'Can you believe it!' Your mother smiled happily. 'We finally get a chance to bring our little girl to platform 9 3/4.'

After the battle you returned to you parents home. The memory of your old family was restored and you still saw them from time to time.

You decided to go back to Hogwarts. Your mother and father were overjoyed. You were excited but you knew it was going to be difficult. It would bring back a lot of memories.. things you didn't want to remember.

You tried to get over Draco but something inside of you still had hope. Although you didn't want it.. or did you? It wasn't important. The chance that Draco would come back was small.

'Are you ready?' You father asked you.

'Yes!' You smiled.

'Well let's go then.'

-

You arrived at kings cross and already had your trolley with your stuff. You mother and father couldn't stop smiling.

'Are you ready?' Your mother asked.

You nodded.

'Do you want to do it together?' You asked them.

They both smiled and grabbed the side of the trolley. You three ran towards the wall and arrived at the platform. You looked around. There were quite a lot if people returning a lot of new students.

'So the prefect compartment is over there. We want you to have lots of fun. Don't worry too much. And what ever happens, we don't mind. Every decisions is yours to make.'

You knew that that you were talking about Draco.

'Thank you.' You smiled. 'I love you guys.'

You hugged them before putting your trolley away. You stepped inside the train and walked into the prefects compartment. You sat down next to a window. You saw your parents and waved at them.

'Hey Y/N!'

You looked up and saw Neville and Luna.

'Hey guys! Have a seat.' You smiled.

Neville and Luna sat down opposite of you.

'So they are your parents?' Neville asked.

You smiled and nodded. He waved at the shortly.

'How are you?' He asked you.

'Me? I'm fine.' You smiled. 'And you guys?'

'I'm good.' Luna smiled.

'Me too.'

The train slowly got into motion. You waved at your parents while they slowly disappeared. You sighed and sat back. The long train ride began. You were wondering if more people would be back. You heard Hermione and Ginny in the distance.

'They're very social.' Neville sighed.

'Yeah.' You said while rolling your eyes.

Suddenly you saw something. You didn't want to believe it at first. You took a better look. Blonde hair... slowly the person turned around and looked at you.

It was Draco. Of course it was. He looked.. awful but still beautiful. Awful because.. He had massive bags under his eyes, he was pale and thin. Not the good thin but the sick this.. and beautiful because it was Draco.

Neville saw you. You felt so many emotions at the same time.. sadness, angry.. but also love because you weren't over him yet. You felt horrible to see him like that. You wondered what happened but you knew that once you started to let him in it would all go wrong.

'Y/N..' Neville said after he saw Draco.

You got up. Draco looked at you. He laid his hand against the door. He wasn't a prefect anymore. He knew he couldn't come in. You swallowed and tears came up in your eyes when you remembered how he betrayed you. You then turned around and walked away.

Neville hurried after you. You felt tears stinging in your eyes. You couldn't believe that you were this strong. You just walked away from him. You were the one who left him now.. yet you still wanted to cry.

Neville grabbed your wrist. You stopped and turned around to him. He saw the tears in your eyes. Neville just hugged you and you hugged him back.

'He looks so awful.. So sick.' You choked.

'You're so strong. I admire that.' Neville said.

'I'm not. Look at me.. almost crying about her ex.'

Neville pulled you closer and some tears ran down your cheeks.

'It takes strength to walk away from him. You'd be weak if you'd run straight into his arms. You showing him that you can live without him.'

You looked at him and stepped back a little.

'You really think that?' You asked while wiping the tears away.

'Of course Y/N! Don't worry too much about this year. Just let it all happen.'

You nodded.

'Let's go back.' You said.

Neville nodded. He took you back to your your place. You saw that Draco was gone.

~

Draco saw you walk away. He looked at the floor, disappointed but not surprised. He made his way through the train. He was just looking for an empty compartment. Everyone he past looked at him, whispered.. some people even bumped against him on purpose but Draco didn't care. Nothing could hurt him more then seeing you literally walking away from him.

He finally found an empty compartment. He stepped inside and closed the door. He threw his back on the bench infront of him and sat down on the other one. He put his feet up in the other couch and looked out of the window. The compartment door opened. Draco didn't even look up.

'Dray..'

Draco flinched. You always called him that. He couldn't hear that nickname. He looked up. Hoping that you would be there but all he was Pansy. She was the only one of his friends who came back.

'Oh my.. Dray you look awful.'

'Stop calling me that.' Draco hissed.

Pansy sat down besides him and laid her hands on his cheeks.

'Don't touch me!' He hissed while pushing her hands away.

'I'm only trying to help..'

'I don't need your help.' Draco scoffed.

He looked back out of the window. Pansy didn't get what she did wrong. She looked around the compartment and noticed something in his back. She reach towards it and grabbed it. It was the movie picture you send Draco years ago. Draco snatched it from her hands.

'Don't touch my stuff.' He hissed.

'I thought you and Y/N broke up.' Pansy said.

'That's the only reasons you're here, isn't it? Well Pansy I'm sorry but I'm not in love with you, I'll never fall in love with you.'

'That's not the reasons I came back.' Pansy spoke a little offended. 'You're not over her, are you?'

Draco didn't answer. He put the picture back in the bag. Pansy didn't like the way that Draco was behaving but she knew that he was going to need a friend to survive this year.

'Did you come back for her?'

'Can you stop talking about Y/N?' Draco snapped.

'I'm sorry.. I just want to help.'

'Well you're not helping.'

Pansy sighed and sat back. She had no idea what to do.

'If you're so hung up on her you should talk to her.'

'As if she'd listen. She just saw me and walked away.'

'Well she's angry.. but you never know. Maybe it can still work out.'

Draco looked at Pansy. Was he actually supporting him in this?

'Do you honestly think that she'll forgive me after everything I've done? She yelled at me that she hates me. Do you know how many times that scene replays itself in my mind?'

'You clearly care a lot about her. If she is the woman of your dreams.. you have too show her that you need her. That you're the only one who can make her happy. You have to fight for her. Even if she turns you down. It's now your time to show her that you need her.' Pansy said. 'I'm not in love with you anymore Draco. I just want to be there for you. You're going to need someone here.'

'Do you think that I can get her back?'

'You're Draco fucking Malfoy. You can do anything.'