Angel Baby - Troye Sivan

Jungkook stares down at the curled-up boy on the bed, head resting on the fluffy pillow with his hair sprawled out in a beautiful waves. His face is calm and in his own paradise of a dream.

How can someone be so... Beautiful?

Jungkook then starts to think, is it Jimin he finds beautiful? Or is it anything involving Jimin?

His cute gestures and his tiny self. What if it is Jimin he doesn't see beautiful, but everything he does is beautiful?

"Again with the staring," Jimin mumbles against the pillow, peeling his eyes open.

Jungkook smiles softly and dives back into the bed, facing Jimin while holding his hand, "How was your sleep?"

To this Jimin yawns and blinks at him lazily, "Could've been better," he mumbles and gently plays with Jungkook's hand, "Question? How did Namjoon hyung know what to do when I had my anxiety attack?"

Jungkook snorts to this, "His parents are doctors. He's heading in that same direction as well after med school," He says lightly, bringing Jimin's hand up to peck it lightly.

Jimin follows the gesture with his eyes and blushes slightly, "Right."

Through the midst of this silence, Jungkook grew more concerned as to why Jimin got his sudden anxiety attack. It's been a while since he has gotten an episode at all, and if it's anxiety that something must've triggered it.

As much as Jungkook's curiosity ate him up, he can't pressure Jimin. He has to be patient with him.

He has to let him open up on his own.

"Jungkook," Jimin suddenly whispers, unsteady eyes gazing over him, "Me and Yoongi aren't together anymore."

Jungkook's whole world just collapsed for a minute. He felt an odd stir bubble his chest and his heart clench to the sudden hurt in his chest. Despite his feelings for Jimin, he knew how happy the other was with Yoongi.

And seeing him go through a break up crushed him.

That may be why he got an anxiety attack.

"Oh angel," Jungkook coes, bringing Jimin to his chest with a deep frown, "I'm so sorry you're going through it."

Jimin breathes heavily against his chest and slowly nods, clearing his throat, "It's okay.... We both decided it was for the best. I'm fine now."

Jungkook gulps and looks down at him, "Are you really?"

Jimin didn't say anything, only curls his body up Jungkook's body, breathing in this moment with him. Jungkook didn't say anything further, only lets Jimin hold onto him.

As for now the little angel needs to heal.

And he will be right there to get him back to his feet.

Every single step of the way.

"You deserve happiness Jimin," Jungkook whispers, "I have no idea how many times I've told you this but I won't stop saying it. I'll make sure my last breathe in this world would be saying these words."

Jimin rolls his eyes, fighting a smile, "You're so dramatic," he huffs and limply climbs on Jungkook, laying his chin on his hand over Jungkook's chest.

The younger notices a concerned look in Jimin's eyes and he frowns, "What's wrong?"

Jimin doesn't say anything at first, only sighs and lets his eyes start to sadly gleam, "I'm scared Jungkook."

To this Jungkook frowns and caresses a knuckle to the side of Jimin's face, "Scared about?"

"Becoming numb."

Jungkook snaps his eyes from his lips and focuses on his eyes, seeing a fearful look spread Jimin's dim orbs.

"Numb? But... Jimin-"

"Please listen to me okay," Jimin whispers cutting him off, "I don't know for how long I can.... Fight this.... I'm so unhappy Jungkook.... I'm afraid one day I will wake up not feeling anything."

The words struck a strong string in Jungkook's heart. His need for his blade is start to crawl it's way to his mind but he pushes it aside as he grips Jimin's waist and scoots him up so his face is right above Jungkook's. Jungkook feels his warm breath caress his cheeks and he looks up at him, seeing the angel stare down at him with such a strong feeling behind his eyes.

Sadness.

So much.... Emptiness.

So Jungkook licks his own lips and frowns, "I won't let that happen angel, because you are not fighting this alone."

