I felt... Empty.

I feel like... I am useless...

All I've ever felt, was pain... 

"Why do I even deserve to Live?"

A young girl, who was about a few years old, was sitting outside of her abandoned home, where her foster parents have left her to die. When she was taken into foster care, all her foster parents did was abuse her, mentally and physically. 

The young girl, was starving, she was tired, she was weak, she was sad. This pain she's been feeling kept going on and on every day, and every night.

One night, when the little girl was trying to sleep, she heard someone outside. She slowly gets up and tries to see who it was outside, but she didn't see anyone. Until, her room door busts down, making her jump. The little (H/c) haired girl look to see a man with a mask, she was really confused, the tall man walks over to her and begins to lift her up. "You're gonna come with me. Okay." He said before leaving. 

Some days later

The girl was feeling the same pain that this person was treating her. She heard the person talking to some person about keeping an eye especially on her.

She kept suffering. She was thinking that this world hated her existence.

She felt like she heard a snap. She didn't feel pain at all. 

The little (H/c)-ette was still silent, fragile, and dirty. She just stares at everything with a wide stare, hardly even blinking. She would always have a tied up rope around her waist as the person who was taking care of her, was dragging her by the end of the rope. The young girl travelled a lot in the outside world, but this outside world was not the reality that she wanted to experience. 

As she continues to walk with her owner, they were walking in the streets, passing by a lot of people, yet, the people around them didn't even give them a glance, as if they weren't there. But until... They run into a young adult man. 

"Um, excuse me?" The young man said, walking a bit closer to the two. "Why is this little girl all tied up?" He asked suspiciously. 

"What do you think, sir? She's a dirty little flea. And she might try to escape. There's a reason why I must keep her bound with me." The owner said.
The young man slightly glared at your owner, until he looks down at the little girl, with a smile. He crouches down to her height, "Hello there little girl. I'm Tsukihiko Yuki. What's your name?" He asked nicely, leaving her to blankly stare at him and stay silent.

"This girl doesn't have one. Her parents didn't give her one, not even before they abandoned her. Okay, now get out of my way." The owner tried to push the young man aside, but he gripped his arm.

"Well, if you don't mind. May I know what it'll take to take this girl from you?" Tsukihiko asked, she still stayed silent, yet in her mind, she was pretty confused.

"You seriously don't know when to quit, do you. If you're so interested in her then buy her." The owner said.

Tsukihiko looked down at her once again for a few seconds, "Very well then. I will buy her. Is this enough sir?" He then threw some of his money out of his pocket from his jacket.

The money was flying around and landed on the ground. The little girl's facial expression didn't change, but she was pretty shocked by the man's sudden action.

The owners expression turned into a shocked one, when Tsukihiko knew that her owner was distracted enough, he quickly took the rope she was bound with and started to carry her and made a run for it. "Hey! Get back here!" The owner turned back and yelled.

"Well Sir, you should hurry and pick all that up. I heard it's gonna be windy today so it'll fly if you don't pick it up! And some people around will probably take it too!" Tsukihiko turned back at him with a smirk.

He then faced forward, "My, that was so sudden of me. I hope you accepted my choice." He gave her a closed-eye smile while continuing to run. She still stared at him blankly, but yet, amazed.

»»——— ☾ ✿ ☽ ———««

Tsukihiko took the (h/c)-ette to his home as he immediately headed to the bathroom. He took off her dirty clothes and threw them out, he settled her down as he started to scrub her body with soap, and dumped some warm water on her.  

The little (h/c)-ette was crouching down, holding the towel that was wrapped around her. She was watching Tsukihiko making some new clothes. He's pretty average for normal sizes but he's at least a pro when it comes to children sizes. He's walks over to her and started to put her in her new clothing.

 "Okay. Now that I bathed you, and made you clothes. I should think of a name." Tsukihiko said as he was brushing her short hair.

