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Shiddat ✨

It's part two of my another book bruised love ...

A rebirth saga of sidnaaz as SwAg 💙
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Anuj is the one who helped her alot ...

FLASHBACK

When she came back to her parents house devastated... but hide it all ...

After some days all of a sudden her mother came to her room ...

Pammi ji : sweety bache kuch baat karni hai ... dekh bache sidhe baat karungi ... teri shaadi ki umar hogyi hai ... dekh jo tu banna chahti thi wo ban chuki ... ab ek baat hamari bhi maan le ... anuj bohot acha ladka hai khush rakhega tujhe ..

Sweety : maa par ...

Pammi : na mat karna bache ek baar mil toh le ...

Sweety nods her head ...

After meeting him ...

When pammi ji asked for her decision she nodded for her parents happiness...and to move on in her life ...  but somewhere in her heart she knows .. that she will never be able to move on from him ... because still she have hopes in her heart of meeting him again

She asked anuj ... about her directing career he supported her and after three years here she is in canada with him ...

Though they live in different apartments but spend there time together ... they were engaged and in a year they were going to get married with each other

He knows a lil bit of her past not fully ... but yess .. he knows a lil about agastya but honestly he never cared as he liked sweety not her past ...

He don't have any problem with her past that's why sweety respects him alot ..

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Agastya farha rishabh and there team has reached canada ... and a day after tomorrow they were going to start with their play ...

In last four years this is the first time he is getting nervous... on anything ...

He was nervous excited and what not ..

But he don't know the feeling ...

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Farha : yaar chlo na ... kal se shooting start hai or tujhe pata hai agastya ...

Ke ek baar shooting start hui .... saans lene ka waqt bhi nhi milega ...

Toh let's wonder street markets of canada maza aayega ..  let's go ...

Rishabh : i am in but isko mana le

Agastya : chalte hai ... thoda fresh air bhi milega .. let's go

Farha : yaar i wonder hamare saath yaha sweety bhi hoti toh ... she said absentmindedly then bits her tongue looking at him ... her eyes were misty .. he fell silent ... his face showed pain ... which was hidden from long time .....

He silently made his way to his room ...

Rishabh : mujhse nhi dekhi jaati iski ye udaasi yaar ... he looked at his retreating figure ...

Itna toh ye roomi ke baari par bhi nhi toota tha .. jitne tikdo main ye ab hai ..

Pata nhi kya hai .. jo abhi tak isse jode hue hai ... pata nhi ... ke kaisa pyaar hai ye ... kitna dard de gya ... khushiyon ke palo main ... yaadein de gya ...

standing infront of the big window of his room ...

He looked lost in his own thoughts ... the whòle four years ...

He tried finding her .... he tried ...

Agastya's pov

Tere intzaar ne ... is dil ko deewana bana diya ..

Hum karte hai tujhse mohobbat... karte hai teri ibadat ... tere intzaar ki har ek ghadi ko... apni saza main kaata hai maine ...

Maine tera intzaar kiya hai ... or karta rahunga ... apne marte dum tak ...

Kya hua agar is jahan main hamari mohobbat mukammal na ho payi ... lekin us jahan main ... main ... sirf tera hi rahunga ... sirf tera

Har ek lamhe main tujhko baandh loonga ...
Na kissa karunga ... na baatein banengi ..

The four years. .. he never took her name .. nor he talked about her with his friends ...

The four years has made him more mature ... and responsible ... he never looked any girl ... nor tried on anyone ....

Because he was committed to his love ... hus sweety

Wiping tears from corner of his eyeshe changed his mood changing into comfortable clothes wearing his watch... he goes outside looking at hus friends who were sitting there with sulking face

Agastya : chlna nhi hai ??? ... he said with his hands in his pocket

Farha and rishabh's face brightened ... as they looked at him .. farha stands up taking steps towards him ..

Farha : tu thik hai ??

Agastya : haan mujhe kya hua hai ?? ...

Farha : i am sorry ... for ... he cuts her off

Agastya : chlna hai toh chl ... warna in sabke liye mere pass time nhi hai ...

