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" Some memories are like fire... It warms you with love and affection at the same time will burn you with guilt and anger."
~Anya.
✯Chapter-12✯

Author's POV:

As I said above... Nothing will remain same... Everything and every person will change at one point or other ..

       Look at your own self. Are you the same kid you used to be now? Or are you the same teen now from your teenage? No... No one can ever be... Days turns to weeks, weeks into months and months into years.... Just like that people too changes and so does their priorities... Girls no longer want to have whole set of barbies and boys no longer dreams about becoming a super hero...

         You no longer will sleep with your parents... You no longer know what's going in your once called Best friend life becuase due to some unknown reasons you both drifted and reason is still unknown...

                     Still at no point you will be stopped nkr you will stop.  Life never halts for you nor anyone. It just flows like a river...

        Same happend with our couples... Long gone that girl who used to be sensible and wear her heart at her sleeves.. long gone that girl who would make you smile with her antics in any kind of situation. Long gone that boy who used to be angry at the same time be a sweetheart. Long gone that boy who used to be there to help anyone and make you all forget your pains with that innocent smile....

Vanya's POV:

    A month had passed since that incident since I met him. Since I have seen those pair of black eyes and since i felt safe in those strong yet comfortable arms... Since I felt alive...

         No! Don't get disgusted by me... If it is some other man then I would have never felt this way but it's Surya... Who was there with me all the time and made me feel so protected .... Yes... He used to be there when I used to not sleep because of my period cramps and used to massage my head and body as I used to feel numb all over my body.

          He used to bring food, meds, and the sanitary pads if needed... Though at first I used to feel some what weird telling him the brand I use but he scolded me saying there is nothing to feel like that and it's normal for a partner to do a these things.

        I smiled as the past came infront of my eyes.  Why won't I ? Those days used to be awesome, I used to feel alive with him around me. His hands always on my waist even college showing everyone to whom I belong.. I never said no to him and let him do whatever he wants except for the alcohol and smoking. And he stopped drinking and smoking just because of a fight we had.

Why Iam missing him this much nowadays?  Why won't I? His birthday is coming... It's just tomorrow...

             A painful yet beautiful memory flashed in front my eyes... Some memories are like that only right? They will be so beautiful and yet painful... They will make us laugh at the same time cry... Cry for what we have lost and cry that there will be no such day in the future and there will be nothing in your hands. You will be just looking at the scences that happens infront of you...

        A loud knock erupted from outside of my cabin and I asked the person to come in..
   
       There came my best friend wearing one of her prettiest smiles. I smiled back at her. " Everything okay?" I asked her as she sat comfortably infront of my seat.

          She nodded in yes. " What do you think if I go and see other men?" She asked breaking the silence. My head shot up as i looked at her. "It completely depends on you. If you want to move on then just do it. I can't say anything regard it as I myself never moved on in my life. I will just wish you to be  happy with whomever you like." I said giving her my genuine smile.

          "But it's feeling odd... It's all feeling odd to think about other man." She said sighed.

           "Who is it?" I asked her now focusing completely on the matter. She seemed pretty serious to me. " You remember Siddharth?" She asked me.

       Yes.. I do remember him. He is our senior in school and used to be handsome. But I never met him personally nor talked to him so I was reluctant but looking Jaanu happy I just left all these things.

           "He is here from New York for some construction with his friends. He said he would like to meet both of us and asked to come to  Star night pub." She said and I frowned. Why pub? and why me?

        "He likes you so he wants to meet you but why me?" I asked her. " It's not a date we are just meeting to have a casual talk. Let's see what happens." She said. "Will you be happy ?" I asked her. " Let's hope for the best." She mumbled and left my cabin.. yes... Let's hope for the best.

      After wrapping ourselves we exited to the parking lot and went to home. Now Iam confused sitting on my bed with few dresses scattered on the bed because the last time I visited club is with Surya. That is 8 years back now. My palms are sweating. As a whimper left from my mouth.

"Don't show your body. Don't behave like a slut"

" Don't know what she have showed them which drew them to her body. She must have provocated them. Or else why will they do that?"

" I have already told Mr. Subramanyam to look after his precious daughter before she do something nasty! Now see she got pregnant with some other caste guy and now is almost got raped! This generation I say..."

"Those short clothes she used to wear must have provocated them.."

"Chi chi... Did you saw her clothes the last time she came here? She wore shorts upto her thighs! Chi chi.  Is this our culture? Being a Brahmin doesn't she nor her mother know what to wear and all? Shameless girl and a very shameless mother who supported her pregnancy!"

"Vanya? Vanya?" I suddenly brought back to reality by Jhanu. " Are you ok?" She asked. She in a black dress looking gorgeous.

( Jhanvi's outfit. Pictures are only for representation and I don't own them.)

     I nodded and gave her an assuring smile. "But you don't seem to? Shall we cancel the plan?" She asked me.

           "No actually Iam not feeling good to go outside... Please babe. Understand. Take someone with you-" "Offo don't be my mom now! I will take care of myslef and you better too. You are looking as if you will get panic attack!" She exclaimed now rubbing the sweat formed on my forehead with her kerchief. I chuckled at her.

        I looked at the watch and the time is showing 7. I looked towards her now suddenly becoming stern. "Be right back by 9. Or else I  will make sure you will never go to pubs." I warned her because I can't bare anything happening to her. She laughed at me "typical mom." She mumbled in her breath enough loud to audible for me.

         "I heard that!" I snapped at her. " Well sweetheart things are said out to hear only! And yeah I will be back because I know Vanya Subramayam. If she want she can be queen of bitch." She threw her hands in the air dramatically and I laughed at her. Bidding me bye she went but there is something unsettling in my heart! She will be okay right?

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