After so many pestering and literally eating eating my head... here is the bonus chapter... don't blame me if you don't like it...

Swara's pov....

Its been one year of our marriage... my guria is now 1year 4.5 months... naughty and cheerful baby... and most when she is around her father... sanskar literally spoiling her... and with him every member of the family... mostly badepapa... I don't know... all are so scared from him... but when he is around her he also become kid... I still remember when we caught him being the horse of this little girl... badi mom was 1st to laugh out loud... he became so grumpy... he was sulking all day... my little girl growing too fast...

I look at her sleeping in my lap... she was awake till now waiting for sanskar... he already massaged me he will be late for a meeting... but this girl was not listening... sanskar... he is my life now... I found myself again for him... my job going well... and so his company... I don't know how come someone remain so calm and cool all the time... sometime I become so angry with guria... but he always remain calm and manage both of us... he listen everything so patiently though he will be hell tired... he never tell... but his actions shows how much he depends on me... if I wouldn't be here this father daughter would invite tornedo in the house... he never tell that so called "I love you" but his every peck before going out or returning home to before sleep or waking up is enough for showing his love... his phone calls to have lunch and his shouting for being careless... life is just perfect for her...

Third person's pov...

Swara keeps pari on bed caressing her hair and pecks her forehead lovingly... then guard her with pillow and goes to washroom... its already 10:30...

When she comes out... she smiles looking at sanskar who is hovering over pari... caressing her hair and giving feathery pecks time to time... while admiring her... she looks at the recliner where he carelessly dropped the blazer, some files and laptop bag... she sighs and goes towards it to clean the mess...

She was folding his blazer when sanskar turns her by her elbow... swara looks at him... he pecks her lips...

Swara smiles and concentrate on his blazer...: how was the dinner meeting...

Sanskar shrugs: as usual... how was your day?

Swara replies: good... now go freshenup...

Sanskar pulls her to his chest... swara looks at him: what?

Sanskar starts to give her feathery kisses on her nape and shoulder... swara pushed him: no... 1st go freshen up... then have your dinner...

Sanskar frowns: I had...

Swara walks to cupboard to place his laptop bag and other things: I know how much you had...

They are talking slowly as pari is sleeping... sanskar hugs her from back tightly: no I will have you now...

Swara giggles and turns to him: what happened to you today...

Sanskar dug his face in her neck giving feathery kisses: what will happen...

Swara sighs closing her eyes and caressing his hair... sanskar bites and she mones... sanskar just close her mouth to muffled her moan... he carries her and walks towards balcony... he place her on the recliner which he changed in to bigger one... then looks at pari for final time and close the door... then he pulls the curtain around the balcony and hover upon swara capturing her in rough kiss... their hands work on their clothes... swara breaks the kiss panting heavily: what makes you so impatient...

Sanskar chuckles: you my biwi... you know how much irritable you are looking...

Then pulls her to him... and they drift in to passionate love making...

After one hour or so... both are lying under single sheet... swara is nuzzling in to his chest... when sanskar takes her hand and slide a ring on her ring finger... swara frowns and looks at it upping her head from his chest...

She wides her eyes when sanskar whispers: happy anniversary biwi...

Swara looks at him then at her finger... she: its so beautiful...

Sanskar crush her to him: you forgot?

Swara looks at him: no I didn't...

Sanskar: then why don't you wish me?

Swara: you made me forget...

Sanskar smirks caressing her waist: what I did... ok leave it... wish me now...

Swara moans closing her eyes: ummm.... Sanskar...

Then beats his hand which was creating havoc... then hugs him tightly: happy anniversary...

Then looks at him and kiss his lips tightly... sanskar smiles looking at her: where were you? Why didn't you come to me 1st...

Swara's eyes got teary... and hugs him... sanskar also dug his face in her hair... he composed after some minute and forcefully departs a little... he kissed her eyes sucking every tear drop... then cares her cheek: where is my gift?

Swara looks at him: its in the room... come I will show it...

She was about to get up... sanskar push her on the matress again: not now... after some time...

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Sanskar gobbles the egg noodles... and looks at swara who is glaring at him... sanskar smiles sheepishly: what?

Swara: I told you to have little more dinner...

Sanskar grins: but then I was hungry for something else... and you suck my all energy that's why now I am hungry...

Swara wides her eyes and then blush like cherry.... And beat him on his biceps... sanskar laughs and handover the bowls...

He lay down beside pari taking her on his chest... she also snuggles in him clutching his shirt in her small fist... he looks at his ringfinger where the platinum ring with small diamond is adoring... swara has gifted him this... both have bought ring as they didn't have engagement in their wedding...

Swara comes in wipping her hands in the dupatta and close the door... she slide beside sanskar and place her head on his open arm and wraps both pari and sanskar...