She looked straight at the wall, with her left side of her hair covering the left side of her face completely. When Tsukihiko was about to grab the hair from her left eye, she intentionally gripped on his arm, restraining him from doing so.

He was taken back by her sudden action, as he got up and went in front of her. "Huh, I didn't really notice that your left side of you face was covered by your hair. Well, I know you might be a little scared but, how about I put your hair up, if I see something that bothers you that has to do with your left face, I'll cover it. "

He begins to do her hair into a small braid, he tells her to face him as she obediently did. He then sees that her left eye looked like a clock. He was surprised on how she possibly got an eye like that.

"Okay, it looks like you were born with some sort of clock eye power. I'll go get an eye patch so it can be covered. And I'll get something for your hair. Be right back." He soons leaves to his room.

She still sat on the chair, waiting for Tsukihiko to return back. He eventually came back, "Okay, I got your eye patch so you don't feel bothered whenever you look at yourself in the mirror." He puts on the eye patch on the little girl.

"I got something to put on your hair. Tada!" He shows her a moon hair accessory, and starts to redo her hair. 

"There we go! Now that you are done with your body and hair. How about I give you a name, since apparently you don't have one." He said.

He started thinking about a good name, "Hmm. How aout (Y/n)?" The little girl looked at him blankly, thinking about what he just said. "I'll name you (Y/n), And I'll give you my last name since you are now living under my care. You are now (Y/n) Yuki." He gave her a closed eye smile.

The little (h/c)-ette girl eye shined as if there was slight hope in them. She felt a little different, she felt, relieved, and, kinda happy, and that's something she's never felt, Ever. "Let's go eat something, (Y/n). You must be starving after this time." He then lifted her up and carried her to the kitchen.

He started to cook for her and eventually gave her the food. She just stared at the food, without moving a muscle. Tsukihiko have her a worried look, he saw that look in her eye, "Come on, (Y/n). Start eating." He said as she immediately took the silverware and started to eat.

Tsukihiko was a bit confused but the pieces started to come together to him, she won't do anything unless she is ordered too, she is too broken to even talk, move, or even do anything.

After dinner, little (Y/n) sat on the couch, starring at the window outside. "Hey, (Y/n)." She turns over to see Tsukihiko walking over to her. "I can tell that you can't really do anything on your own. Is that right?" He asked, but she still looked at him blankly, not moving a muscle.

He sighed, before smiling and kneeling down to her. "Here, next time you're on your own, flip this coin to help you make a choice. When you start to care about some people someday, you'll change too, (Y/n). "

He then gives her a coin in her hand, she looks down at it. "If people talk to you, you can answer in your head saying 'Yes' for heads, and you can just stay silent for tails."

And for once in her life, she nodded her head. Tsukihiko smiles at her action, "Come on, let's go out." He
carries you and leaves his house.

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(Y/n) and Tsukihiko were strolling around the town. Tsukihiko was looking around at some nice shops with things that possibly might peak her interest.

(Y/n) stared at all of the things that people were doing around you. They were dancing, offering things, singing, entertaining everyone. She has never experienced something like that. (Y/n) then heard a sound that made her ears ring, she looked to her right to see some women playing a instrument.

(Y/n) honestly felt relaxed, hearing that. Tsukihiko noticed her gaze as he turns to face what she was looking. He sees that (Y/n) was staring at the women who was playing a violin. He smiled and looked at her, "Do you like the sound of a violin?" He asked, pointing.

(Y/n) nodded her head as a yes. "Okay. How about I go buy one, so you can learn how to play it." He walks over to the music shop and looks for a nice looking violin. He then sees a nice looking white one, with gold lines.

He takes it and purchased it. He soon comes out and stands in the audience where people are watching the women play her violin. "Watch on how she plays it, so you can learn." He said.

(Y/n) watches carefully on how the women played her violin, she has really observant eyes, so she'll be able to memorize on how she played it immediately. Playing the violin, seemed... Fun.

