he looked at me" i knew you were scared of me" he was doing that stupid smirk again. "the police are going to find me" i said confidently "How many times do i have to tell you no one cares about you. The police aren't looking for you and they are not going to find you" I went quiet looking at him "You are right no one cares about me. But why are you obsessed with me. WHY DID YOU TAKE ME!!" he stayed silent "ANSWER ME" again nothing was said he had just walked away. "COME BACK YOU SICKO COME ON!!!!!' I screamed towards him he stopped in his spot right then "You look like her you know so beautiful and perfect. I have been watching since i saw you that first time at your friend Lucy was that her name-" i cut him off real quick "what do you mean was" he smirked "You really didn't think i kept her all this time i killed her the day i killed your parents." if you had come looking for her she might still be alive sweetheart did you think of that" i stared at him then said " you really are sick and twisted" he smirked "i know" then he left walked out the door hours after he left the door was knocked on "police open up" i heard a voice call " he's not here he left get me out of here" i said the door burst open the light blinding me. A group of men dressed in police outfits came in. I started tearing up the adrenaline finally wearing off the pain i felt everywhere. one of the police officers gently let the chain down i fell into anothers arms screaming lightly when i fell on my injured leg "are you okay" but it was too late I had already passed out in his arms.