Sanskar 1st pecks pari's head then swara's head and both drift in to deep slumber...

Sanskar wakes up listening giggling sound and touch on his face lips nose... sanskar opens his eyes halfly... pari is sitting on his stomach... he wraps his arm around her and makes her lie on his chest: sleep pari...

He close his eyes again feeling extreme sleepy...

Pari gets out of his hold shouting: paaaaa...

And goes to her mother who is also sleeping in small distance... she taps her cheek and hand: mamma... ma... ma...

Swara turns her face... sanskar knows swara is tired and sits seeing pari is continuously disturbing her...

He calls her: come baby... come to papa...

Pari goes to him happily seeing him up... sanskar gives her feathery kisses all over her face and on her palm... she squales happily... he looks at clock... its only 5:45...

Sanskar: why you always up so early... he takes her to washroom...

After some 45 minutes... both comes out sanskar wraping towel around his waist and pari around her body... swara is up and sitting on bed... she smiles looking at them... he walks to her carrying pari... swara takes pari in her arms: my guria is looking so fresh...

Sanskar pecks her lips: good morning...

Swara smiles hugging him: good morning... you smells so good...

Sanskar chuckels... pari was looking at them then holds swara's face and pecks her lips: maaa...

And hugs her... sanskar and swara both laugh... sanskar walks to closet and takes out pari's frock and his jeans and t shirt... and also salwar suit for swara...

Swara makes pari wear the frok... and goes to washroom...

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Swara holds the railing of her school corridor for preventing herself to fall down... she don't know why she feeling dizzy from morning... she feels better after sometime and walks to teacher's room...

She looks at her phone... and smiles seeing sanskar's number... swara calls him back... he picks it up immediately: hey...

Swara: had lunch?

She says unpacking her tiffinbox... sanskar: no was waiting for you? Why you late today...

Swara: umm... nothing just students were asking doubt...

Swara keeps one bite in mouth... sanskar also keeps: you and your students...

Swara narrows her eyes: don't say anything about my students...

And they finished lunch while talking in phone... swara: send me the picture of your lunch box...

Sanskar whines: no... I am not kid...

Swara: you are... who fainted in office 1 month back...

Sanskar: for godsake swara... its one month... now I am eating properly...

Swara: no you show me...

Sanskar: no I won't...

He says like stubborn kid... swara: ok don't talk to me... I will go to mamma... with pari...

Sanskar: you can't do this...

Swara cuts the call angrily... after sometime her phone buzz... sanskar had sent pics of his empty dabba... and written a sorry with sad emoji...

Swara gets happy... and sends him a heart and many kissing emoji...

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Swara walks to upstairs as the party going on for ragini and laksh's marriage anniversary... for society they are 2 and half year married couple... they don't know today is their marriage day also... swara and sanskar both willingly told them they don't want to celebrate their marriage day with others... they are enough for each other... though some of the relatives and friend aware of them... but never open up not wanting enmity with maheshwaries...

Swara feels dizzy again... swara looks at pari in her arm... she is giving her tough time today... she holds her tightly fearing she will make her fall... she slowly puts her on ground and kneels down infront of her... she can't hold it anymore and fall on ground being unconscious... pari looks at her mother with frown then sits on her hip patting her face and hand... : maaa... mamma... maa...

When she for the 1st time didn't get any response from her mother... she starts to cry loudly... continuously patting her hands and face...

Sanskar looks around... he neither find swara nor pari... he become restless... after one year of their marriage he still feels afraid not getting them infront of his eyes...

Sanskar restlessly goes to every corner spotting ragini and sujata in different ladies group... that's when he looks up as he heard loud cry of his dear daughter... though pleasant music was playing but her cry is loud enough to reach their ears... sanskar literally running towards upstairs pushing every persons on his way... when he comes to the corridor his heart stops seeing swara lying on floor like that and pari is crying sitting infront of her... he goes to them coming in sense and kneels down beside pari... pari looks at him and stands and climbs on him... wrapping his neck pointing towards swara : mammaaa

By one hand he holds pari then by one hand he holds swara's head and pulls it on his lap: swara... biwi... get up...

Suddenly he feels someone snatching pari... he tighten his hold and ups his head... but immediately loose it seeing laksh... he looks at swara again: swara... swara...

He picks her up and goes to their room... as doctors were already present for the party... she checks swara...

Sanskar was walking restlessly outside... he takes pari in arms rubbing her back who is still crying... he hugs her tightly... and doctors come out with smiling face...

Doctor looks at all and smiles seeing their worried face... mostly looking at sanskar... she walks to her... she is elderly lady...: sanskar congratulations...you are going to become papa again...

Sanskar stood their numb... his grip on pari tightened: wha... whaat?

All broke in to smile... doctor again repeat: you are going to become papa again... congratulations...