As soon as she was done, the audience clapped at her performance. Tsukihiko started to bring (Y/n) to a pet shop, he wanted to get her a companion in case she has to go someone alone or if he isn't at his house with her.

"How about you get a pet? I want you to have a companion when you're alone." He says to her. She looks around at the pets that are in the store, they all looked okay to her, although, she doesn't wanna have a big pet just yet, she wanna start with something small like herself.

"Go look around to see which pet you want." He puts you down. She them starts to walk around and looked at the small pets. There were little birds, hamsters, puppies, snakes, fishes, and more.

(Y/n) goes around the store at the small pets, and flipped her coin to determine which pet she should get, she ended up getting tails for all of them except the last pet you checked, the snakes.

(Y/n) goes over to the small snakes, and tapped on their glass window. One snake slithers close to the window to look at her. She flipped her coin and it landed on heads, which was first for her.

(Y/n) then walks over to Tsukihiko and tugged on his clothing, he looks down at her, "Hey (Y/n). Did you decide on which pet you picked?" She nodded her head and started to lead him.

(Y/n) stopped in front of the snake section, she points at the small snakes while looking at him. "I'm guessing your coin landed on heads for snakes. Which one of these snakes to you want?"

(Y/n) looks at the colorful snakes, she got her eye on the one that is currently looking at her. She took out her coin and flipped it, and it lands on heads. "I wanna take this one." (Y/n) said softly.

Tsukihiko was surprised by her response, he was more happy now that she spoke. "Okay, let me go get the worker and tell him which one you want." He said before leaving.

(Y/n) kept her eye on the snake that's looking at her, it was a silver-white snake with little gold lines. It looked kinda cute and cool. The worker took the snake and put it in a small glass box, and Tsukihiko bought the snake food.

They both walk out with Tsukihiko holding the snake food and Violin case. (Y/n) walked out, staring at her new pet snake. "What do you wanna name your new pet snake?" Tsukihiko asked her.

(Y/n) stares more at her pet snake, thinking of a unique name for it. It took her about a couple minutes to decide, until she got one.

"...Nisshoku..." She muttered, "Nisshoku? You wanna name it that?" She nodded her head. Tsukihiko stared down at her form, 'She's starting to change up a bit. And I just met her today.'

「 Fact: Nisshoku means Eclipse or solar eclipse in Japanese.」

"Okay, well, let's keep looking around the town for you to see new things. Come on." He soon led (Y/n) to a bunch of new places, she enjoyed most of them. She went to a sweets shop, and tried something called Mochi. It tasted really good to her.

(Y/n) wanted it to be like this forever.

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(Y/n) and Tsukihiko came back to his place and he settled all of the things he got for you down. "Do you want to try your new violin?" He asked, handing (Y/n) her new violin.

She slowly takes it from him, as she thought about the melody the women from earlier played. 

After she finished, Tsukihiko was clapping while giving her a closed eye smile. (Y/n) looked at Nisshoku, who was jumping at the performance.

"Wow, that was really nice." He says, walking over to her. "Well, it's time for bed now, let's go. I'll get Nisshoku."

He grabs Nisshoku's box as he holds (Y/n)'s hand to her new room. The room didn't have much, but it was fine, Tsukihiko places Nisshoku on the small table that is right next to her bed. Tsukihiko picks her up and walks over to her bed, he gently places (Y/n) in and tucks her gently.

"There we go. Hope you feel comfortable." He ruffles her head gently, with a big smile in his face. He leans over to her forward, giving it a small peck. "Goodnight, (Y/n)."

He soon leaves the room, leaving (Y/n) asleep. As soon as he leaves, he enters his room, and layed on his bed, staring at his ceiling.

"I have to help and take care of this girl. Before those bastards come and take her..." He whispered, clenching on his blanket tightly, and gritting his teeth.

