39 ~ I...hate...you
You sighed and stated at the plate of food in front of you. You know you had to eat but you couldn't bring it up. You weren't hungry at all.
Your eyes wondered the the Slytherin table. Draco was sitting there, laughing, fooling around... as if nothing had happened. You started to question to reason for his break up more every day. You sighed and got up.
'I'll see you guys later.' You mumbled as you walked out of the great hall.
Harry, Ron and Hermione watched you leave.
'What's wrong with her? She hasn't eaten in 3 days.. ever since the you-know-what meeting.' Ron spoke worried.
I'll go after her.' Neville spoke as he got up.
He hurried after you.
'I don't know..' Hermione shrugged, knowing the couldn't tell the two.
'Didn't she tell you what happened during the meeting? Before she left?' Harry asked.
'She said she had a fight with someone... that's all I know.' She lied.
In the meanwhile Neville saw you slowly walked back towards the common room.
'Y/N! Wait up.'
You turned around and looked at Neville.
'Hi Neville.' You said, trying to sound cheerful.
'What's wrong? You haven't been eating, you miss classes because you don't sleep.. I'm your friend, what's wrong?'
'Nothing.. I just don't feel like eating.. or sleeping.'
'Y/N.. Are you ill? Depressed? Let me help you.' He stroke some hair away from your face.
You just hugged him and he slowly hugged you back. You sighed and laid your head on his shoulder.
'Thank you Neville. I'm fine.. believe me. I will be better soon, I promise.'
You let him go and gave him a weak smile. Neville moved his hand passed your cheek.
'You have bags.'
'Neville stop.. I'm fine.'
You turned around wanted to walk away. Neville grabbed your wrist.
'If anything is wrong.. Don't hesitate and tell me.'
'I won't.'
You walked towards the common room. When you came in you sat down. A few seconds later Harry, Ron and Hermione came in. You looked at them and they all sat down around you.
'You have to tell them.' Hermione whispered in your ear.
You looked at her and shook your head. You sighed and moved your hand through your hair. You got up and left without saying anything. You turned back before going upstairs.
'Don't you dare.'
You walked upstairs and closed to door of your room. You sat down on your bed and looked around. You laid down and stated at the ceiling.
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Hermione got up after you left and walked into the moving staircase. She hurried down, back into the greathall. She walked over to the Slytherin table and grabbed the back of Draco's robes.
'Let go of me! You filthy Mudblood.' He hissed.
'Get up, You git.'
Draco rolled his eyes and got up. Hermione let him go and they walked out of the common room.
'Why did you break up with Y/N?! The D.A. Can't be the only thing! You were planning in this weren't you?!'
'Listen to me Granger.. the D.A is a huge part of this. I'm currently working against the D.A. if I would frame them I'd frame my girlfriend.. I wouldn't be able to do that. Besides she could die. Second of all... It's her parents..'
'Her parents?! They're muggles, so what?!'
Draco rolled her eyes.
'That isn't it.. I can't tell you. Y/N doesn't even know herself. My father does and everyone is going crazy at home.'
'What's wrong with her parents?'
'Can't tell you.. It's just bad if I date her. My parents will freak.'
'Is it that bad?'
'Yes.'
He sighed and walked away, leaving Hermione thinking. Draco didn't seem that upset at all.. She walked towards the dorm she shared with you.
'Y/N.'
You looked up and sighed.
'That's me, what's up?'
'I talked to Malfoy-'
'Of course you did.' You sighed.
'Hear me out... he didn't seen upset at all. He told me that the D.A. was a part of why he didn't want to date you but what it really has to do with is your parents...'
'Because they're muggles?! I'm going to kill that little-'
'No! He said that wasn't it. He couldn't tell me why... thought you might wanted to know.'
You laid back and sighed. The thing with your parents had always been there.. hagrid said he knew them, sirius did.. and now Draco. You never actually thought about it.
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You and Draco had been apart for 3 weeks. It was now winterbreak. You walked towards the train.
'You're awfully quiet.' Noted Neville.
You looked at him and sighed.
'Just thinking of someone.' You spoke while glancing at Draco who got in the train.
You sighed and hurried towards the train. You got in and sat down in an empty compartment. You grabbed the daily prophet and started reading it. Harry, Hermione and Ron came in. They sat down. It was dead silent. You sighed and closed the paper.
'So is anyone going to say anything?' You asked.
They all looked at you.
'I can't take this. I have to tell them.' Hermione sighed.
'Tell them what?' You asked as if you didn't know about anything.
'I am going to kill you.' She hissed. 'Everyone is worried about you and you're still not telling them!'
'I don't know what you're talking about!' You spoke hoping she would understand the hint.
'Your secret relationship!'
Ron and Harry stared at you.
'Secret relationship?' They asked in unison.
You shot Hermione and angry look and you got up. You left the compartment and Hermione sighed and hurried after you. She grabbed your wrist.
'Leave me alone! How can you tell them?! Stop making my life a living hell! No one can know Hermione! You promised!'
You pushed her away and turned around. You looked straight into Draco's sliver eyes. You swallowed and stepped back. You turned around, pushed Hermione away and walked off. Draco hurried after you. You got into an abandoned compartment. You weren't even near home. You felt a hand on your shoulder. You turned around.
'Go away.' You spoke while staring at Draco. 'I don't want to see you.'
You tried to walk away but he blocked your path.
'Stop!' You yelled at him. 'Go away! Walk away like you did a month ago! Go! Get your disgusting face out of my eyes!' You shouted with tears in your eyes.
'Seriously?'
'That you don't have any problems with what's happening that's fine! But I do! So I would appreciate it if you would leave me alone!'
You wiped a tear from your cheek.
'Y/N-'
'That's Y/L for you.' You sniffed.
'I have no choice.'
'So then you can live with it?! Piss off.'
'Did I say I can live with it?! We were secret. Do you think I can show anyone?! I heard you are making it obvious! Hermione is about to tell them!'
'And you care?! We're over. You told me.'
'Not until we have this figured out!'
'What's there to figure out! You broke up with me! Go away!'
'Y/N-'
'I... hate... You!'
You pushed him aside and hurried away. Draco watched you leave and sighed. He then realised what he had done...
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