Sonic's P.O.V.
I couldn't stand it anymore, this pain is unbearable, to know that the one you care about is dead and hated you to death.

"I m-miss you s-so m-much..." I kept mumbling and crying, thinking of the things he told him. "I-I just w-want t-to s-see you o-one more t-time..." My ear flickered when I heard noise and I held my breath, to make sure I heard right, when I heard the same noise again I quickly wiped my tears and jumped down then looked at the directions the noise was made at.

"W-who's th-there...?" I sobbed and started slowly walking to the bush that was shaking. I growled lowly and got in fighting stance. "Reveal y-yourself!"

When I said that a shadow appeared from the bush, light blue eyes looking at me, I could see the smirk that always made me cringe planted on the shadow's nuzzle, which walked in the field.

"What's wrong Blue~? Not your day~?" Scourge smirked as he walked towards me. I took a few steps back and growled loudly.

"What a-are you doing here?" I asked disgusted and irritated.

Scourge chuckled and dashed to me then grabbed my hands. "Who are you crying for?" He kept trying to move close to my face, but I kicked him in the guts then punched him with all his strength.

"Don't touch me!!" I growled loudly as I watched Scourge falling on the grass and groaning. He chuckled and looked at me, his stupid smirk not leaving his face.

"It's about Stripes isn't it?" He slowly stood up. I dropped my ears and stayed quiet, keeping my distance. He looked at me and his smirk became wider. "It was obvious you liked him."

I was taken aback by that, did everyone know about my feelings? Is that why Shadow hated me? Is that why my friends left me? Scourge noticed that and chuckled then shook his head.

"You don't deserve him." He kept talking and making my heard shatter to pieces. "He's the 'Ultimate Lifeform'. There's no way he'd be gay."

I gave Scourge a death glare as tears started running down my cheeks. "Shut up! You don't know what you're talking about!"

Scourge huffed. "Oh really? Then why do you think he always avoided you?" His face lit up then gave me an evil smirk. "Why do you think he's constantly with the bat?"

I growled loudly and spin dashed him. "Enough!!" I attacked him and busted his nose, he quickly pushed me away as he held his nose.

"Geez. Chill Blue, he's dead either way." He lifted his head up to stop his nose from bleeding. That was what made me snap, I growled furiously and punched him multiple times. When I calmed down, I panted heavily and kicked Scourge one more time. "Don't you dare talk about him ever again." I said and dashed to my house, tears streaming down my cheeks.

When I got in my house I slammed the door and walked to the bathroom to take a bath, it always helps me to calm down.

As I filled the bathtub with warm water, still sobbing and shaking lightly. How could he say such thing to someone who is dead? Someone he doesn't even know well enough.

I sighed and got in the bathtub slowly, relaxing to the warm water that was in it. I took a deep and shaky breath, wondering what I did wrong in life to deserve this.

I was terrified when I realized that I had feeling for my rival, but accepted it, I was hurt when I learned that he was going on a long and dangerous mission, but I didn't show it and accepted it, I was heartbroken when they told me he won't ever return... but I didn't accept it...

I was almost completely under the water, only my nose and higher where above, my eyes were closed as I tried to calm myself down. I stayed there for what felt like hours, thinking how much I've changed since he left. I'm not scared of the water anymore. Well, not as much. I can easily go to the beach and swim around, as long as I can reach the ground.

I'm also more quiet, like a lot, I stopped going to parties, I stopped fighting with Eggman, I stopped talking to my friends one by one, to the point where I'm talking to Amy only and now I'm not doing that either.

Sometimes I wonder how my friends are doing, I wonder what they think of me, maybe they realized that I had feelings for Shadow by my actions after he left, or maybe they knew from the beginning...

I groaned and rubbed my face. "I've ruined my life..." I slowly stood up and grabbed my towel then dried my fur as I walked to my bedroom. I put on my socks and gloves and walked to the kitchen to make a salad.

My ears flickered when I heard my phone buzzing from the living room, I walked to it and grabbed it then raised a brow when I saw messages from the stranger.

Stranger: Are you okay?

Stranger: I saw you in the forest.

Stranger: Why did you beat up that guy?

Stranger: Do you really have feelings for Shadow?

I felt my heart beating faster and faster as I read the messages, this can't be happening.

Sonic: Where were you?!

Stranger: I can't tell you.

I growled loudly at his response and quickly stopped when I realized something.

Sonic: Tell me!

Stranger: I can't

Sonic: You're Scourge aren't you?!

Stranger: What?

Sonic: You know what? That's it.

I growled furiously and deleted Scourge's number after I muted him then threw my phone on the couch, I walked to the kitchen with my hands in tight fists.

Great, now I can't wait for this party to come. So it can finish already.