"I have to take care of her for both her and her parents sake. I don't want history to repeat itself for me again. "

»»——— ☾ ✿ ☽ ———««

This kept going for about a year, Tsukihiko stayed with (Y/n) ever since he brought her into his life. (Y/n) really enjoyed his love, she wished that he could be her dad instead. She never really met her real parents, she only had her fosters ones. She could tell that the ones taking care of her were not her real parents since she looked nothing like them.

(Y/n) doesn't really know if her real parents are still alive or not. It was fine. She was having a better life with Tsukihiko, he treated her like he had an actual daughter. Whether if her parents are dead, she'll wait till she dies and meet them.

She actually felt happy, she actually started to smile for real. Even though she still couldn't make choices and still only follows orders, Tsukihiko wasn't fazed at all by that, he accepted her the way she was.

They were each other's only companion and family.

Until one day...

They took her away from her one happiness...

While Tsukihiko and (Y/n) were sitting at the table, Tsukihiko was currently teaching (Y/n) some things about school, because he was planning on bringing her to school soon. Until the door bangs and busts down!

Tsukihiko and (Y/n) jolted up from the sound, Tsukihiko took (Y/n) and placed her in a corner, "Stay here, I'm gonna go check who is here." He said, as she nodded.

Tsukihiko looks over to where his door was, he sees a bunch of people that looked really familiar to him. His eyes widen as he grits his teeth, "What the hell are you all doing here?!" He raised his voice.

"You apparently have a child that we are looking for. Hand her over. Now." A man demanded. "Hell no! You are not taking this child away!" Tsukihiko yelled as he was about to punch the man in front of him, but, he was held back by other men.

"Fine then. We'll do this by force. I want all of you men to search around the house for the little child." The leader of the group ordered.

All of the men went around to search for the child that was in the house with Tsukihiko. (Y/n) kept quiet and looked down blankly. Apparently, someone found her.

He grabs her and holds her. He brings her to the leader, "Sir, I found her." He said, satisfying the leader. "Good. Hello there little girl, what's your name?" He asked. (Y/n) didn't say anything, but blankly stared at him.

"She doesn't respond to anyone willingly. She barely talks, that's why I am raising her. If you want her to talk, then release her! Stay away from her!" Tsukihiko yelled as he struggles to get out of the men's grip. The leader clicked his tongue, "Put her down."

The man puts her down, "I will ask again. What's your name?" The leader asked in an annoyed tone. (Y/n) eventually takes out her coin and flips it, she covers her coin with her hand, as it lands on heads. "...(Y/n) Yuki..." She said quietly.

The leader noted to himself that (Y/n) speaks when she flips her coin, he'll remember that. "Well, (Y/n). I can kinda see that you are having a good time with this man, but, I'm sorry, but we're taking you away from him. If you come with us, he'll be okay. But if you refuse..." The leader snaps his fingers as the two men's who were gripping on Tsukihiko, held guns close to him.

"You can say goodbye to your guardian. So, what will it be? I know either choice is bad, but the second choice is even worst. Because either way, you won't see him for a while." The leader threatened.

(Y/n) was lost in thought, she didn't know what to do. She wasn't showing it, but she was panicking in her mind, if she goes with the people that want her, she won't see Tsukihiko anymore. And if she refuse to go with them, they'll kill him in front of her. Either way, the result will be the same.

As soon as she was about to flip her coin, Tsukihiko shouted, "(Y/n), don't do what they say! I am not letting you bastards torture her, And I'm not going to let you take my daughter away! I am going to protect her no matter what! I can't call myself her guardian if I can't protect her!"

His words made (Y/n) feel sad, he wanted to protect her as much as she does. She then flips her coin, as it lands on heads. She then looks up at the leader. "If I agree, will you promise me that you'll let him live and for me to bring some things with me if I go with you?" She asked

"Of course. I'll promise those things if you come with me." The leader said. (Y/n) looks down before she looks up again. "I accept." She said, making the leader satisfied. "Good girl. You can go ahead and pack your stuff and bring the things you want."