Jimin's lips wobbled and he blinks away his tears, "Remember how you promised me how we will find my source of happiness five months ago?" Jungkook slowly nods, caressing Jimin's hair with a gentle hand.

For a second Jimin takes a deep breath, and closes his eyes, "You are the reason why I'm still here Jungkook, remember when I told you that? It hasn't changed. You bring me back.... Every single time... You saved me.... And you're still saving me," Jimin whimpers, his eyes still closed, not seeing the tears streaming the side of Jungkook's face. "If I haven't broke it's because of you.... I'm afraid the day you are gone officially, I...... I will lose myself Jungkook."

Jungkook take it anymore.

The feelings in his chest is only growing at a rapid speed and he can't detain them anymore.

He can't hide himself.

He grabs Jimin's face and smashes their lips together. It's exactly like how he remembers it from yesterday.

Warm.

Soft.

It's Jimin.

The feeling of Jimin.

Slowly he pulls away, savoring the taste of fresh peaches from his lips, watching how Jimin flutters his eyes open with more tears pooling his eyes.

No more hiding.

"I love you Park Jimin," Jungkook whispers, his breathy voice cracking with his shaking hand moving Jimin's hair away from his eyes, "You have no idea how your existence in my life alone has impacted me. All I ever wanted was for you to be happy. When I saw you with Yoongi, shit I was jealous, yes, but I was so happy because you were so happy," Jimin's eyes is a waterfall of tears as he caresses Jungkook's knuckles with his hand, fighting back a smile.

Keep going, let it out Jungkook.

Jungkook softly smiles at his angel, "I didn't care if I was unhappy that you weren't with me. As long as you were happy and- Fuck! Jimin....I'm so in love with you," He says with his whole chest, causing a sob to escape the smaller's lips, "Don't be afraid if one day you wake up and I'm not here, I will be, always, because I wouldn't want to be anywhere else if it's not right beside you."

Jimin is crying now, sitting up on Jungkook's pelvis with his hands covering his face, his body shaking from the sobs. Jungkook lets a hiccup escape his lips as he sits up, wrapping his arms around Jimin's waist, "Please don't cry angel," Jungkook whimpers, nuzzling his face against Jimin's chest, breathing in his candy scent, "You deserve nothing more but complete happiness and..... I want to give it to you... I want to make you feel whole... I want to love you Jimin."

Fingers threading his hair relaxed Jungkook's body from bursting into a heap of sobs, his grip around Jimin tightening. They hold each other until there's no more tears they can continue to shed. They hold each other to express the love they feel running through their blood. They hold each other so their hearts can continue to beat the same rhythm once again.

At this moment.

They felt it.

That wholeness.

That emptiness being filled.

They're not alone.

They have each other.

They always did.

So Jimin slowly pulls away, taking Jungkook's face in his small hands, a weak smile on his lips, "You're everything to me lovely," Jimin whispers, nuzzling their foreheads together, "I was always stubborn when it came to my feelings. I knew deep down inside.... You were right there. I always wanted to see you happy," Jimin murmurs and then lets out a heavy sigh, "I'm sorry it took a break up and an anxiety attack for me to realize it."

Jungkook chokes out a laugh and shakes his head, fluttering his eyes close, "Don't feel sorry. You needed to explore, to know how it is to be in a relationship. I can't keep you caged up Jimin..... I had to let you find your way."

"I know, and Yoongi will always have a soft spot in my heart," Jimin says and pulls away, caressing Jungkook's long hair, "But he made me realize to face my feelings. He has always tried to push me to be confident with how I felt but I was stubborn, as always. I guess he low key shipped us together."

Jungkook smiles softly and peck Jimin's forehead, "You know how you always told me how God sometimes sends his angels to teach them or guide them in a moment in life? What if Yoongi was your angel?"

For a moment Jimin remains completely serious before perking an eyebrow with a small surprises grin, "Aren't you an atheist?"

