Lovely- Billie Eilish and Khalid

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The smile plastered on Jungkook's face wouldn't wipe off his face as he drives away from dropping Jimin home from school. Anything Jimin does just makes him happy, even just by something as simple as being around his presence, it fills Jungkook with happiness.

After the nurse's office, the pair went to their class and the boys made sure to keep a built wall around Jimin at all times. Jungkook knew at some points it really bothered Jimin since he really likes his privacy from time to time, so he told the boys to leave it to Jungkook to keep an eye on him just in case if Ty decides to be an asshole again.

And just like that the day has run by very smoothly, almost better than just normal. Especially since Jimin was always by Jungkook's side throughout the day, filling Jungkook with a sense of utter tranquility,  and also with him there looking like a literal greek God sculpture just made Jungkook feel even more that need to show the world that he's his. That they are together.

Jimin is so beautiful, and everyone can see it and they know it.

When the last bell rang to dismiss the school day, the boys parted ways but decided to meet up tomorrow to go to the movies, especially since it's Friday and soccer practices are cancelled for the weekend.

This will be Jimin's first time going to the movies and Jungkook couldn't be even more excited about going until now.

It'll almost be like a cute little first day, but with the rest of the boys there.

Not like that is a problem, both Jungkook and Jimin enjoy their company.

Before Jungkook dropped Jimin off, they had a mild make out session in the car but it didn't last long since Jimin had to go, so Jungkook promised to make his usual drop by his house tonight.

And now Jungkook can't remove that love sick smile from his lips.

Everything is going so good.

Life seems to finally be turning up good on his side, especially after today. He knows for sure that Jimin will be able to confide into him more comfortably without being too worried that the taller will brush him aside, and Jungkook feels like he can also do the same as well.

Their relationship will only continue to grow and improve, just like how they will individually as well.

Jungkook suddenly halted in front of the large door of his house, just waiting for him to walk through, but he suddenly remembers how he really needs to ask Jimin to be his boyfriend soon. Yes, everything may be going good now but Jungkook believes enough time has passed by and perhaps soon he needs to ask Jimin to finally be his, offically. Especially if Jimin is ready to take this relationship to the next level.

Shit, Jungkook doesn't even know what to make out of that.

In his case, he's beyond ready. He's been wanting to pleasure Jimin in the sexual aspect since the day they kissed for the first time, but he always kept himself at bay just to not scare off the small virgin. Even now that Jimin confessed into being ready, Jungkook doesn't want to do anything extreme yet. Things will happen slowly, without any rush, and within time. He wants Jimin to be sure this is something he wants to do, not just something he thinks he's ready for.

Jungkook still has regrets about his first time, and it still haunts him how he's not a virgin. He doesn't want Jimin to go through the same thing either because it can be very traumatizing to do something and not be able to change it at all.

As much as he loves Jimin, he loves him enough to wait and not fall for his lustful temptations.

Maybe he loves him a little too much, but he likes it. Jungkook likes being about to be appreciated while also taking care of someone who equally cares about him.

Love isn't always pain, but it's also just...... Love.

And it can also be beautiful.

Jungkook's smile suddenly twitches wider as he opens the front door and steps inside his home, feeling ready to just go to his room and rest after a long day-

"Jeon Jungkook. Come here."

Jungkook's smile drops from his face and his entire blood circulation stops the second he hears that familiar demanding voice of his father from the living room, his mind suddenly jumbling over the many possibilities why he's suddenly calling him over since they barely even talk at all.

Wait..... Did.... Did his exam scores come in?

Exam week was two weeks ago, that isn't enough time to check recieve scores right.... Right?!

Jungkoook only approaches the living room with his heart hammering his chest and cold sweats already beaming his forehead, his mind being his biggest demon as his fear only raised up with every step he took to where his father is.

He sounded so serious.

It can't be-

Oh no...

The ravenette's body only shivers feverishly as he recalls something Namjoon was discussing over with Seokjin earlier today during their Calculus class.

Something he tried to ignore for the whole day and managed to forget about it while being by Jimin's side.

It couldn't have been today...

The second Jungkook steps to the entrance of the living room, seeing his father sitting there with piles and piles of papers on the coffee table but only holds onto one paper specifically in his grasp.

The familiar sandy, beige paper that determined Jungkook's fate for the weeks ahead.

Tears already whelmed his eyes to the dark look his father's eyes hold with a deep scowl on his lips, knowing exactly what that means.

He didn't make it this time..

Jungkook only closes his eyes, only one thing constantly circulating his mind as he kneels down before his father, ready for what's about to come.

I'm so sorry Jimin.

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A/N:

In the process of writing the other chapter! Don't worry, you won't be left in the dark hahaha I will try to update before going to sleep!!

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