Sanskar still standing numb... all goes inside the room... sanskar also walk to with pari...

Swara looks around to spot sanskar... she smiles... she stretched her hand to him... sanskar walks to her and gives pari to her: she was crying seeing you like that...

Swara hugs pari... sanskar nuzzles in her head: I was so afraid...

Swara cares his cheek... all looks at them happily... then sujata clears her throat... one by one all congratulate them... sanskar never left swara's site holding pari close to them...

At night...

Sanskar is looking at sleeping pari who is snuggling close to him... he wraps her in his cocoon and tried to sleep... he again opens his eyes and looks at swara... he leans on her and kiss her temple lovingly... then cares her flat tummy... and then hugs pari tightly...

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Swara was active women... she never stops to going school... all are going good until she notice some indifferences inbetween pari and sanskar...

As pari starts to grow up... sujata suggested pari to sleep with them as she may kick swara's tummy in sleep... and that day sanskar make huge fuss over it... she again witnessed over possessive father for pari as he used to be... cause many times sujata or Annapurna or ragini takes pari to sleep with them wafter her one year birthday and sanskar never oppose... but why now...

She shrugs... sanskar would sleep in middle and either side swara and pari... swara many times sees sanskar holding pari tightly in sleep... she again thought may be he is afraid that pari might fall from other side....

He never stops caring swara... but he is different... swara feels it many time... but shrugs...

He used to fulfil all her cravings and her demands... he would accompany her to hospital everytime... their love life also perfect... but she felt little ignorant when pari was around them... his pecks his kisses were still same... but though she felt something is not right...

It was swara's nine month... she was looking at her sonography pictures... this time sanskar couldn't make it up for important meeting... she looks at sanskar with pout... he is doing something in laptop with pari in his lap...

Swara calls him: sanskar?

Sanskar with out looking at her answered: han biwi...

Swara: look na sanskar... you didn't check the reports...

She complains... sanskar still gazing at laptop: I know its alright swara...

Swara complains again: sometimes I feel like you are not at all excited for our baby...

Sanskar didn't answer... swara stands up holding her baby bump... and walks to him... and stands in front of him facing the laptop: what are you doing sanskar... I am talking to you...

Now she is hell irritated... her hormones getting in her nerves... she angrily shut the laptop with thud... sanskar looks at her angrily and shouts: what the hell is this swara... you know how much important work I was doing... I am so done with your hormones...

Pari looks at sanskar and flinch... sanskar sense it immediately and looks at her... he close his eyes and tries to smile at her... but pari gets down and hugs swara's leg... swara couldn't bent but tries to console her daughter...

Sanskar: look now for you she got afraid...

He said with frustration... swara's eyes got fill with tears... sanskar kneel down infront of pari: pari... shona... papa is sorry...

Pari looks at him and goes to him slowly: papa... you... colttt (scold)...

Sanskar hugs her giving feathery kisses : papa is sorry papa is sorry...

Swara looks at him with teary eyes and walks to balcony...

After some half an hour sanskar comes there and sits beside swara... swara wipes her tears... sanskar tries to hug her but she jerks his hand... sanskar kneels down infront of her: I am sorry...

He says slowly... he turns her face and kiss her eyes lovingly... swara looks at him for a second and hugs him crying... sanskar keeps on saying sorry and pecking her shoulder and head lovingly...

Swara's sob subsidised and departs from sanskar... then looks at him... he pecks her lips... swara sniffs: what were you doing that you shouted at me like that?

Sanskar: swara you know... pari is going 2 and half years soon... we have to admit her in some play school... I was searching that... and you...

Swara looks at him disbelief: for that you shouted at me... I was showing you our baby's report...

Sanskar sighs: I know but... that was also important my pari is going to school... I want everything best for her...

Swara keeps silent... sanskar again pecks her cheeks and lips...: ok now show me the reports come...

He stands up holding her hand trying to give her support... swara's tight grip makes him halt... swara looks at him: you are happy right? With me... our baby... you are happy for him right?

Sanskar smiles: ofcourse... why won't I be happy... its our part... we made him right?

Swara smiles fully... sanskar: now come...

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Soon swara deliver the baby boy... and kept his name as prithwi sanskar maheshwary...

Swara was happy with her small world so was sanskar... though swara notice sanskar's weird behaviour with pari and prithwi... but she shrugs it...

Pari has started to go play school... prithwi is now 6 months...

Swara is making breakfast in kitchen... when she heard prithwi is shouting... she was boinling milk for pari... and also the poha is almost done... and she found none... she looks here and there she can't leave... ragini is 5 months pregnant and she feels nausea in kitchen... she thinks may be sanskar has lifted him up...

Sujata comes in kitchen after 5 minutes or so... swara: mom... thank god you came...