"Yes I am," Jungkook says in a heartbeat, "But.... When you said that, it really got to me. It made me realize how everyone in one's life has a purpose, even if it's something bad, it shapes one in a positive way if you let it."

Jimin remains quiet, taking in Jungkook's words, "So the atheist believes in the whole angel concept-"

"Ah shut up!" Jungkook groans to a giggling Jimin. He throws Jimin off him and begins to climb on him, tickling his side gently just to hear his angelic laugh. For a moment Jungkook just stops, staring how Jimin's eyes disappeared into crecent moons with a hand covering his lips.

He's so beautiful.

Maybe angels do exist, and that angel is Jimin.

Jungkook felt his heart melt.

He gently rubs Jimin's side and nuzzles his face to Jimin's neck "You are my angel Jimin.... What if, whatever God up there, sent you to me so I can save myself and you as well.... To save us. To save each other."

The giggles slowly drowns down and Jimin holds Jungkook in his arms, "I never thought about it that way.... Yoongi would always tell me, despite being my boyfriend at that time, to always...... Go after you in a way. It's almost like he wanted us together."

Jungkook looks at Jimin deadpanned, "And you're saying he's no angel that suddenly appeared out of no where in your life?"

The smaller bursts out laughing and lovingly cups Jungkook's cheeks, his eyes sparkling in the dim lit room, but his eyes was enough to blind Jungkook on the spot, "He would appreciate you saying that, he's very fond of you."

To this the taller smiles softly and leans to Jimin's touch in complete ease, "He told me once to take care of you when the day comes if he isn't around anymore," He whispers, making Jimin's heart thrust fast against his chest as the two make eye contact, "I promised him I would, always."

Jimin gulps thickly, glancing between Jungkook's lips and his eyes, leaning ever so slightly but stops centimeters away, "I love you Jeon Jungkook."

And he kisses him again.

This time Jungkook didn't pull away. He inhales every second as if it was his last. His slender fingers moved to Jimin's hair and presses his lips closer, slowly moving them. That's when Jimin squeaks and pulls away.

What just happened?

Jungkook's eyes widen, "Are you okay? Did I hurt you?"

If he hurt Jimin, he would actually reconsider passing out on the spot.

"No," Jimin says instantly, his cheeks growing a vivid red, the nervousness clear behind his eyes as he avoids Jungkooks worried eyes.

The taller furrows his eyebrows and moves Jimin's face gently to look at him, "What's the matter angel?"

Jimin gnaws on his bottom before letting out a heavy sigh, "I don't really know how to kiss..... You were actually my first kiss."

Jungkook's eyes widen as plates with his heart dropping to somewhere in his body. He has this intense need to cradle Jimin in his large arms and protect him from the world forever.

Right, Jimin is an innocent little baby.

But he swore Yoongi was his first.

A sense of pride suddenly built up in Jungkook's chest, and smiles genuinely.

He was Jimin's first kiss.

His.

That has a nice ring to it.

"Oh baby," Jungkook coes, taking Jimin's hands, "Don't be shy, it's okay. I won't make fun of you."

Jimin frowns deeply, "This is what I hate. I'm so inexperienced in everything! Shit, I'm still a virgin! You know how embarrassing that it!"

Jungkook smiles fondly at him and couldn't stop himself from pintching his cheeks, "And there's nothing wrong with that. I wish I was still a virgin so people wouldn't think so less of me," The drop in his voice only made Jimin frown.

"I don't think less of you," Jimin mumbles, "Fuck them. All of them. Say it with me. Fuck them."

The leap in Jungkook's chest didn't go unnoticed. He feels like he's on cloud nine as he stares up at Jimin, "Fuck them."

"That's right," Jimin nods satisfyingly, twinkling a small smile, "To me you are perfect, how ever you are!"

That's all Jungkook needed to hear.

Jungkook kisses his cheeks and nods, "So are you my little angel."

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A/N:

Thank you so much readers for reading!!!

I will be updating the next chapter soon so be aware hahaha

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