(Y/n) leaves to go upstairs to her room so she can pack her things, she packs some fabric that Tsukihiko had to make her clothes, she wanted to bring some of his sewing things, her pet snake, Nisshoku, a few books that she liked, and a bag of her favorite gummies.

Meanwhile with Tsukihiko:

"What are you gonna do to her?! What do you want?!" Tsukihiko shouted in anger.

"We were ordered to take her to a farm. The boss said he wanted to have a little... Experiment with her." The leader replied to him.

As soon as he said 'Experiment' Tsukihiko's eyes we're filled with anger, shock and sadness. He was starting to have flashbacks, they were haunting him for many years. Tsukihiko grits his teeth, as little tears start to form since he can't do anything to stop them.

He then hears footsteps coming from the stairs. He sees (Y/n) with a brief case with her packed stuff and violin. He stares in horror as he thinks about what might happen to her. "Why don't you say goodbye to him, (Y/n). Before you leave." The leader gestured (Y/n) to Tsukihiko.

(Y/n) eventually's walks over to Tsukihiko, before giving him a hug, with her arms around his neck. "I'm gonna miss you. A lot. I thank you a lot for making me happy for once in my life. I practically owe you my life and everything. I'll eventually come back to you in the future. You always tell me that I'm strong, so have faith in me that I'll come back to you.

I'll never forget or stop thinking about you, Thank you for adopting and saving me, Dad." She whispered in his ear, as she starts to form tears.

Tsukihiko was crying a lot, watching his adoptive daughter leave in the hands of terrible people. "Goodbye, Papa." That was her last words, before entering a portal from the people that took her.

'You made my life worth living. So of course, I'll never get you out of my mind everytime.'

»»——— ☾ ✿ ☽ ———««

The leader of the group of people that kidnapped (Y/n), carried her into a building, to where he was ordered to. He enters and walks to the room where he was supposed to bring her, he sees his boss, waiting outside for them.

"Boss, we managed to get the girl. It was easier than we thought." The leader reported. "Good. This must be the child. Hello there, you must be (Y/n). My name is Peter Ratri." (Y/n) looks up to see a grown man with long light blonde hair and a white suit.

"Welcome to Lambda."

(Y/n) was escorted to her own room, where she can be with herself in peace for the time being. She would often talk to Nisshoku mentally, like if it was telepathy. She sometimes stares at the ceiling with a blank stare, but also hum a melody at the same time.

Even though she had Nisshoku with her, it's not the same without her dad, Tsukihiko. She miss him deeply, to the fact that'll she wants to be the one to protect him from danger.

For the past couple times, a random person would often come to her room and make her study. What surprises the doctors and others, was that she got perfect scores even though she didn't study before she was taken away.

She was also taken to a room so they can do experiments on her, so they can know more about her eye ability. They found out what her eye can do, and they even trained her on how to use it properly.

No matter how much she did what they ordered her, she still couldn't use it properly. So far, she could only see small glimpse of the future. Although, she (Y/n) barely talks, she can personally hardly focus on her emotions.

She can tell that It isn't gonna be good here at all...

One Year Later (also, (Y/n) is 6):

(Y/n) has been experimented and studied for the past year. The doctors would get the same kind of result from her when they try to study her blood. They also noticed that she is has a frail heart, because of her injuries before. The doctors even planted a number ID on her neck.

It was time for her daily experiment, but this one, was too much...

A doctor carries (Y/n) to her experiment room, and placing her in a chair. She stares at the doctor with no light in her eye. She looks at the other doctors and demons talking to each other, and (Y/n) has pretty good hearing, sometimes, she heard about them doing a blood mixture, of hers, and a demons.

(Y/n) didn't exactly know if she should be scared or not. But it didn't matter, she won't feel any emotion, since it'll be in her way of doing what others are pleased with.