Farha : chalna hai chalna hai ...

They left there rented apartment ... to roam the local market of canada ...

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Nhi jaana yaar mujhe anuj ... zabardasti hai koi ?

Anuj : haan hai ... yaar sweety bohot boring ho yaar tum ... chl rahi ho tum mere saath ghumne bas ...

Sweety : nhii ...

Anuj : haan ...

Sweety : nhiii ...

Anuj : plss ... he showed her his puppy eyes

Sweety sighed

Sweety : thik hai ...

Anuj : yayyy .. let's go ...

Sweety chuckled ....

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Roaming on the streets of canada .... checking on th stalls .. 

Agastya and rishabh were tired while farha was excited to explore more

Rishabh : yaar ab bas bhi kar bhook lagi hai .. kuch khaane chalte hai ...

Farha : arey thodi der ruk na yaar .... she said engrossed in checking the items ...

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Anuj : yaar tum kabhi kisi cheez main interest kyu nhi leti ho ? .... he asked looking at lost sweety

Sweety : yoon samajh lo ke ab kisi cheez main interest raha hi nhii ... she smiled blankly

He frowns but quickly covers it with a smile walking ...

Suddenly sweety bumped into someone ... there watch and bracelet entangled...

She looked at there entangled watch and bracelet...

She felt familiar ... he looked behind at her ... her face was covered with her hairs ... his feeling was also same ...

She was about to look up from there hands .... when rush ofpeople come making them break apart and go ahead ... her broken bracelet left stuck in his watch ...

He moves ahead ... keeping his hands in his pocket ...

He shrugs his feeling ...

After roaming the streets and tasting the food ....

They left for the apartment ...

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He was in his room ... about to remove his watch when sees the broken bracelet stuck on his watch ...

(collide readers kuch yaad aaya 😉)

(WOPC main sid or sana ki mulakat is bracelet ki wajah se hi hui thi 😉)

Agastya : ye kiska bracelet hai ... he looked at the bracelet....

Sweety ....

He whispered...

Nhii may be i am thinking much ... he closed his fist ... thens keeps it in the drawer safely ...

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Sweety was just entered in her room .. sighing ... she took off her jacket then her shoes ...

She then looks at her empty wrist ... that was her fav. Bracelet ....

It was not on her wrist ... she tried finding it in the whole room ... but ... it was no where ... sighing she opened her cupboard only to get smashed under alots of clothes ...

She is still a very messy person

Sweety : yaarrrr .... she groans ....

Removing clothes from herself ... she started folding it ...

She murmured

Fuck my life ....

Folding all clothes .... she gets up to put them back on there places ... when her eyes fall on the photo frame ....

She picks it up ....closing her cupboard she sits down on the floor ....

Caressing it with tears and smile ...

Sweety : agastya .... she whispered....

Closing her eyes ... her heart felt at peace just by his name ...

Sweety's pov

Main milna chahti hu tujhse agastya ... main milna chahti hu tujhse ... man karta hai ki dod kar aau or tere seene se lag jau ...

Or ye faasle sehen nhi hote ... kabhi kabhi lagta hai ki shayad maut hi aajati toh wo behtar hota ...

Nahi agastya ... or nhi hota ... mujhe pata hai .. tu ... tu toh ... shayad ... shayad tu mujhe bhool bhi chuka hoga ...

Shayad tu .. tu bhool chuka hoga ki teri zindgi main kabhi koi sweety thi bhi ...

PAR PATA NS ISSE THA KI EK DIL ISKI YAAD MAIN TADAP RAHA THA

Par tu ... tu meri zindgi ka sabse khaas hissa tha shayad hai ... sabse khaas ... tune mujhe wo pal diye ... jo mere liye sabse khaas hai ... mere jeene ki wajah hai ...

Paas aaye ... dooriyan phir bhi kam na hui ..
Ek adhoori si hamari kahani rahi
Aasman ko zameen ye zaroori nhi jaan lein ...jaan lein

ISHQ SACHA WAHI
JISKO MILTI NHI
MANZILEY ... MANZILEY 💔

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