Sujata: han han... you go... prithwi is crying for long...

Swara runs upstairs but the scene in front of her makes her angry... sanskar is making pari's hair sitting beside dressing table and talking: prithwi stop it mamma will come now...

He looks up and sees swara: swara... you came... look he is crying for long...

Swara didn't say anything and goes to prithwi... he stops feeling warmth of his mother...

Swara silently feed him and then goes to sanskar... she looks at pari... ragini comes their and calls pari...

Swara: ragu... can you please feed pari...

Ragini nodes happily but sanskar says: no its okay... I can feed her...

Swara holds his hand: no sanskar I need to talk to you... guria go with massi...

Pari runs to ragini and soon laksh joined them picking pari up trio goes down...

Sanskar was looking at them with frown... he was about to go but swara holds his hand...

Sanskar looks at her with frown: what swara?

Swara says gritting her teeth: that's what I am asking what sanskar... what the hell are you doing?

Sanskar frowns: what?

Swara: prithwi was crying... why didn't you picks him up

Sanskar: I was making pari's hair... you were coming right?

Swara: but when pari was used wake up crying like this... you used to hover upon her...

Sanskar calmly: han... but then she was alone... now for him I can't ignore my pari... she would have feel bad if I abruptly leave her and takes her brother...

Swara frowns: she is not like that sanskar... she understand very well...

Sanskar stays silent... swara cups his face: something bothering you sanskar? tell me... won't you share with your biwi?what happened sanskar... tell me... I know you are behaving different from the time you come to know prithwi is coming... tell me please...

Sanskar looks at her: its.. its.. noth...

Swara: don't lie... please...

Then only pari calls out: papa...

Sanskar: I have to drop her...

He runs out of the room...

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Its night... swara makes both her children sleep... then goes to balcony where sanskar is standing...

Swara stands beside him... both says nothing for sometime... then sanskar starts to say: when relatives came for our anniversary... they were talking about our marriage behind us... my relation with pari... they said I will starts to change when our child will come... I will not love my pari as she is not my bloo...

Swara looks at him shocked... then holds his hand trying to comfort him... sanskar continue; I decided I will tell you I don't want another child... pari was enough for us...

Swara's hand slips from his... sanskar continues: but that day only I came to know about prithwi... I don't know how to react... believe me swara I love him so much... he is my part... our symbol... how can I hate him... but pari... i promised myself I will never ignore my pari for anything she will be my 1st preference... I started to get afraid whether I am ignoring her or hurting her for prithwi... I can't tolerate when someone will say like "not his childthats why"

Swara close his mouth: how many times I have to say sanskar... she is your daughter... you don't have to feel insecure...

Sanskar hugs her tightly: I am so afraid swara... you know people won't think rationally or logically...

Swara ups his face: but by this all you are proving that pari is ado...

She stops... swara: sanskar... prithwi and your pari is your children... they are equal for you... we made prithwi... but your pari made us... please sanskar both needs you equally...

Sanskar looks at her like lost child: help me please... I am so afraid...

He says with choking voice... swara kiss his forehead lovingly: I will as always...

Sanskar pulls her closer by waist and hugs her tight... swara keeps on murmuring sweet words... sanskar feels relaxed... both goes to room to their children...

Swara: sleep beside prithwi... guria will be here...

Sanskar looks at pari sadly but nodes... and sleeps beside prithwi who snuggles to him...

And that was the end of sanskar's last fear...

After 5 years...

Sanskar slaps his head looking at pari who is drawing moustache on prithwi's face with swara's kajol pencil...

Sanskar quickly goes to her... prithwi: papa now I am big man...

Sanskar nodes picking him up and goes to washroom to clean him before swara comes... he comes out and wipes pari's hand as well ... then makes them sit on bed with books...

Swara comes in room hell tired as exams are going on... she takes out her spects... and greet them... she freshen up and comes to dressing table... she notice her kajol pencil and picks it up to apply... when sanskar stops her: arey biwi what are you doing...

Swara looks at him confused: what?

Sanskar: arey... u don't need this chemicals you are born beautiful...

Swara narrows her eyes at him then snatch her hand and open the pencil... her eyes got widen seeing her new brand lakme kajol is finished... she looks pari and prithwi going out: guria... prithwi come here right now...

Sanskar pulls her to him... swara looks at him angrily: you know... for you they are doing this all... I am so fade up with you three...

Sanskar: arey they are child...

Swara looks at him angrily: you... na... don't talk to me...

Sanskar shrugs: ok...

Swara gets more angry and was about to go out... when sanskar pulls her and kiss her lips...

Swara struggles then responds... he leaves her lips then hovers on her slender neck... swara breathlessly says: I said na...

Sanskar murmurs: I am not talking biwi...

Swara chuckles while caressing his head lovingly...

The end....