"ID Number: 15964, Please sit on the chair, so we can proceed with the experiment." The speaker said, as she obediently gets up and did what they ordered her. She sits on the chair, and stares at the demon and doctor in front of her.

The doctor takes a syringe and takes some of the demons blood. He soon walks over to (Y/n), and injected her. Although (Y/n) wasn't fazed, or feel pain at all, nothing really happened.

"ID Number: 15964, try activating your left eye." The speaker said, as she nodded. (Y/n) takes off her eye patch, and concentrated her eye, before she instantly opened her left eye, as it flashes yellow, shining all across the room. 

(Y/n) looks around to see some of the doctors on the ground. She was a bit confused why, since all her eye did was flash a huge amount of light. But, she can't question her own eye.

The door opens, revealing Peter Ratri, he walks over to you with a smirk. "Huh, so the demon blood did help. Although, you still got to control your eye. And would you look at that, you got yourself little demon horns. How cute." He said, patting your head. The horns on your head eventually disappear.

"Okay. We'll try another way to help your eye, and your personal care. (R/n), call in Plant three." He ordered, "Yes sir."

(A/n: (R/n) is Random Name.)

(Y/n) was currently reading a book in her room while also studying at the same time. Nisshoku was slithering around her table, while sticking its tongue out at her.

Even though she is focus on studying, she can't get Tsukihiko out of her head. He was the only thing she can truly think about, she actually feels stronger when he is there with her. He turned her life into a better one, until people just had to kidnap her.

(Outside of (Y/n)'s room)

"What is it, Sir?" Isabella asked sternly, as she stood in front of Peter and a demon. "I'm gonna have (ID) Number: 15964, stay at your orphanage. We can't properly use her if she doesn't cooperate, or use her special ability correctly.

So, I thought maybe some kids at your orphanage can make her talk. And I chose specifically your orphanage since you seem real caring for this child. But, I will say this, this child is not normal. Here is a list of things you should be aware of her. I'll have her leave to your orphanage tomorrow, so be ready to bring her." Peter explained, as he gave her the list.

Isabella looks down and reads the paper.

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[Things about 15964, Aka (Y/n)]

• She doesn't talk willingly.

• She flips a coin to decide choices or talk. When it comes to her talking, if it lands on heads, she'll speak. If it lands on tails, she'll stay silent.

• She only speaks the truth.

• She is real sensitive.

• She has a clock eye. The ability of time and future.

• She will obediently do anything, as long as if it is a order, she'll do it.

• She cannot think for herself.

• Perfects scores.

• Comes from the outside world, so we let her bring stuff from there.

• Demon blood mixed in her from experiments.

• Doesn't feel pain or feelings.

• Hardly ever smiles.

• Has a pretty weak Heart.

• Was actually adopted before Taken. Adoptive last name: Yuki.
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Isabella was both shocked and surprised by the things on the paper. She took a glance at (Y/n), seeing her reading and studying herself. Isabella felt bad for her, she may not know her life, but Isabella does hope she'll eventually open up.

"Understood. I'll be ready for tomorrow. I bet she'll get along with my kids." She gave Peter a smile.

"I'll make sure that my daughter will smile."

But, little did they know, was that (Y/n) heard them talking about Demons eating the children at the orphanage.

Life really isn't fair. For (Y/n) .

༶•┈┈⛧┈♛ The End ♛┈⛧┈┈•༶

Hope you guys enjoyed this! If you all feel bad or sad for reader,  sorry, But I'm doing it for the plot and story. And the fact she is slightly demon. Don't worry, her being demon won't make her rude or evil, it's only to help her control her eye.

Here's also what Tsukihiko looks like!

I've been having a lot of thought and trouble with this, I've decided to make this because I LOVE Promised Neverland, and, I want to make different books. Soon, in the first chapter, it's only gonna be when reader is about to meet the other kids at a young age.

I'll work on the other chapters soon. Thanks for reading and supporting!