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I opened my eyes, my head is pounding like hell. Wait! Why is it so dark? I tried to move my hands when I realized I am tied and my eyes are blindfolded. What the bloody hell! Where the hell I am? I can't remember what happened and my head hurts like hell. I feel like I am sleeping on bed. I can't hear anything, no words, no sound. I tried to move but ropes are too tight, I am sure there must be bruises on my hand till now. I struggled with ropes and shouted for help, but no reply. I kept struggling and kicking in air.

I heard someone's footsteps, I realised that person is coming near me as steps became louder. Wait! I recognize this perfume... I stopped struggling realizing who the person is. I felt a hand on my cheeks giving me goosebumps.

“Sid...” I moaned as his hand almost reached my chest and his touch was soothing, soft, passionate and intimate of course. He didn't fail to affect my body as always. I could feel his smirk in this blindfold too.

But the question is where am I? Why am I here? And what is he going to do next?

I have accepted my defeat in front of this man, not because I am guilty or anything but he has power to destroy my loved ones. I know if he determines he won't stop at anything, I only taught him to never let your destroyer live peacefully, and for him I was the destroyer.

“You recognized me doll! I am impressed. You really know me well.” He said as I felt his breath fanning on my cheek and lips, I am sure he is very close to me and it makes me scared.

“Wh... Why?” I couldn't say full sentence because of the proximity, I felt his hands touching my neck sensually as I breath faster.

“I want to break you, see you in misery, I want to see you bleed in tears, I want to make you regret for even existing... You already know why!” He said, he sounds like crazy person. What the hell!

“I know, but you really kidnapped me for that! I was already obeying you, wasn't I? Didn't you already humiliated me, tortured me enough in these years! What do you want more Sid? I don't have anything else left to give you! I lost my pride to you, what do you want more?” I asked as my voice broke.

It's just too much for me to take now! He questioned my character, humiliated me, tortured me, controlled me, I did everything but he is still not satisfied. For a girl her dignity is everything, I maybe was a playgirl but I never gave away my dignity, I never let anyone humiliate me or touch me without my permission, I was not characterless like he said, I am not slut. But I bear his insults because I loved him, respected him, and somewhere I was guilty for whatever bad happened to him. But he still didn't had right to do anything he did to me till now.

“I want you to feel helpless, beg me for every single basic thing, I want to break you...” He whispered just in my ears as chills ran down my spine.

I felt his hand and some cold metallic thing on my body, I realized he was cutting my dress with a knife when I heard sound.

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I flinched as I felt that cold metal on my skin, he was teasing my bare stomach as he threw that dress away somewhere and started teasing me with that knife.

“Sid... Please stop!” I begged him. I heard a knock on door.

“Come in...” He said without even hiding me or even thinking about my condition. My face turned red in shame thinking about someone else seeing me this way.

“What no! Sid please stop him or at least cover me.” I begged him again, but no use.

“Sir you called?” I heard a man's voice. I can't do it anymore, I started struggling again trying my best to do something. But nothing worked.

“Yes, call them all in!” He said to that man.

“Who... Who?” I asked.

“My men! They would love to see such beautiful girl naked! Won't they?” He said as he tore my bra apart in harsh way.

I started struggling again, crying and begging him.

“Sid... No please.. Please I beg you. You can't do that! Please cover me Sid... Please... please! I beg you! I would do anything you say. But please don't do this to me” I begged when I heard him chuckling. I was still kicking in air and struggling in ropes.

I felt his hand reaching my panties... I started moving so he can't take it off too.

“Stop struggling if you don't want me to take it off too” He said making me still. I had no choice, but to obey.

“Please don't do this to me!” I whispered as I heard some footsteps enter the room. There was no way I could cover myself, I could just beg the man in front of me to show some mercy. What did I ever do to deserve all this? My crimes weren't that big! Were they?

I felt him kissing and biting on my neck, my chest, everywhere. I pleaded, I begged... But it just made him angry... I felt last piece of clothing snatched away from me and my breath hitched.

I finally gave up struggling, I finally gave up my dignity! How many guys are seeing me like this make me feel disgusting, having no way to escape, feeling this helplessness... I am feeling this second time in my life, and it hurts more than anything! It breaks me... My entire body is burning. He shouldn't have done this! I was not his to destroy like this!

I let him touch me again! I let him devour me again! I am feeling him thrusting inside me harshly and it hurts a lot, but my heart is hurting more for loving this person! This feeling of being fucked in front of God knows how many people, it's killing me!

Our relationship was always destructive, I destroyed his life and he destroyed mine. There was just one difference, I never blamed him for anything, when he blamed me for everything, things which I didn't even do...

I never blamed him when he turned my life upside down, I didn't blame him when he hurt me! I didn't even blame him when I lost my everything, one thing which I loved the most, when he crushed the feeling of me being mother... I still never blamed him! Infact I blamed myself! But why? Why can't he just understand my situation once? Why can't he just forgive me? Why can't he just move on? Why is he hurting me like this? Was I a fool to fall in love with this person?

Hey guys!

How was the chapter?

Please tell me how do you feel about Avu's condition?

What do you think Avneet did in past?

Anything about Sid's this ruthless act?

Did he really did that to her?

The darkness of book has just started, Sid is gonna behave more beastly and psycho in further chapters! But he still has that love for her, but even if he keep her delusional he won't really do anything!

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