You head was about to explode when you walked back towards the common room. The wind was cold and it was snowing. You shivered and glanced up at the astronomy tower. You stopped and saw someone there... Draco?

You walked up the stairs and saw Draco leaning over one of the railings in his black suit.

'Can we talk?' You asked. 

'Yeah..' Draco turned around. 'You look depressed.'

'How would that have happened?' You asked sarcastically.

'Listen.. It's not your fault. I've been looking for you everywhere.'

'I've been at Hagrids.. did you know?' You asked.

Draco looked at you.

'Know what?'

'When you broke up with me.. because of my family.. did you know I... I'm adopted?'

'Who told you?' He asked.

'Hagrid.. when he realised I didn't know he just ran away.'

'I'm so sorry.. I had a reason for not telling you.'

'You better have a reason for a lot of things. I can't believe you knew! I can't believe you embrassed me like that! I can't believe you don't talk to me while I see that something is wrong!'

Tears came up in your eyes. Everyone was lying to you. Your "parents" your "sister".. Hagrid..  probably Dumbledore.. but Draco.. why Draco?

'No Y/N! Don't cry.. Y/N please.. It's not your fault.'

'Well then who's fault is it?! Everyone is lying to me!'

'Y/N.. please just listen to me. What happened today.. wasn't your fault. Me not telling you what's wrong.. because you're right.. something is wrong..  isn't your fault.'

You walked towards Draco and leaned on the barrier as well.

'What's wrong Draco?' You asked.

He looked at you.

'This world.. is so unfair. My family is so unfair. I would want to tell you.. but you'll be in danger.'

'I don't care.. I need to know Draco.'

Draco turned to you. He opened his black jacket and put it away. He grabbed his sleeve and stopped for awhile. You already felt it coming.

'Please..  I love you Y/N.'

He pulled his sleeve up and revealed his dark Mark. Even though you felt it coming you were still shocked. You looked at Draco.

'You-know-who gave me a task. I have to mend a vanishing cabinet.. I have to kill.. Dumbledore.. I've been in constant stress because I didn't want you to find out because you'd hate me.. I'm so sorry I ruined everything..'

'You didn't ruin anything Draco..'

You pulled his sleeve down and handed him his jacket. He put it on. You placed your hand on his cheek and pressed your lips against his. Draco kissed you back. Draco pulled back and looked at you.

'Why aren't you scared of me?' He asked.

'Because..  you're not happy to be this. If you were a evil death eater you would be proud to have that on your arm.'

'I'm going to hurt you..'

'You're not going to hurt me Draco.' You said and you grabbed his chin, forcing him to look at you.

'Why are you like this..? Again.. you're too sweet. You're not thinking about yourself. I'm a freaking death eater!'

'I know.. and I want to help you.. If there's anything I can do just ask me.'

Draco looked at you in disbelieve.

'Draco..  I love you and I.. kinda felt this coming. So I'm not angry.. and I'm not scared.. I just need you to tell me what I can do to help you.'

Draco leaned in and kissed you. You kissed him back and he didn't make the kiss last long.

'Being you is enough..' he said.

You smiled and grabbed his hand.

'Lets go back.' You said.

-

The next morning you woke up besides Draco, for the first time. You were wearing his shirt, like You promised.  You opened your eyes and saw his messy hair and his shirtless body. You smiled and closed your eyes again, not willing to ever let this moment pass.

You listened to Draco's calming heart beat. You had to admit that after yesterday you tried to stay calm and help Draco. But you were terrified.. even though you said you weren't. This dating a death eater without anyone knowing thing could really get out of hand.

You didn't want to think about it but it was roaming around in your mind anyways. Your thoughts disappeared when Draco slowly stroke your hair. You couldn't help but smile. Draco smiled too and you opened your eyes to look up, straight into his.

'Good morning.' Draco smiled.

Good morning.' You smiled back. 'How are you feeling?' You asked.

'Better.' He said. 'You?'

'I'm great.. waking up besides you.' You blushed.

Draco leaned in to kiss you and you kissed him back, only to lay back down afterwards again. You closed your eyes and let out a happy sigh. You dug your face in his neck and gave him a small kiss. You then relaxed.

'He.. don't fall asleep again.' Draco sighed.

'But it's so comfy.' You mumble in his skin.

'But it's Christmas! Come on.. presents?'

'This is all I need.' You sighed.

'But then I bought you something for nothing.'

You wrapped and arm around Draco and he sighed but a small smile crossed his face.

'How did I get this lucky?' He mumbled.

'I came into your life and then you were blessed.' You said.

Draco laughed and you grinned.

'It's true though...' Draco said. 'It really is.'

You smiled and sat up. You kissed Draco and he kissed you back. He slowly pushed you back until you were laying down. He deepened the kiss and you placed your hands in his neck. At that moment there was a knock on the door. Draco pulled back and looked at you in confusion.

'Draco? Are you awake?'

Pansy?! What was she doing here? What was she doing in the boys dorm! You pushed Draco away and sighed to him that he had to be quiet for a second. You grabbed one of his shirts with long sleeves from the closet and threw it at him. He put it on and you ran into the small bathroom. You closed the door.

'Yes?' Draco asked.

He laid down in bed to make it seem like she woke him up. The door opened and Pansy came in.

'Oh.. Sorry.. did I-I wake you up?' Pansy asked, her face turning red.

'Yeah..  but that's fine.. what are you doing here?'

'My parents had to go away all of a sudden.. So I thought I come here to say hi.. So hi.'

'Hi.' Draco grinned.

'Oh, Draco.. are you celebrating Christmas with anyone? I saw a present under the small Christmas tree in the common room and one had your name on it.'

'Maybe my parents left it?'

'I don't know.. I'll celebrate Christmas with you! That sounds awesome! I'll wait for you and you can get dressed in the bathroom.'

Draco was quiet for awhile.

'I can't get dressed in the bathroom.' He said.

'Why not?' Pansy asked.

'Uhm..  the.. the toilet.. There is something with the toilet.'

Pansy looked at him suspicious. You could facepalm yourself at the moment.. He couldn't make up a lie.. At this point? He lied all the time. Pansy walked towards the bathroom.

'Pansy! What are you going to do?' Draco asked while getting up.

'I'm going to look at the toilet..'

'No you don't have to.' Draco said.

'Why are you so stressed out about the bathroom?' Pansy asked.

'I'm not. I don't want you to see that mess.'

'It doesn't look like there's much water.. It would flow underneath the gap over there.' She said while pointing to this bottom of the door.

Pansy pushed Draco away. You held your breath and waited for what would happen. Then the door opened and Pansy let out a small squeak. She looked at you in shock and immediately recognised Draco's shirt.

'Uhm..  Hi.'