Valley Of The Dolls - Marina And The Diamonds

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A wide smile stretches Jimin's lips as he stares down at Yoongi effortlessly playing the keys, falling in love with the music that's pouring out of the instrument. This has became a routine for them; when lunch would arrive, they would sneak into the music room and stay there all period. Jimin has learned much more about playing piano, thanks to Yoongi's guidance of course. Within that period, their relationship has definitely grown, as in their bond. Jimin didn't have that will to tell Yoongi how he suffers from suicidal thoughts or his past suicidal attempts while still being in a relationship with him.

It's not like Jimin plans to do it. He grows so lost in his own head when he's alone, and that need to feel numb and.... Dead just consumes him.

But he's never brave enough to actually end it all like his bridge attempt, but his bathtub and a pretty blade has became his best friends.

After a few more moments of listening to the music, Yoongi looks up at Jimin and smiles, "Did you like it?"

Jimin nods enthusiastically, "Yes! It sounded so peaceful."

An award winning smile stretched Yoongi's lips and he stands up, moving to stand in front of Jimin, who's sitting on the wood area of the piano.

"You're so cute!" Yoongi gleams and grabs his hands, "Thank you for giving me the chance to be with you.... I know this is pretty risky, especially if your parents are a bit religious, but I just.... Really appreciate this."

Jimin grins widely and cups his cheeks, "Thank you for asking me," He whispers, and brings the other into his arms. Yoongi tenses up for a moment but then wraps his arms around Jimin's waist, standing between his dangling legs. They stay a moment too long in this position, just feeling each other. Jimin has a wide smile on his lips by how fierce his heart is thrusting against his chest.

He's finally with the boy he wanted to be with.

And this boy likes him back too.

It's an amazing feeling.

It feels beautiful....

Yoongi suddenly pulls away slightly, his eyes staring directly to Jimin's lips, almost as if his lips just lured him from the comforting hug.

"Can I... Kiss you?"

Jimin's heart thrusted fast against his chest, feeling as if it's seconds away from escaping out of his body. As much as the anticipation flooded his body, he felt a little unease.

This would be his first kiss....

Yoongi would be his first kiss.

The thought didn't settle too well at the pit of his stomach. Yeah, he likes Yoongi and all that, but.... He's not sure if he wants that yet.

This is his first relationship after all.

"I uh.... Can we give it more time?" Jimin asks shyly, his cheeks blazing red to the embarrassment. What type of guy didn't have their first kiss yet? Jimin feels like a total loser right now.

But Yoongi, being the respectful boy he is, he sends Jimin that type of gummy smile that only makes him melt on the inside, "Of course, whenever you're ready darling."

He called me darling!

He called me a pet name!

Jimin couldn't help the small fangirling moment to the nickname, making Yoongi burst in uwu's and carry Jimin in his arms, spinning him around. The smaller giggles madly as Yoongi puts him down and kisses his head.

Yoongi is the only person, beside Jungkook, to cause a genuine smile to form Jimin's lips.

He feels like life is actually turning out well for him.

The two walk hand in hand out the music room and down the hallways. Much to Jimin's pleasure, he's not bombared by people's words or hard stares. They wouldn't dare look at him if Yoongi is beside him.

Let's just say, Yoongi has developed a little reputation here. Not an awfully bad one, but no one messes with him after his snap to Damien and some other fights in school.

And now that they are together, they don't dare try to do anything to Jimin.

Out of no where, Yoongi grabs Jimin's backpack and gently hauls him back when an overly excited Taehyung jumps in front of them. Jimin furrows his eyebrows to the defensive stance Yoongi has in front of him as he held a hard look to the blonde boy.

"You guys are so cute! I knew you guys would've gotten together and-"

"Cut the shit," Yoongi says bitterly, "What do you want? Aren't you too busy with your perfect little group?"

This isn't something new for Yoongi. Especially since he has witnessed people going up to Jimin saying harsh things before. So whenever they're together, Yoongi would always defend him whenever someone tried going up to them.

Yoongi at this point doesn't trust anyone.

Taehyung's wide smile slowly drops and he glances at Jimin and back to Yoongi, a forced smile on his lips, "Well, you see I wanted to ask if you guys would be interested in hanging out with us tonight? We are having this get together at Namjoon's house and maybe go out for a ride around."

"No," Yoongi says flatly and takes Jimin's hand, "For what? So you can make Jimin feel like shit-"

"Yoongi," Jimin says, placing his other hand on his shoulder, "It's okay," His eyes met Taehyung's steady gaze, "He's my... Friend."

Taehyung suddenly smiles broadly while Yoongi turns to face the smaller, a concerned gaze behind his eyes, "Are you sure? I've heard certain stuff about these guys and-"

"I know them Yoongi, trust me," Jimin half lies, squeezing his hands then sends Taehyung a small smile, "I would love to go."

Taehyung squeals and claps his hands, "Great! It would be nice to hang out with you again," he says and sends Yoongi an awkward look, "You can come too you know.... It won't be so bad."

And just like that Taehyung skips away, going back to the familiar group of boys, who were all staring at him with hawk eyes. Jimin slightly shifts uncomfortably as he watches how Jungkook stares at his and Yoongi's hands tangled together from against the locker. Something hurt inside Jimin's chest when the two made eye contact, seeing an expressionless look behind Jungkook's eyes.

After that day of their fight, Jimin and Jungkook has grown a little more distant than usual. They went from seeing each other every day to seeing each other only in school. Jungkook has stopped sneaking into Jimin's window and Jimin has only visited once, but he got the feeling that Jungkook doesn't really want to be around him so he hasn't visited anymore.

It's not that they hate each other or anything, that will never happen. It just.... They grew apart? Jimin does miss him, a lot. He misses cuddling up to the taller and just being able to talk to him about anything.

He feels.... Incomplete..

That's one of the main reason his suicidal thoughts are more progressive than before.

He just.... Feels like his anchor just.... Left him.

"Is he Jungkook?"

Jimin snaps his eyes away from Jungkook's wary gaze and looks into Yoongi's soft eyes, who's glancing at the tall boy.

A weak smile forms Jimin's lips, "Yup..... He's Jungkookie."

For a moment they remain silent, until Jimin feels his arm being tugged. His heart practically stopped when he figures out that Yoongi is guiding them towards the wolf pack.

Oh no..

"Yoongi! What are you doing!" Jimin hisses hushly as they grow closer to the laughing group of boys.

Yoongi doesn't say anything, only drags Jimin closer to the perfect boys, who dwindled their laughter upon noticing the two aproachinig them. Jungkook remains with a heavy gaze as he remains leaned against the locker, craning his head back in an intimidating way with a raised eyebrow when the platnum blonde extends out a hand.

"Hi, I don't believe we've met. I'm Yoongi, Jimin's boyfriend."

Oh God, Jimin wants to die.

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A/N:

Currently in class yay :(

Well, I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter! Next story I'm update is Culpable, Nerds, Flames, and Therapeutic Affair. Exactly in that order. I'm have it done by today, so no worries hahaha

Thank you guys for being so patient!!

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